You and I

Maybe. I shall tell you what I think.
If I tell you, maybe, everything between us will change.
And I hope I won't regret.
But, you don't really know me.
I guess I'll have to wait until the 100th day and tell you everything I wanna tell you now.
And there's still plenty of time until it reaches the 100th day.
I hope you know who I really am, not just looking upon what I have now.
There's still time for me to change my mind, before I change my mind I hope nothing bad will happen between us.


Maybe I am just too bored with my life
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I am too afraid that I will loose you someday
Maybe I want someone to be there for me
Maybe... I need you.


I know you will treasure the moments while you still like me (as a friend)
And even if you don't like me anymore, you will still hope that we're friends
You're afraid of the world too.
You're afraid of being lonely too.
I know that you are.
You are just an ordinary human, just like me.
You're the one who broke into my heart like nobody does.


Everyday I waited for you, hope that you'll appear in front of me.
I anticipated for the fantasy time I'll have with you.
I know it's hard for us to have an opportunity to sit down and talk.
But I hope that'll happen someday. And let it be a routine for us.
You always talk interesting, and fascinating me non-stop.
I know you mean every word you said, and I take them by heart.
Your sincerity is what I really want, not words that make me happy.
And you did say what I really need, and at the same time making me happy.


I hope you're reading this, I am letting you know you make me go crazy.
I'm letting you to enter my small uninteresting heart.
I don't mind what method you use to reach me.
No matter what I'll be standing here waiting.
Waiting for your strong hands to reach out for me.
And if you made it, I will fall for you.
I will wait for you to take us to the place we both dream of.
It'll not be a palace, it'll not be a paradise.
It's a place we can enjoy ourselves and be happy for the rest of our life.


It will be a place with a bright sun shining on the white sand.
The ocean water reflecting the white shiny diamonds.
The mountains to be our only accompaniament.
The baby blue sky to be the most beautiful thing we've ever seen.
The clouds to be the place where angels lying on top listening to our whispers.
We'll wait for a sunrise instead of a sunset because we believe in hope.
And we'll only wait for the pouring of shooting stars that'll be the key for us to access our little love world.
And the sound of the calm ocean waves to be the final touches of our journey.


There will be a never-ending for our story.
Maybe I'm thinking too much about us.
Because most probably nothing will happen between us.
And all I have dreamed of are only meant for dreaming.
I am happy even if it's just a dream.
I am satisfied.
Not with my life, but having you in my life.


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