I am emokid. I love emo so much. I don't have friends. I am so foolish. I am so emo. And I love to live with the emo word.
... Emo.
:(
13 years ago
20100228
20100226
You and I
Maybe. I shall tell you what I think.
If I tell you, maybe, everything between us will change.
And I hope I won't regret.
But, you don't really know me.
I guess I'll have to wait until the 100th day and tell you everything I wanna tell you now.
And there's still plenty of time until it reaches the 100th day.
I hope you know who I really am, not just looking upon what I have now.
There's still time for me to change my mind, before I change my mind I hope nothing bad will happen between us.
Maybe I am just too bored with my life
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I am too afraid that I will loose you someday
Maybe I want someone to be there for me
Maybe... I need you.
I know you will treasure the moments while you still like me (as a friend)
And even if you don't like me anymore, you will still hope that we're friends
You're afraid of the world too.
You're afraid of being lonely too.
I know that you are.
You are just an ordinary human, just like me.
You're the one who broke into my heart like nobody does.
Everyday I waited for you, hope that you'll appear in front of me.
I anticipated for the fantasy time I'll have with you.
I know it's hard for us to have an opportunity to sit down and talk.
But I hope that'll happen someday. And let it be a routine for us.
You always talk interesting, and fascinating me non-stop.
I know you mean every word you said, and I take them by heart.
Your sincerity is what I really want, not words that make me happy.
And you did say what I really need, and at the same time making me happy.
I hope you're reading this, I am letting you know you make me go crazy.
I'm letting you to enter my small uninteresting heart.
I don't mind what method you use to reach me.
No matter what I'll be standing here waiting.
Waiting for your strong hands to reach out for me.
And if you made it, I will fall for you.
I will wait for you to take us to the place we both dream of.
It'll not be a palace, it'll not be a paradise.
It's a place we can enjoy ourselves and be happy for the rest of our life.
It will be a place with a bright sun shining on the white sand.
The ocean water reflecting the white shiny diamonds.
The mountains to be our only accompaniament.
The baby blue sky to be the most beautiful thing we've ever seen.
The clouds to be the place where angels lying on top listening to our whispers.
We'll wait for a sunrise instead of a sunset because we believe in hope.
And we'll only wait for the pouring of shooting stars that'll be the key for us to access our little love world.
And the sound of the calm ocean waves to be the final touches of our journey.
There will be a never-ending for our story.
Maybe I'm thinking too much about us.
Because most probably nothing will happen between us.
And all I have dreamed of are only meant for dreaming.
I am happy even if it's just a dream.
I am satisfied.
Not with my life, but having you in my life.
(=
If I tell you, maybe, everything between us will change.
And I hope I won't regret.
But, you don't really know me.
I guess I'll have to wait until the 100th day and tell you everything I wanna tell you now.
And there's still plenty of time until it reaches the 100th day.
I hope you know who I really am, not just looking upon what I have now.
There's still time for me to change my mind, before I change my mind I hope nothing bad will happen between us.
Maybe I am just too bored with my life
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I am too afraid that I will loose you someday
Maybe I want someone to be there for me
Maybe... I need you.
I know you will treasure the moments while you still like me (as a friend)
And even if you don't like me anymore, you will still hope that we're friends
You're afraid of the world too.
You're afraid of being lonely too.
I know that you are.
You are just an ordinary human, just like me.
You're the one who broke into my heart like nobody does.
Everyday I waited for you, hope that you'll appear in front of me.
I anticipated for the fantasy time I'll have with you.
I know it's hard for us to have an opportunity to sit down and talk.
But I hope that'll happen someday. And let it be a routine for us.
You always talk interesting, and fascinating me non-stop.
I know you mean every word you said, and I take them by heart.
Your sincerity is what I really want, not words that make me happy.
And you did say what I really need, and at the same time making me happy.
I hope you're reading this, I am letting you know you make me go crazy.
I'm letting you to enter my small uninteresting heart.
I don't mind what method you use to reach me.
No matter what I'll be standing here waiting.
Waiting for your strong hands to reach out for me.
And if you made it, I will fall for you.
I will wait for you to take us to the place we both dream of.
It'll not be a palace, it'll not be a paradise.
It's a place we can enjoy ourselves and be happy for the rest of our life.
It will be a place with a bright sun shining on the white sand.
The ocean water reflecting the white shiny diamonds.
The mountains to be our only accompaniament.
The baby blue sky to be the most beautiful thing we've ever seen.
The clouds to be the place where angels lying on top listening to our whispers.
We'll wait for a sunrise instead of a sunset because we believe in hope.
And we'll only wait for the pouring of shooting stars that'll be the key for us to access our little love world.
And the sound of the calm ocean waves to be the final touches of our journey.
There will be a never-ending for our story.
Maybe I'm thinking too much about us.
Because most probably nothing will happen between us.
And all I have dreamed of are only meant for dreaming.
I am happy even if it's just a dream.
I am satisfied.
Not with my life, but having you in my life.
(=
20100225
FOW-TOES. XD
Me and Shan. >
ELIANTO!!!!! BUBBLEGUM COLOUR! (=
Joe Hisaishi. ^^
Heartbreaker.... ='(
Pink !
PINK and BLUE
I like you. (=UP UP UP!! Update.
WOOOOW ! ! !
WAIIIIIIT.
Man,,, It's been such a short week! WTH!
Today I had extra class for Chemistry.
We did an experiment, using Sodium Thiosulphate solution AGAIN.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWW.
I never like that smell, especially when it kena my hand, I still can smell it eventhough I wash them with water..
It has the weeeeirdest smell ever, and I felt so uncomfortable especially when I was eating something after the experiment.
I thought I could go home at 2pm today.
But the class ended wayyyy later, so I spent some time with my Ppui and Yying.
I brought my phone for the first time to school this year, I wasn't feeling scared at all. Hahaha
So I showed my dear DIAMONDS some pictures.
The dinner pictures and... Some of MINE. HAHAHAHAH
They wow here wow there.... lol. Like it's the first time they see my photos. LOL
After I called dad to come pick me up, about 3:25 only reach home...
Then when I was just steppin outta my dad's car, I heard my Keyboard's sound.
And I was like.. OHHHH MYYYY GODDDDD !
My piano teacher was here.
She's getting more and more early to come to my house.
Then I rushed in my house and threw my bag and stuffs aside and rushed into the room where my Keyboard was placed.
I was like so blur during the lesson..
I CAN'T SEE THE NOTES CLEARLY!!!!!
WTH!!!
I kept on making mistakes on the D note and F note for the left hand... SIEN DAO!
And I only played 2 songs today. HOW SAD!
One from Spirited Away and another is Totoro.
Both composed by Joe Hisaishi and from anime-movies by Hayao Miyazaki.
BAD NEWS : I AM STILL COUGHING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.
I hope I can recover as soon as possible.
Next week's the exam.
SHIIIIIT ! ! ! !
WAIIIIIIT.
Man,,, It's been such a short week! WTH!
Today I had extra class for Chemistry.
We did an experiment, using Sodium Thiosulphate solution AGAIN.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWW.
I never like that smell, especially when it kena my hand, I still can smell it eventhough I wash them with water..
It has the weeeeirdest smell ever, and I felt so uncomfortable especially when I was eating something after the experiment.
I thought I could go home at 2pm today.
But the class ended wayyyy later, so I spent some time with my Ppui and Yying.
I brought my phone for the first time to school this year, I wasn't feeling scared at all. Hahaha
So I showed my dear DIAMONDS some pictures.
The dinner pictures and... Some of MINE. HAHAHAHAH
They wow here wow there.... lol. Like it's the first time they see my photos. LOL
After I called dad to come pick me up, about 3:25 only reach home...
Then when I was just steppin outta my dad's car, I heard my Keyboard's sound.
And I was like.. OHHHH MYYYY GODDDDD !
My piano teacher was here.
She's getting more and more early to come to my house.
Then I rushed in my house and threw my bag and stuffs aside and rushed into the room where my Keyboard was placed.
I was like so blur during the lesson..
I CAN'T SEE THE NOTES CLEARLY!!!!!
WTH!!!
I kept on making mistakes on the D note and F note for the left hand... SIEN DAO!
And I only played 2 songs today. HOW SAD!
One from Spirited Away and another is Totoro.
Both composed by Joe Hisaishi and from anime-movies by Hayao Miyazaki.
BAD NEWS : I AM STILL COUGHING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.
I hope I can recover as soon as possible.
Next week's the exam.
SHIIIIIT ! ! ! !
20100222
Gi Eok (Memory)
I am watching the old korean videos again.
Sigh.
They brought back my memory.
About how crazy I was just listening to DBSK's songs..
and watching their videos make me feel so much better.
I still remember the first time I saw them on TV, I was amazed.
And honestly,
I started to like them because of their dancing.
I still remember what they're doing when they're filming Balloons' MV.
I still remember everyone's cute young faces.
And counting how old they are, recognising their voices by repeating the same song for a 1000 times.
The hardest part, was recognising their faces.
And since that, I became so interested in recognising people's face.
But after some time buying their album, I found out that they can sing like there's no gap between us.
Their voices are the perfect mix, unlike SHINee or SUJU, all members in DBSK have perfect voices that can melt my heart.
I never give up on them, I always believe in them, I know they're always together.
Well, time flies..
And people do change.
I was a kid who actually forced herself to like Korean stuff, and now I find myself "planted" into the K Wave.
If I didn't like DBSK, I have no idea who will impress me.
Some Taiwan celebs I guess, but, Taiwan is so not my taste.
OKAY, stop stop stop talking about celebs. I
I feel sorry for you who read my blog,
coz it's really boring and all about celebssssssss.
Maybe I should post more photos.
Hah.
Sigh.
They brought back my memory.
About how crazy I was just listening to DBSK's songs..
and watching their videos make me feel so much better.
I still remember the first time I saw them on TV, I was amazed.
And honestly,
I started to like them because of their dancing.
I still remember what they're doing when they're filming Balloons' MV.
I still remember everyone's cute young faces.
And counting how old they are, recognising their voices by repeating the same song for a 1000 times.
The hardest part, was recognising their faces.
And since that, I became so interested in recognising people's face.
But after some time buying their album, I found out that they can sing like there's no gap between us.
Their voices are the perfect mix, unlike SHINee or SUJU, all members in DBSK have perfect voices that can melt my heart.
I never give up on them, I always believe in them, I know they're always together.
Well, time flies..
And people do change.
I was a kid who actually forced herself to like Korean stuff, and now I find myself "planted" into the K Wave.
If I didn't like DBSK, I have no idea who will impress me.
Some Taiwan celebs I guess, but, Taiwan is so not my taste.
OKAY, stop stop stop talking about celebs. I
I feel sorry for you who read my blog,
coz it's really boring and all about celebssssssss.
Maybe I should post more photos.
Hah.
20100220
Hmm... Am using sis's working laptop (?) to blog now.
hahaha
I didn't know whether I shall call it a "laptop" or a "notebook" coz I am not putting it on my lap, and I don't use it as a "notebook" LOL
Forgive me, I DON'T USE LAPTOP.
I have a cool desktop and you must be asking me why am I using a laptop when my desktop is just outside the room.
Well, I'm just lazy to on my comp, although it's on now. =.=
So now I'm in my sis room, it's been a week I've been living in her room.
And makes me like a refugee. erm? hahhaha
Wow, my sis is... watching Grey's Anatomy. (don't know how many times ady)
That's her favourite drama. And now I like to watch it with her ady. hahah
Wow...
Last night...
5s7 class dinner.
Great. sarcasm.
coz ... they all eat steamboat.
So when me and shan went upstairs with them, we couldn't stand the smell of those seafood, we were like wanna vomit ady
So we rushed downstairs.
Standing there. didn't know what to do.
After the thinking and scare-ing,
we finally decided to go ask about the steamboat got vegetarian or not.
And there is.
Thank god.
So we picked all the veggies. WOW.
But we couldn't finish them.
So Tiang came down and packed our left over veggies and went upstairs to finish them.
Then me and shan bloated ady, so we went upstairs to take photos with them.
OMG THE SMELLL.....
BEHHH TAHAN..
Then we talk talk talk and took photos.
Then it's 9pm so I went home.
LOL
DAMN SUMMARIZED LA !
SOrry ah, I'm quite lazy to tell you everything.
So...
OH we watched Percy Jackson.
THAT THAT THAT
PERCY IS SOOOOOO HOOOOTTT!!
==
LOL
ok.
Percy Jackson is hot.
I didn't know whether the real guy is hot, but Percy is just hot.
xD
hahaha
I didn't know whether I shall call it a "laptop" or a "notebook" coz I am not putting it on my lap, and I don't use it as a "notebook" LOL
Forgive me, I DON'T USE LAPTOP.
I have a cool desktop and you must be asking me why am I using a laptop when my desktop is just outside the room.
Well, I'm just lazy to on my comp, although it's on now. =.=
So now I'm in my sis room, it's been a week I've been living in her room.
And makes me like a refugee. erm? hahhaha
Wow, my sis is... watching Grey's Anatomy. (don't know how many times ady)
That's her favourite drama. And now I like to watch it with her ady. hahah
Wow...
Last night...
5s7 class dinner.
Great. sarcasm.
coz ... they all eat steamboat.
So when me and shan went upstairs with them, we couldn't stand the smell of those seafood, we were like wanna vomit ady
So we rushed downstairs.
Standing there. didn't know what to do.
After the thinking and scare-ing,
we finally decided to go ask about the steamboat got vegetarian or not.
And there is.
Thank god.
So we picked all the veggies. WOW.
But we couldn't finish them.
So Tiang came down and packed our left over veggies and went upstairs to finish them.
Then me and shan bloated ady, so we went upstairs to take photos with them.
OMG THE SMELLL.....
BEHHH TAHAN..
Then we talk talk talk and took photos.
Then it's 9pm so I went home.
LOL
DAMN SUMMARIZED LA !
SOrry ah, I'm quite lazy to tell you everything.
So...
OH we watched Percy Jackson.
THAT THAT THAT
PERCY IS SOOOOOO HOOOOTTT!!
==
LOL
ok.
Percy Jackson is hot.
I didn't know whether the real guy is hot, but Percy is just hot.
xD
20100218
Sudden Post.
Wowww... there goes another week.. )=
and there goes the holiday.
Tomorrow will be the class dinner thingy,
and I think I'll eat with Shan before dinner,
coz we think that steamboat thing won't have anything for us..
But I'm still excited for tomorrow!
It's actually my first time to participate class activity.. xD
Embarrassed to say that, last year also got class gathering but I didn't go.
Coz I thought it was unnecessary. Hahahah.
Oh man..
now I'm browsing through those korean fashion..
wow my heart is so beating for it!
And sadly, we can't get any FAMILIAR clothes here.
Malaysia sucks BADLY.
Walao ah...
now I suddenly like female celebrities. xD
Such as,
Akemi (model)
SNSD
2NE1
Brown Eyed Girls
F ( x )
Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful)
Goo Hye Sun (BOF)
Weird to hear about it from me right?
I NEVER LIKE THOSE GIRLY CELEBS.
So I liked 2NE1 in the first place coz they are soooooo YENG. hahaha
But I know Brown Eyed Girls first, but they are considered as girly before Abracadabra.
Woah.. their Abracadabra, the best female House and Electronics I've ever heard.
Damn nice, I wish I can sing to it but there's nothing to sing about.. HAHAHA
The others... like F (x), the female version of DBSK..
OK only lah.. haven't see any explosion from them, so I'm not THAT into them.
SNSD? No need talk. I don't know WHY THE HECK I am in love with them.
I just do. They are all sooo pretty and have LONG LEGS! WOWMYGOD.
I just love how they dance in Gee.. xD and Genie.
And the latest Oh!, I think the MV is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know why like not many people like.... sien.
Park Shin Hye! OMG she's the cutest thing in the world!!!
After watching You're Beautiful, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER!?
She's the perfect girl!
Goo Hye Sun, AOW! So pretty. But I think she in BOF is like.. uhh whatever.
But after I watched her in a taiwan show 100% Entertainment, wow, she is soooooooooooooooo pretty!!!!!! 이쁘다!!!!!!!!!!!!! (means pretty in korean)
okokok I wanna stop already. Too much blogging make me go CRAZY~
and there goes the holiday.
Tomorrow will be the class dinner thingy,
and I think I'll eat with Shan before dinner,
coz we think that steamboat thing won't have anything for us..
But I'm still excited for tomorrow!
It's actually my first time to participate class activity.. xD
Embarrassed to say that, last year also got class gathering but I didn't go.
Coz I thought it was unnecessary. Hahahah.
Oh man..
now I'm browsing through those korean fashion..
wow my heart is so beating for it!
And sadly, we can't get any FAMILIAR clothes here.
Malaysia sucks BADLY.
Walao ah...
now I suddenly like female celebrities. xD
Such as,
Akemi (model)
SNSD
2NE1
Brown Eyed Girls
F ( x )
Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful)
Goo Hye Sun (BOF)
Weird to hear about it from me right?
I NEVER LIKE THOSE GIRLY CELEBS.
So I liked 2NE1 in the first place coz they are soooooo YENG. hahaha
But I know Brown Eyed Girls first, but they are considered as girly before Abracadabra.
Woah.. their Abracadabra, the best female House and Electronics I've ever heard.
Damn nice, I wish I can sing to it but there's nothing to sing about.. HAHAHA
The others... like F (x), the female version of DBSK..
OK only lah.. haven't see any explosion from them, so I'm not THAT into them.
SNSD? No need talk. I don't know WHY THE HECK I am in love with them.
I just do. They are all sooo pretty and have LONG LEGS! WOWMYGOD.
I just love how they dance in Gee.. xD and Genie.
And the latest Oh!, I think the MV is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know why like not many people like.... sien.
Park Shin Hye! OMG she's the cutest thing in the world!!!
After watching You're Beautiful, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER!?
She's the perfect girl!
Goo Hye Sun, AOW! So pretty. But I think she in BOF is like.. uhh whatever.
But after I watched her in a taiwan show 100% Entertainment, wow, she is soooooooooooooooo pretty!!!!!! 이쁘다!!!!!!!!!!!!! (means pretty in korean)
okokok I wanna stop already. Too much blogging make me go CRAZY~
20100217
TVXQ BEST SELECTION 2010
TVXQ BEST SELECTION ALBUM 2010 is released today..
Sad.
Why is it a Best Selection Album instead of a new one?
Well, they have a new song, With All My Heart..
Ok only lah, like song from 10 years ago.. Japanese somemore..
How I wish they can sing Korean songs together again..
Lemme show yall some photos of this so called album.
Sad.
Why is it a Best Selection Album instead of a new one?
Well, they have a new song, With All My Heart..
Ok only lah, like song from 10 years ago.. Japanese somemore..
How I wish they can sing Korean songs together again..
Lemme show yall some photos of this so called album.
Even though they're just black and white, I will still love it no matter what because they're my dear DBSK.
Anyways, they have new hairstyles right? why so sad? HAHA
Yucheon (Micky)'s hairstyle changed alot.. I like. =D
Jaejoong.. aiya no change wan since like the beginning of last year. LMAO.
Changmin.. awww.. my baby min, NICE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!! XD
Yunho.. omg this more cham, never changed since like.. DEBUT!? LOOOOL
Junsu.. Never changed since 2008 Mirotic. )=
AHH WELL, I'm still satisfied AT LEAST they have new photos, otherwise, I'll die in pain. I don't wanna have an affair(s), LOL, coz I've been paying much attention to other artist,
example:
Big Bang
2NE1
SeoNyeoShiDae
Super Junior
etc etc etc.
So, to prevent me from having an affair, DBSK YOU MUST DO SOMETHING!!
Be positive, I'm always positive to DBSK.
I never believed in their "disbandments" and rumours BLABLABLA.
and. JAEJOONG YOU ARE SO NOT DATING THAT JAPANESE I TELL YOU!!
Though it's an old junk. I still can't forget.
I support Mozart Junsu, aww my cutie Junsu..
I support Changmin's new drama..
I support Yucheon's.. ? I don't know what he's been up to these days. @@
I support Yunho's.. I also duno what he's been doing.. )=
I support Jaejoong's.. uhh.. nevermind, I WANT HIM TO COME MY HOUSE! lol
And last but not least.
I SUPPORT DBSK FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND ETC ETC
Iloveyou DBSK
MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!!!!!!!!
Big Bang
From left : Seungri, Daesung, T.O.P, Taeyang, G-Dragon.
Big Bang.
Leader - G-Dragon
Members -
1. Seungri
2. Daesung
3. T.O.P
4. Taeyang
The GENG group. Can't say I don't love them, and sad to say: I'm in love with them. =D
They are no.2 in my heart. You must be asking "why not no. 1?"
I'll answer you, "my no. 1 will always be my dearest DBSK"
Nowaday I've been listening to BB's Gara Gara Go!, it's in japanese. And I think this song is great!
OWH I just can't deny their songs are sooooooo nice!!!!!!!!!
List of songs of BB I will never forget:
1. Lies
2. Lollipop
3. Let me hear your voice (Japanese)
4. Gara Gara Go! (Japanese)
5. Big Hit (Daesung's solo)
6. ALL OF GD'S SONGS IN HIS SOLO ALBUM.
Honestly, I was an anti-fan to BB, and now, I'M A BIG FAN! But I'm still not a BBVIP yet. =p
And when I started to like them, I loved T.O.P SOOOO MUCH!! I didn't even know his name and I'm already in love with him already.
His voice is like.. WOW~ hahahaha extraordinary.
Then after that, I bought GD's solo album Heartbreaker.
GD's a genius!!!!! He's really gooooood in making music!! hahah and Rapping!!! omg I learn to rap Heartbreaker it's because of him!
I love him more than TOP ady... hahahaha...
TOP's eyes are... woah so yeng lah!!!!! Like very fierce. xD
Then I started to like Daesung's trot singles. SO CUTE!!!!
Then Taeyang, I didn't like him much, not until I heard him singing WEDDING DRESS.
oh my god! It's... it's..... YENG!!! LOL..
And Seungri, I like him last. not least. haha.
He's gooood in dancing! ^______^
I saw him in Star Dance Battle, wao, Love it!
SNSD "OH!" English Translation
Alot of people say this song is... "not nice" "no good"
Well, I just think it's fine. (=
I like the effects of the song. haha.. and the lyrics are so cute! Well, if I sing it I would feel weird coz it keeps on saying "OPPA I LOVE YOU!"
LOL
Oh!
Well, I just think it's fine. (=
I like the effects of the song. haha.. and the lyrics are so cute! Well, if I sing it I would feel weird coz it keeps on saying "OPPA I LOVE YOU!"
LOL
SNSD - OH!
I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound
With the new me one more round
Dance dance dance till we run this town
Oppa oppa I'll be I'll be down down down down
Hey oppa look at me, just take a look at me
It's the first time I've spoken like this
I fixed my hair and put on make-up too
Why do you only not notice me?
Thump thump, my heart is beating
I just continue imagining
What should I do, having been so proud
I just want to tell you
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
It's embarrassing so don't laugh
It's the truth so don't make fun either
I'm just saying stupid things again
I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound
With the new me one more round
Dance dance dance till we run this town
Oppa oppa, I'll be I'll be down down down down
Oppa, just listen to me
Stop saying other things
Don't think of me just as a younger sister
You'll regret after a year
You don't know my thoughts at all
You don't realize and just joke around
What should I do, you immature person
Just listen to me
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
It's embarrassing so don't laugh
It's the truth so don't make fun either
If you do that again, I might just cry
I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound
Something about my heart is different today
Down down, don't put it off, I just get mad
Oppa oppa, if you keep this up, no no no no
Tell me boy boy love it it it it it it it ah!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
I'm just saying stupid things again
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you
Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot
Oh!
Eeek
Back from Alor Star yesterday night.
Then today went steamboat with fam for lunch.
It's the second steamboat for this week. And there'll be the third time on Friday with classmates. LOL.
Then went to Pavilion, not much. Just walking around, felt the heavy lala-ness floating in the air.
Coz I'm lala too. LOL not really la FOR TODAY. I only wore a green top and a mini skirt and converse shoes. No lala for today.
But then, I started to become lala after I went to Elianto.
WOOHOO!
I bought two nail colours. TEEHEE.
I've been hunting for these 2 colours since the last time I tried at Elianto.
But sis didn't let me buy so... I waited until today only buy.
The colours are bubblegum hot pink and blue-green.
WEIRD HUH?
I know.
But I like ah. Dun let ah? You Choi ah? LOL.
But I like ah. Dun let ah? You Choi ah? LOL.
Well these 2 colours only cost me rm10. oooooooooooooooooo
So. Yeah. xD
Then sis bought me a set of eye shadow from Elianto.
I haven't open it yet. HAHAHA.
I just agak agak know the colours.
Very... very.. calm and light colours,, erm..
Nahhh not light lah,.. let me show you.
So... Watcha think?
I'm recovering from my damn sickness ady. whee!
So now I have runny nose and bad cough.
I cough until my lungs are going drop out. And I have chest pain because I've been coughing too much..
I wonder how the heck am I going to eat with my fellow classmates. LOL
They will feel like : yerr, this RuoXin ah.. sick jor still eat with us.. she so bad wanna spread her flu to us...
LOL..
Ahhhh well. Good luck to me.
OIIIIIIIIIIIII! PANASNYA~~~~~~~~
Can't stand it anymore... so hot... so hot...
IT'S FREAKIN HOT WEI !
*faint* *die*
20100213
Gee Ballad English Version Lyrics
Okay erm I've been listening to SNSD's Gee Ballad English version, and guess what, I don't even know what they're singing about, so I checked the lyrics.
AND THIS IS NOT THE TRANSLATION!
IT'S THE REAL BALLAD ENGLISH VERSION LYRICS!
Uhuh,
Listen boy,
My first love story,
My angel and my girls
My sunshine
Oh, oh let's go!
Finding just the right touch, rushin but not too much
don't be tellin my it's just a small crush
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh, don't know how to take this, both my knees are shaking
you gotta get yourself together girl
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
How do I confront, how do I even start
to say the things I want, to the one I adore
Everytime he's near, these butterflies keep fluttering inside
didn't think it world be hard like this,
being caught in this eternal bliss
Pabo, I'm such a fool for falling hard
*my desire that won't fade away, no no no no no
he's one sweet flavor that I'll always crave, oh oh oh oh oh
I get so flustered when he walks my way Gee gee gee gee gee
Can't get enough, oh yeah, I'm so in love, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh, never in my mind thought I would find the right one
capturing my heart he's got the right touch
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Melting from his smile, his eyes are gettin me so
hungry for the flames of love I crave for
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Only he could say, anything he wanted
to take my breathe away, and leaving me so breathless
everytime he's close, this burning feeling rise up my cheeks
never knew that it would come to this
so caught up in this eternal bliss
Pabo, so I'm a fool for falling hard
*
Like a dream in my sleep, so unreal but I know that it's there
warmer than rays of the sun, softer than caress of the wind
floating on a cloud with wings from your sweet and heavenly heart
AND THIS IS NOT THE TRANSLATION!
IT'S THE REAL BALLAD ENGLISH VERSION LYRICS!
Uhuh,
Listen boy,
My first love story,
My angel and my girls
My sunshine
Oh, oh let's go!
Finding just the right touch, rushin but not too much
don't be tellin my it's just a small crush
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Oh, don't know how to take this, both my knees are shaking
you gotta get yourself together girl
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
How do I confront, how do I even start
to say the things I want, to the one I adore
Everytime he's near, these butterflies keep fluttering inside
didn't think it world be hard like this,
being caught in this eternal bliss
Pabo, I'm such a fool for falling hard
*my desire that won't fade away, no no no no no
he's one sweet flavor that I'll always crave, oh oh oh oh oh
I get so flustered when he walks my way Gee gee gee gee gee
Can't get enough, oh yeah, I'm so in love, oh yeah yeah yeah
Oh, never in my mind thought I would find the right one
capturing my heart he's got the right touch
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Melting from his smile, his eyes are gettin me so
hungry for the flames of love I crave for
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Only he could say, anything he wanted
to take my breathe away, and leaving me so breathless
everytime he's close, this burning feeling rise up my cheeks
never knew that it would come to this
so caught up in this eternal bliss
Pabo, so I'm a fool for falling hard
*
Like a dream in my sleep, so unreal but I know that it's there
warmer than rays of the sun, softer than caress of the wind
floating on a cloud with wings from your sweet and heavenly heart
Hi.
Time to blog.
I am dying now.
Because I have been sick for the whole week, and for the whole week I tahan, today only become serious.. haih
Yesterday damn fun.
Pjk.
We play PINGTON!!! YAY!!!
PINGTON means.. Pingpong in badminton style. WAHAHA
Thanks to YY for inventing this new word.
And right after playing pington, I walked out of the sports centre I felt cold and I guessed I had fever. AGAIN.
Yeah, the whole day I was like freaking tired and wanna puke.
So I didn't eat much during recess.
I brought 2 pieces of plain bread and I only ate one. great.
And I couldn't help showing my emo face in class because I was damn unstable.
I could puke at anytime anywhere. But I tahan myself. EW.
I didn't want to puke until I dehydrated and I had nothing to puke, because I didn't eat much.
Yesterday's meal list :
Breakfast - Porridge
Recess - 1 piece of plain white bread
Lunch - Porridge
Dinner - None
See? THAT'S WHY I DON'T WANNA PUKE.
Ok . I have enough blogging time. haih.
Time to blog.
I am dying now.
Because I have been sick for the whole week, and for the whole week I tahan, today only become serious.. haih
Yesterday damn fun.
Pjk.
We play PINGTON!!! YAY!!!
PINGTON means.. Pingpong in badminton style. WAHAHA
Thanks to YY for inventing this new word.
And right after playing pington, I walked out of the sports centre I felt cold and I guessed I had fever. AGAIN.
Yeah, the whole day I was like freaking tired and wanna puke.
So I didn't eat much during recess.
I brought 2 pieces of plain bread and I only ate one. great.
And I couldn't help showing my emo face in class because I was damn unstable.
I could puke at anytime anywhere. But I tahan myself. EW.
I didn't want to puke until I dehydrated and I had nothing to puke, because I didn't eat much.
Yesterday's meal list :
Breakfast - Porridge
Recess - 1 piece of plain white bread
Lunch - Porridge
Dinner - None
See? THAT'S WHY I DON'T WANNA PUKE.
Ok . I have enough blogging time. haih.
20100206
Carwash
Okay.
Yesterday I was too tired to blog.
so now I'm going to tell you what's going on yesterday.
5s7 had a wonderful carwash time!
LOL. I feel that the carwash thing was so grand coz it involved the whole class. (=
I like huge groups. Just like my Diamonds. <3
Well, my group, only 3 people to wash 3 cars. coz Ah Oh and Ah Voon wasn't free.
So we started like kelam kabut.. and I only know THAT CAR IS SO SCRATCHED. ( not us who did it )
we had no hose so we were like idiots carrying buckets of water around.
And it caused my back so painful today. =(
blablabla all the carwash thing and after that..
IT RAINED.
WTH.
Why ah? Why it rained right after we finished our last car!? =.=!!
Somemore my hand is cut by that bucket and my leg got bruise,
FOR WHAT!? lol!
sheeesh.
Oh and long time didn't get wet in the rain le.
It feels so good but kinda cold yesterday.
I remember when I last got soaked in rain was Form 2..
Coz morning session life no rain at noon de la..
and I can't get myself wet before class, so... yeah.
Too bad yesterday wasn't that convenient to get wet la coz of something.. hehe. LOL
Or else it would be better.
Haih too much to talk about but I am so lazy now. Can I skip to the conclusion?
lol.
I am still satisfied although it rained.
Because it's for charity.
(=
Yesterday I was too tired to blog.
so now I'm going to tell you what's going on yesterday.
5s7 had a wonderful carwash time!
LOL. I feel that the carwash thing was so grand coz it involved the whole class. (=
I like huge groups. Just like my Diamonds. <3
Well, my group, only 3 people to wash 3 cars. coz Ah Oh and Ah Voon wasn't free.
So we started like kelam kabut.. and I only know THAT CAR IS SO SCRATCHED. ( not us who did it )
we had no hose so we were like idiots carrying buckets of water around.
And it caused my back so painful today. =(
blablabla all the carwash thing and after that..
IT RAINED.
WTH.
Why ah? Why it rained right after we finished our last car!? =.=!!
Somemore my hand is cut by that bucket and my leg got bruise,
FOR WHAT!? lol!
sheeesh.
Oh and long time didn't get wet in the rain le.
It feels so good but kinda cold yesterday.
I remember when I last got soaked in rain was Form 2..
Coz morning session life no rain at noon de la..
and I can't get myself wet before class, so... yeah.
Too bad yesterday wasn't that convenient to get wet la coz of something.. hehe. LOL
Or else it would be better.
Haih too much to talk about but I am so lazy now. Can I skip to the conclusion?
lol.
I am still satisfied although it rained.
Because it's for charity.
(=
20100203
Gonna call it a "No Title"
Yea, no title for today.
I don't have mood to think of any.
School sucks nowaday. YES I MEAN SUCKS.
The upcoming projects and presentations are driving me CRAZY!
I am so dead because I have a BM oral test to Pass, my group did half way and that teacher stopped us because our content is inappropriate.
WADAHELL
and we need to re-redo.. Like redo for the SECOND time? Sheesh.
The stupid test tomorrow and I have a bunch of paragraphs to memorize. BORING.
Shit la, I really really really seriously so darn serious hate ORAL TEST.
IT'S LIKE COMMITING A SUICIDE.
I wonder why Chinese doesn't have an oral test.
It's just so unfair!
Unlike last year, that Puan Ellen was more "friendly" to us and just give us marks.
THIS YEAR?
!@#%$#%#$^&^&*%^&%PUANCHIA@$@#%&#$%!@#$!#%$$#%
ARRRRGGGHHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!
SO GERAM!
Haih,
Come on la time, pass faster for just these few days..
I'm really tired of facing that woman's old face.
AAAAAARRRRRGGHGHGHHGHGHGHHGHGH!
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! ! ! ! !
I don't have mood to think of any.
School sucks nowaday. YES I MEAN SUCKS.
The upcoming projects and presentations are driving me CRAZY!
I am so dead because I have a BM oral test to Pass, my group did half way and that teacher stopped us because our content is inappropriate.
WADAHELL
and we need to re-redo.. Like redo for the SECOND time? Sheesh.
The stupid test tomorrow and I have a bunch of paragraphs to memorize. BORING.
Shit la, I really really really seriously so darn serious hate ORAL TEST.
IT'S LIKE COMMITING A SUICIDE.
I wonder why Chinese doesn't have an oral test.
It's just so unfair!
Unlike last year, that Puan Ellen was more "friendly" to us and just give us marks.
THIS YEAR?
!@#%$#%#$^&^&*%^&%PUANCHIA@$@#%&#$%!@#$!#%$$#%
ARRRRGGGHHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!
SO GERAM!
Haih,
Come on la time, pass faster for just these few days..
I'm really tired of facing that woman's old face.
AAAAAARRRRRGGHGHGHHGHGHGHHGHGH!
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! ! ! ! !
20100201
Tomorrow will be a better day.
Dayyyuummmm!
I AM STRESSSSSSSSSEDDDDDD!
You may not "see" that I am, but deep inside my heart, I just feel like dying Again and Again.
I haven't been saying these emo things for a long time already.
Quote G-DRAGON :
I AM STRESSSSSSSSSEDDDDDD!
You may not "see" that I am, but deep inside my heart, I just feel like dying Again and Again.
I haven't been saying these emo things for a long time already.
Quote G-DRAGON :
"Even if I close my eyes I can't hear your breathing anymore"
-Breathe
Sad isn't it?
Well all I have to tell myself is I DON'T CARE!
And nowaday I feel like... DISTURBED.
Physically and Mentally.
Horizontally and Vertically.
My mind kept on Replaying the words you said to me.
And my heart pounded everytime I think of it.
My heart is Ringing Ding Dong and I can't calm down.
Is it because of you?
If I can't afford to go, will you be okay?
If I think you don't mean it when you invite me, will you be angry?
If I won't go with you, will you accept my Sorry?
WHATEVER I also don't want to think about it already.
Having a weird headache now,
I think that's why I'm so emo.
And OH! I still have tonnes of homework to care. )=
I dreamt about ShinKi last night.
It's about being there for them watching them singing alltogether as one.
It was a beautiful dream, even though it lasted for 5 minutes.
I won't forget the Butterfly I saw today.
It was yellow and cute.
It flew over hundreds of people's heads and most of them didn't realise it was there.
Today is going to end in less than 2 hours.
My mind is filled with questions I don't want to even think about.
Tomorrow will be a better day.
Let's press Reset when the clock stikes 12.00am.
=D
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