20080630

Awesome! (Sarcasm)

So mad. Am sick. Greaaat(sarcasm).

So mad. Still need to present. Oh ma God.

So mad. Suddenly feel like watching Cinderella.

So mad. I cooked my television for many days. And washed my brain with movies.

So mad. Fell asleep for a thousand times.

So mad. Staying at home. Lazy for school(NOT).

So mad. Didn't do homework. That's not what I was planning.

So mad. Am so so so so so so so so addicted to anime.
Honey and Clover. -- i love it man...
Cardcaptor Sakura. -- ok ok lah, but ended today. Last episode was a crap.

So mad. Watched KungFu Panda. Caught myself laughing, alone.

So mad. Wanted to watch it again. And again.

So mad. I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL LAH.... MAMA... T^T

So mad. Am having a ''WIN-WIN" situation here. Ok, I don't want to go to school.

So mad. But I miss... miss miss miss miss miss miss miss. OWH NOTHING LAH!

20080619

Memories?

-Pretty wall lights huh? (:


-This is where I stepped on a darn nail.


-Beautiful life.


-I see something. Dreaming about it.


-Yay Victor!

Sad and Bad but A's

The exam is over YES! Yeah that was days ago, but I only get the time to blog now. I am satisfied with my latest result, just a little worried about the others which I have not got them yet. Today was a total crap, I was so mad, the ones in my class should know what had happened. WTF. I swear I will never talk to him EVER. If there's a little bad luck falls on my head and I'm gone. Uh whatever.
I don't know what's wrong with me, nowadays I'm sooo emo. People told me, I even felt it myself. Why? There's another girl who likes him? Maybe that's why. It has been 1 year since I knew him, and I just fell in love.. um, honestly I like talented guys. Don't ask why, I am just like this. If you're ''the guy'' who is reading this now, thanks. Thanks for reading my blog. The latest sad news, a friend of mine asked HIM what does he think about me. How stupid. I didn't ask my friend to do so, but he just asked HIM himself. Oh ma god I'm messing everything up. The question ended up with a negative answer. I don't mind because the question wasn't coming out from my mouth, but his mouth, I mean my friend's. It wasn't the question I want to ask HIM. Well as I told you guys before, I only want a silent like. That's all. I decided not to tell HIM what I think about HIM because will only ''deform'' our friendship. I think there isn't even a friendship between us, we never talked before. Cool huh? Haha. That's why I'm silent to him. Tell you something, I don't want to like any other guys besides HIM. Yeah, it's kind of impossible, but this is my mission. LOL. my mission: not to fall in love with any other guys. No more guys.- haha, I'm just a dreamer, almost everything I want to do I can't succeed. I'm a lazy girl but having a hardworking me inside me.

My dear friends,
Do you understand what I said just now?
Ah well, if you don't understand just forget about it, don't ask me anything about the text above. My sad things. ):

But happy too! @.@ I GOT A's! LOL.

20080603

Mixture

Next Monday will be the first day of exam. Darn it. I can't finish revising. The books are like Mount Everest crashing on me. Godddd.

I feel, kind of sad. Oh no, it's not the exam thing. It's.. It's because of I didn't get to listen to DBSK for a long long long long time already. Their songs are the best. The best among Koreans, I meant. XDD. I bought Victor Wong's and Will's latest album! YAY! My God, their new songs are so nice. Especially Will, I admire him so much. He is so smart! Okay whatever, haha.

This holiday is boring laaa. Getting sick of it, but hoping it won't end so soon. jee.

My way to like him, is just sit here quietly and look at him. Just look at him, feel the happiness he's enjoying as if I'm enjoying it too! This is just what I think, I don't have to tell him what I feel about him. OKAY I'M JUST KIDDING LA, I want to tell him, but I won't. wakaka.

-Something destroys my life, Everything's a nothing now. I have nothing in my life but and I will lie down on the cold filthy floor for the rest of my life just to wait someone special to save me.