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A Confession?

I.. Miss you.

It was 2 years ago, when I first met a person who sounds alot like my big brother. But when we talk, we don't even talk like siblings. We usually text each other, until he faced with a girl problem, then started the weird friendship of ours.. He was so confused, that I, too was confused by him.. He didn't know what to do, until he told me that he liked me, I rejected him because honestly, I treat him as a friend. Guess what? He replied me that he was only joking..
One day, I asked him, do you like me? He didn't answer my question but whacked me with his words: "Why did you ask? You know we only know each other by phone.." How painful it was to hear a friend saying those words to you. And I treated him as my guy buddy.. How stupid I was to trust him.. Suddenly he SAID I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND, and even bought presents for me. Then suddenly he said, "aiya don't you like your Mr. Right?" He confused me, a lot. I couldn't stop telling my friends about him, because my friends knew who he was. I told them how crazy he was and how insane it was to be confused by a guy who didn't even know who he liked. How stupid I was.
I can't trust guys, I've been telling myself, DON'T TRUST GUYS. But I failed every attempt. Is it a humiliation to me? They never tell the truth and will never care about girls' feelings. They cheat on girls, lie to girls, and hurt girls' feelings purposely because they lost interest in girls. So from a particular moment, I swore to myself, not to trust guys, even if it's the person You like, confess to you, his promise will Never last. It's stupid if you trust a confession from a guy, you happy then happy la, but please, don't take it seriously, it'll just hurt you deeply without affecting his mood...

1 comment:

Anonymous said...

i knew who u saying.. bout him.. he did ok with u.. but he hav no confident wat to do and because of u all din really chat face to face so he confuse if u do like him or jz joking with him onot... he is a good guy and once he confirm ur his gf. he wil treat u ver nice... but wat..he is lack of roooomanticcc... =D