20100607

Is it that hard to believe?
Is it that hard to believe that it'll never happen?
Dreams never come true.
I have been waiting, and waiting..
What did I get?
I hope I didn't love you at first.
It's been the 7th year you're being great.
But why can't you just try to wait for another few years?
Your news are starting to fade away, your pictures are not going to show up in magazine covers.
Your songs are not going to appear in latest updates.
You, are going to vanish.
But I make myself to believe that you'll come back.
Now I don't even know what's the real problem.
Who caused this to happen?
I supported you, but you don't seem to realise that.
...
I'll keep loving you no matter what.
This is my one and only decision.
Come back.
I hope to see a new you within this year.
This is my last wish and my only wish.
Please.

20100603

OH MY GOD.


Please PEOPLE!

GO LISTEN TO SUPER JUNIOR'S BONAMANA!

Here's the link :



IT'S AMAZING THAT IT CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOUR MOM CANT EVEN RECOGNISE WHO YOU ARE!


HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Super Junior..

NOO!!!! KYUHYUN IS ADMITTED INTO THE HOSPITAL AGAIN?!?!?!

gah..

I will miss you Kyu.

Your voice is the soul of Super Junior, Its not SUJU without your voice....



Welll!

He'll be good.

(=

20100515

Just a quick update for the blog.
Ah.
Lazy.
Yes.
No.
=/
I am confused.
I MISS YOU!
GAH!

20100509

All(not) About 08052010

Finally.
MERAH M1D1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM DAMN HAPPPPYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even tho last year only M1D2, BUT NEVERMIND, THIS YEAR M1D1 THEN CAN ADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really love my merah I DO I REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It brings back alot of my memory.....
TT^TT
I hope I can have a great reunion with my fellow merah-mates...
I really miss having fun with them..
sigh. It wont happen, I know.


Oh and congrats YEEYING!
congrats and congrats!
altho i'm not purple, but still, I saw you running like a chicken. (=
Hahaha i'm not laughing, but still, YOU RUN LIKE A CHICKEN! YEAH BABE!
LOOL!
BTW, where were you?
You were missing after I saw you running. )=
..

OMG SUKESH.......
HAHHAHAAH,
nice ninja turtle.
LOOL
damn yeng la, did you feel uncomfortable with the paint all over your body??
especially when it dries up and cracks. =O
LOOL.
..


After the sports event, MI IN, EEJEONG AND ME WENT RED BOXING!
LOOOOOL
DAMMNNN FUNN YOU KNOW!?!??!
WE had concert for like 4 hours. LOOL
Sing(SHOUT) until i lost my voice.
and funfunfunfun!
Happy Mi In day!
LOL

Ooh well, guess I gotta go.
OH and, THANKS JI JI for the temporary watch. xD
and thanks for the "losyen coklat"
LMAO.

20100507

Sigh, there goes my sustain pedal,
BUT HERE COMES MY WATCH!?
WHAT
THE
HELL
IS
WRONG
WITH
MY
LIFE?

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am sooo fed up with electronics these days....
Suddenly my RM200+ watch spoiled. ==
It hasn't reach for even 2 years and the spareparts just boom! gone?
SHHEEESHH


Sorry guys,
my blog had such emo posts nowadays..
I just don't know what happen..
Everything I need in my life just gone one by one..

I...
I think I am starting to miss you.

20100501

=

Ahh, finally, blog.
I am .... SAD.
I want to know why too!
Maybe Joe Hisaishi's songs made me sad, no,, they make me happy.
Maybe it's because of my sustain pedal, haven't been happy for it since a few months ago.
Yes, it has met the end of its life.
==
I hate electronics.
ARRRRRGH.
If tomorrow going mid valley I'm so gonna buy a new one,
damn it..
I hope my keyboard can last longer than I have expected.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE SO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20100425

DIE LIKE SHIIIIT!!!

Sigh.
Got ditched by my keyboard.
Just now when I was playing and enjoying...
BOOM.
No, it didn't explode.
But the sustain suddenly got problem.
My keyboard is confused with the sustain.
It totally pissed me off coz I restart my keyboard restart and restart and restart.
DARN IT! IT DIDN'T WORK AT ALL.
It happened once last few months. AND it repeated now.
I wanted to throw my sustain peddle away coz it gives me so much trouble playing the keyboard.
The sound of that keyboard is upsetting me already and now the sustain peddle?
FML.
I wonder why I can't get along with electronics these days.
First my phone, then my keyboard, and my computer...
SIGH.
I hope that NOTHING'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE.
Coz seriously I AM SO FED UP WITH THE ELECTRONICSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!


AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20100423

ICE CREAM!!!! =DDDDDDD



Okay.


Good morning/afternoon/evening Lads and Germs.

Now I'm gonna talk about something very special,

it's called, an Ice Cream.

Actually, it's not an "it", but a "he".

LOL.

He's.. a BBoy Ice Cream, allow me to introduce him to everyone.

He's a very special BBoy flavour Ice Cream, his keistimewaan is, being my penganut agama sakai, or the new name : AGAMA ICE CREAM.





But, he has another name: SUKESH!


hah. He's the emo-est person I've ever known.
But, he's a gooood/great/cool/super bro of mine! =DD
He's always there for me whenever I wanna talk to someone.
He's erm.. an auto-responding sound/message machine.
LOL.


He's really geng in BBoy-ing, as you all know, BBoy is a boy/guy/man who break dances for his life (Sakai version of definition, if you would like to know the real meaning, please visit http://www.google.com/ and search Bboy for more information)


And I found out that he likes Haagen Dazs ice cream.
And HE LIKE TO LOL WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!


HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!


My dear Ice cream bro is a gentleman, he will NEVER hurt girls.
If he hurts one single hair from a girl, he will go bang his head on the wall.(Said by the Sakai who is writing this post, this has nothing to do with Sukesh, lmao)


And, I found out that, when we're chatting in the late nights, he will start to get out of his mind, and kept on have typing errors:

e.g.

L) instead of :)

HAHHAAH.

Oh and we like to "monolog" within ourselves.

Instead of a real monolog, we're actually chatting using monolog method.


Sukesh a.k.a BBoy Jazz is also a great "body builder" as you can see (wait I haven upload the pic yet ), he has the abs most guys are envy with.
He said : only by push ups and sit ups.


WHOA yeng man. LOL.

AND, I'm actually very impressed by his "ability" to read and know chinese.
It's actually a very difficult thing when someone doesn't even know the language you're really good at, or used to.
But Sukesh? A CHINDIAN. kekekkeke.
You can be as chinese as possible when you speak to him, you don't even have to worry a thing. XDD


But right, you have to becareful.
Coz this funny big ice cream is too lengchai until you can be wordless whenever you see him. Or "speechless" ahem.


LOL.


SEEEE???????????????????????
LENGCHAI RIGHT??
See his Bboy so geng of coz everyone will like him la. =DDD
Besides Bboy-ing, he can be very very very very very very very VIOLENCE too!
Only to guys la of course.
Before he gets mad, he'll go:


"WTF WEI!!!!!!!"


"WALAO!!!!!!!!"




"WHAT THE HECK!!!!"



(then)


"I GO AND KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!!"

but, who cares about his violence? If he's good to me then can liao lah! XDD
We're special to each other because we're specially "combined ice cream".
We can have all kinds of topic to chat about, this and that and THOSE. lol.
(for you who don't know what THOSE mean, don't ask, I also dowanna tell)
LOL....


I like it when my ice cream bro praises me XDDD

*oh he praises me! YAYYYY!* (THIS is how we monolog-ed ourselves out)

Well, everyone loves praises right?



Don't forget to praise him more, and give him more support so that he can be world's most superb Bboy, with 10000 cawangan of his acedemy "Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy" all over the globe.


LOOOL!

see?? SEEEEEEEEEEEEE??????????????

This is a Hollowback(is it? LMAO)

I've seen it on TV, but never seen someone I know doing this.

Hahahaha.


I believe he can do better, and reach the limit, which is 1 cm to the ground. HAHAHAHHAAH.

I show you another one ::

haha my ice cream bro sangat comelnya~~~ LOOL.

oH he likes Hong10 (or also known as HongYeol), Bboy Darkness and Physicx.

All are pro Bboys, and all are KOREAN Bboys.

You can't deny that Korean Bboys are geng!

then one day, we can see Sukesh on tv, making Malaysian proud. =D

He said he'll take Architect course, still, I SOKONG DIA! =DDDD

And he'll be an Architect Bboy. XDD

Come to think of it... actually, HE CAN!

He can design his own Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy STUDIO!!

and he'll live in his studio, Bboying the whole day and night.


BUT.



If now I pull him off of Bboy topic for here, I think, He'll sound like a song



The Twilight Shore by Joe Hisaishi.



Hahaha, so nice and elegant.


And not forgetting his Cello history,

Bolero by Joe Hisaishi. The Aggressiveness of both piano and cello, is AMAZING.

And this is also a very AWESOME song,



Asian Dream Song - although it's oriental, but with the combination of cello and piano.... WHOA! It suits Sukesh well coz he likes chinese (although this is a japanese-made song) . But it's as touching as Sukesh's words if he talks to a true friend.



Madness - As mad as Sukesh. xD If Sukesh continues his cello, I think I will practice this song with him... LOOOOL.



and finally,



Memory - A soundtrack from the tears-guaranteed Japanese movie Okuribito a.k.a Departures. It's very very very very very... suitable for Sukesh. Calming, but has emotions, touching and temporarily relieves everything, and this song always makes me feel like crying. (=



I don't mind if you(Sukesh) don't listen to the others above, but please listen to this. I think you will like it. C=





LAST BUT NOT LEAST - THE BOMB IS COMING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!






WHOAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE?
NICE LEH...
hahhaahhahaha. xD
Told you that he has abs that people envy =3
LOL.






TO SUKESH,


Although I haven't known you for a long time.
But that doesn't matter,
because I know that we can be better siblings anytime anywhere anyhow.
And I know you'll always be there for me,
I just wanna let you know that,
I'll always be there for you, too!
Everytime I see you, I think that I've known you so much and I'm glad that you're my Ice Cream Bro.
It doesn't matter when you're emo or down, because we'll help each other out everytime when one's GG. LOL.
People have emotions, so do you and I!
So don't worry, if you're unhappy or whatever, TELL ME LAH!
I'm always ready to be your counsellor. [=
And don't hurt nobody lah, you know, when you hurt someone, your hands will be painful too!
so hurt others=hurt yourself.
Don't ever do that okay?? Hahaha. [=
Promise? (nahh I don't think you can keep your promise. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD )


LOL. anyways, I have to thank you again, for writing a post about me, and telling me things I never heard of.
Thank you!
감사합니다! (Kamsahamnida)
ありがとう! (Arigatou)
Gracias!
Merci!

and.
Thank you.


(=




(cute right? XD)

20100414

Please Come Back.

Today passed so quickly.

I didn't even have a chance to say bye.

Watched V channel today, finally say Shinki's MV ..

Altho it's quick long already, BREAK OUT, but ..

still..

It's hard to see it again..

And I saw the translation of the song.. I wanted to cry.


I keep praying

Don't forget it

Baby, we keep the faith eternally.


This is what Yucheon's been shouting in this song.

And the tattoo on his shoulder... Always keep the faith.


I am touched with this sentence :

Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footprints of dreams.


Until now I only realise that this song is a positive song, tho the MV looks scary and emo..

Just like their Survivor, I hope they'll make another one in the future..

The Gods of the East, don't disappoint me, please.

I pray for a happy ending everyday, I prayed I really did.

But what did you do to me, to other dear Cassiopeias.. Big East..

You broke my heart, you smashed it real hard,

and I didn't even know what's actually going on.

I never believe in : No News is Good News.

Now I do, I really do.

Please come back. My Kings.



20100410

A Random One.

HAHAHAH THANKS SUKESHH!!

for writing a post about me. xDDD


Sukesh,

I promise I will write a post about you k?

But now you're not online so I'll have to wait. LOL.

Seriously I'm touched with that post lahhh!!

jahahahaha..

Can't believe you actually grabbed my photos from facebook!! LOL

And the colors of the font. =')

Oh and the Gdragon... LMAOOO!!

I like that "horny" sentence. LOOL

THANKSSSSSSS AGAIN!!!!!!

psst: I will be as positive as I can for the thing I told you earlier. xDD




Oh I saw Jaebeom's photos these days and I found out that HE'S UGLY!!

OW MAI GOTTT!

Serious wei!!!! He's like... YEWW..

LOOL

Okay here's a photo of him.



SEEE???


But. I have to admit that, he has a nice body.


XDD



ahahaha!!!


Sigh, damn sad wei, I can't believe he's not returning to 2PM anymore, somemore go USA don't know for what.


Come back to Korea pleaseee!!


Altho I'm not that into 2PM, but I still hope that 2PM has it's dear leader back.


I think I like leaders... ahahah!


Like SNSD's Taeyeon, Super Junior's Leeteuk (Park Jung Su), SS501's HyunJoong,.......... etc etc. LOL


And of course one more IMPORTANT group, I DARE NOT MISS OUT.


TVXQ / DBSK / THSK / TVfXQ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!




Sigh. I miss them.


I was listening to Mirotic Version C these 2 days, and I dreamed of their YOU'RE MY MELODY.


Sigh, makes me miss them more.. =/


Oh I guess I have to put another photo of them..