20100607
Is it that hard to believe that it'll never happen?
Dreams never come true.
I have been waiting, and waiting..
What did I get?
I hope I didn't love you at first.
It's been the 7th year you're being great.
But why can't you just try to wait for another few years?
Your news are starting to fade away, your pictures are not going to show up in magazine covers.
Your songs are not going to appear in latest updates.
You, are going to vanish.
But I make myself to believe that you'll come back.
Now I don't even know what's the real problem.
Who caused this to happen?
I supported you, but you don't seem to realise that.
...
I'll keep loving you no matter what.
This is my one and only decision.
Come back.
I hope to see a new you within this year.
This is my last wish and my only wish.
Please.
20100603
20100509
All(not) About 08052010
MERAH M1D1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM DAMN HAPPPPYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even tho last year only M1D2, BUT NEVERMIND, THIS YEAR M1D1 THEN CAN ADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really love my merah I DO I REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It brings back alot of my memory.....
TT^TT
I hope I can have a great reunion with my fellow merah-mates...
I really miss having fun with them..
sigh. It wont happen, I know.
Oh and congrats YEEYING!
congrats and congrats!
altho i'm not purple, but still, I saw you running like a chicken. (=
Hahaha i'm not laughing, but still, YOU RUN LIKE A CHICKEN! YEAH BABE!
LOOL!
BTW, where were you?
You were missing after I saw you running. )=
..
OMG SUKESH.......
HAHHAHAAH,
nice ninja turtle.
LOOL
damn yeng la, did you feel uncomfortable with the paint all over your body??
especially when it dries up and cracks. =O
LOOL.
..
After the sports event, MI IN, EEJEONG AND ME WENT RED BOXING!
LOOOOOL
DAMMNNN FUNN YOU KNOW!?!??!
WE had concert for like 4 hours. LOOL
Sing(SHOUT) until i lost my voice.
and funfunfunfun!
Happy Mi In day!
LOL
Ooh well, guess I gotta go.
OH and, THANKS JI JI for the temporary watch. xD
and thanks for the "losyen coklat"
LMAO.
20100507
BUT HERE COMES MY WATCH!?
WHAT
THE
HELL
IS
WRONG
WITH
MY
LIFE?
UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am sooo fed up with electronics these days....
Suddenly my RM200+ watch spoiled. ==
It hasn't reach for even 2 years and the spareparts just boom! gone?
SHHEEESHH
Sorry guys,
my blog had such emo posts nowadays..
I just don't know what happen..
Everything I need in my life just gone one by one..
I...
I think I am starting to miss you.
20100501
=
I am .... SAD.
I want to know why too!
Maybe Joe Hisaishi's songs made me sad, no,, they make me happy.
Maybe it's because of my sustain pedal, haven't been happy for it since a few months ago.
Yes, it has met the end of its life.
==
I hate electronics.
ARRRRRGH.
If tomorrow going mid valley I'm so gonna buy a new one,
damn it..
I hope my keyboard can last longer than I have expected.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE SO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20100425
DIE LIKE SHIIIIT!!!
Got ditched by my keyboard.
Just now when I was playing and enjoying...
BOOM.
No, it didn't explode.
But the sustain suddenly got problem.
My keyboard is confused with the sustain.
It totally pissed me off coz I restart my keyboard restart and restart and restart.
DARN IT! IT DIDN'T WORK AT ALL.
It happened once last few months. AND it repeated now.
I wanted to throw my sustain peddle away coz it gives me so much trouble playing the keyboard.
The sound of that keyboard is upsetting me already and now the sustain peddle?
FML.
I wonder why I can't get along with electronics these days.
First my phone, then my keyboard, and my computer...
SIGH.
I hope that NOTHING'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE.
Coz seriously I AM SO FED UP WITH THE ELECTRONICSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!
AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
20100423
ICE CREAM!!!! =DDDDDDD

Good morning/afternoon/evening Lads and Germs.
Now I'm gonna talk about something very special,
it's called, an Ice Cream.
Actually, it's not an "it", but a "he".
LOL.
He's.. a BBoy Ice Cream, allow me to introduce him to everyone.
He's a very special BBoy flavour Ice Cream, his keistimewaan is, being my penganut agama sakai, or the new name : AGAMA ICE CREAM.
But, he has another name: SUKESH!
hah. He's the emo-est person I've ever known.
But, he's a gooood/great/cool/super bro of mine! =DD
He's always there for me whenever I wanna talk to someone.
He's erm.. an auto-responding sound/message machine.
LOL.
He's really geng in BBoy-ing, as you all know, BBoy is a boy/guy/man who break dances for his life (Sakai version of definition, if you would like to know the real meaning, please visit http://www.google.com/ and search Bboy for more information)
And I found out that he likes Haagen Dazs ice cream.
And HE LIKE TO LOL WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
e.g.
L) instead of :)
HAHHAAH.
Oh and we like to "monolog" within ourselves.
He said : only by push ups and sit ups.
"WTF WEI!!!!!!!"
"WALAO!!!!!!!!"
"WHAT THE HECK!!!!"
(then)
"I GO AND KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!!"
but, who cares about his violence? If he's good to me then can liao lah! XDD
We're special to each other because we're specially "combined ice cream".
We can have all kinds of topic to chat about, this and that and THOSE. lol.
(for you who don't know what THOSE mean, don't ask, I also dowanna tell)
LOL....
I like it when my ice cream bro praises me XDDD
*oh he praises me! YAYYYY!* (THIS is how we monolog-ed ourselves out)
Well, everyone loves praises right?Don't forget to praise him more, and give him more support so that he can be world's most superb Bboy, with 10000 cawangan of his acedemy "Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy" all over the globe.
LOOOL!

This is a Hollowback(is it? LMAO)
I've seen it on TV, but never seen someone I know doing this.
Hahahaha.
I believe he can do better, and reach the limit, which is 1 cm to the ground. HAHAHAHHAAH.
I show you another one ::

oH he likes Hong10 (or also known as HongYeol), Bboy Darkness and Physicx.
All are pro Bboys, and all are KOREAN Bboys.
You can't deny that Korean Bboys are geng!
then one day, we can see Sukesh on tv, making Malaysian proud. =D
He said he'll take Architect course, still, I SOKONG DIA! =DDDD
And he'll be an Architect Bboy. XDD
Come to think of it... actually, HE CAN!
He can design his own Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy STUDIO!!
and he'll live in his studio, Bboying the whole day and night.
BUT.
If now I pull him off of Bboy topic for here, I think, He'll sound like a song
The Twilight Shore by Joe Hisaishi.
Hahaha, so nice and elegant.
And not forgetting his Cello history,
Bolero by Joe Hisaishi. The Aggressiveness of both piano and cello, is AMAZING.
And this is also a very AWESOME song,
Asian Dream Song - although it's oriental, but with the combination of cello and piano.... WHOA! It suits Sukesh well coz he likes chinese (although this is a japanese-made song) . But it's as touching as Sukesh's words if he talks to a true friend.
Madness - As mad as Sukesh. xD If Sukesh continues his cello, I think I will practice this song with him... LOOOOL.
and finally,
Memory - A soundtrack from the tears-guaranteed Japanese movie Okuribito a.k.a Departures. It's very very very very very... suitable for Sukesh. Calming, but has emotions, touching and temporarily relieves everything, and this song always makes me feel like crying. (=
I don't mind if you(Sukesh) don't listen to the others above, but please listen to this. I think you will like it. C=
LAST BUT NOT LEAST - THE BOMB IS COMING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE?
NICE LEH...
hahhaahhahaha. xD
Told you that he has abs that people envy =3
LOL.
TO SUKESH,
Although I haven't known you for a long time.
But that doesn't matter,
because I know that we can be better siblings anytime anywhere anyhow.
And I know you'll always be there for me,
I just wanna let you know that,
I'll always be there for you, too!
Everytime I see you, I think that I've known you so much and I'm glad that you're my Ice Cream Bro.
It doesn't matter when you're emo or down, because we'll help each other out everytime when one's GG. LOL.
People have emotions, so do you and I!
So don't worry, if you're unhappy or whatever, TELL ME LAH!
I'm always ready to be your counsellor. [=
And don't hurt nobody lah, you know, when you hurt someone, your hands will be painful too!
so hurt others=hurt yourself.
Don't ever do that okay?? Hahaha. [=
Promise? (nahh I don't think you can keep your promise. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD )
LOL. anyways, I have to thank you again, for writing a post about me, and telling me things I never heard of.
Thank you!
감사합니다! (Kamsahamnida)
ありがとう! (Arigatou)
Gracias!
Merci!
and.
Thank you.
(=

(cute right? XD)
20100414
Please Come Back.

20100410
A Random One.
SEEE???
But. I have to admit that, he has a nice body.
XDD
ahahaha!!!
Sigh, damn sad wei, I can't believe he's not returning to 2PM anymore, somemore go USA don't know for what.
Come back to Korea pleaseee!!
Altho I'm not that into 2PM, but I still hope that 2PM has it's dear leader back.
I think I like leaders... ahahah!
Like SNSD's Taeyeon, Super Junior's Leeteuk (Park Jung Su), SS501's HyunJoong,.......... etc etc. LOL
And of course one more IMPORTANT group, I DARE NOT MISS OUT.
TVXQ / DBSK / THSK / TVfXQ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Sigh. I miss them.
I was listening to Mirotic Version C these 2 days, and I dreamed of their YOU'RE MY MELODY.
Sigh, makes me miss them more.. =/
Oh I guess I have to put another photo of them..
