28th

I was lazy to update about my birthday outing with Miin and Yeeying. LOL. Well, that day was fun! Not at school la, because it's too boring to be at school. We talked and talked and talked until not enough water to drink. And my gang gave me presents I will never get from other people. lol. They are Etude House Lip Gloss, 2 The Face Shop masks and a pink nail polish and a Nivea Hand Lotion. Hah and the paper bag was nice covered with your siggies. Aww... (=
They lied to me the day earlier that they weren't going to school on 27th Oct, I was planning to go because I didn't get my Bio paper, but they all said they weren't going so I just decided not to go. Yeeying said she was so scared because I suddenly said I want to go. They lied that they weren't going to school but they did, to get my presents ready.. ((= Thanks girls!!!

And in class, it was a blast! LOL yea I mentioned that I was bored, but not until end of school! LOOOL it was damn funny Yaohong suddenly gave me a "love letter" from "Shenzhong". It was a prank but I knew it laaa. lol. The letter was written by SOMEONE in chinese, then Yeeying said why not give them a reply, so we wrote "你练习好你的作文再来寄给我啦！你什么新鲜萝卜皮噢！！！" LOL then Jescee told me it was written by SOMEONE and I said I'm sure it's impossible to be Shenzhong who wrote it, because his chinese isn't that good to use 名句la. She agreed so much. LOL then the guys translate the chinese version into english version, then we also translate to english. Then they wrote malay version, we wrote "awak apa segar lobak kulit? Latih karangan baru kirim kepada saya la!" LMAO. Then suddenly got tamil version pula, eiish I also didn't know what they wrote.

Then after more than 12 hours didn't go home, after fetching Miina home, finally it's my turn to be home, ah~ sleepy. But I still had to eat the Black Forest. I didn't want a cake. Because I can make my own, but mom and onni still insisted to buy me one.. then I online.. OMG my inbox exploded.. ALLLLLL FACEBOOK BIRTHDAY COMMENTS! Lol there's so many wishes I had ever received.. Thanks peeps!

I bought Hayao Miyazaki's movie collection and Joe Hisaishi's concert DVD. OMG!!! I can't believe I finally bought it!

BEAST's OASIS

Coloured. (=

I just kind of coloured it with photoshop.. LOL Weird I know! Sorry I didn't really mean much for this smoking picture.. I was just learning to draw.. I know the left hand is kind of small and the dog.. lol SORRY FOR THE BAD QUALITY OF THIS PICTURE! LOL

Part of my Collection. ^_____________^

FAT

Suddenly recall my days when I pindah my room.... That time I just bought Mirotic and kept on listening to it. Smelling the new paint, playing Pet Society and listening to Mirotic... I miss it so much.. And it was over-PMR. So I felt so happy and waiting for the trip to Brisbane. But now, even it's the end of the year, I just don't feel like last year. I think I'm still afraid of school, I'm now ponteng-ing school, so most of the people got their exam results and I am just too afraid to accept the truth that I may fail my subjects.. Not that I've not failed any, it's just.. sad. And it's only the beginning of the holiday(well not yet but I take it as a holiday..) I don't wanna re-feel the tense and pressure this quick. I hope I can relax until it's time(I think) then I'll restart my brain and fight for SPM. Um, wait, I don't wanna restart my brain! That'll start from zero! So, I'll rest.
Maybe "some" people will think that: "REST? Why the hell do you need rest? You're slacking through the whole year!"
Oh man, I certainly don't wanna hear these words.
I am enjoying my life now, who doesn't want this kind of life?!
A few years ago, I was a brat who doesn't care about what was happening around me. And now I'm caring too much, worrying here and there, even mom said that I worried too much and pointless..
What am I? I've been thinking about this question for a million times and there's no conclusion.
I think, I'm a normal person, living a normal life. But sometimes I don't think so, I think that I'm special(in some ways la). But sometimes I think that I suck badly. It's not that my life quality isn't good, but my LIFE isn't good. I don't think I'm complaining, I'm just pissed off of myself. I can't make myself happy, I can't make myself feel like I'm lucky to be in this world. I think I'm weird.
Well, get rid of the sad part, I'm happy now because I'm home alone! But not for long, later I'll feel scared and wanna cry. LOL. I'm still a person who is afraid of almost everything I see. Hahahaha.
Nowadays, I feel like going swimming. I wanna train my muscle back without breaking a sweat. Lol. Because my arm muscles are starting to... soften and become MEAT!
NOOOOO!!! I don't wanna grow fat!! Because I'm short and now my weight just won't go down so I'm considered as FAT!
GOD HELP ME TO LOOSE SOME WEIGHT! JUST 2KG WILL DO!!



I'm FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT X 100000000000000000

Blah!

I feel good today.

Studied Chemistry in the morning and now can relax a bit.

I'm so happy that I finally downloaded a lot Joe Hisaishi's songs. LOL. Nowadays I like new age. Yesterday I read through my blog, I found out that my previous entries are so long, now became shorter and shorter and even left pictures only. lol. Why am I so lazy ah? I also don't know. hahaha.

Oh yay! I can watch Totoro afterwards, downloaded the original version and CLEAR VERSION. lol. The vcd was a crap. I think can throw away already. Aiyo I'm so addicted to Hayao Miyazaki!! But nevermind, watching his films will only benefit me, no harm. Hahaha.

I'm starting to advertise my blog, because no one is visiting lately.. How sad. Is it because I don't have much friends? I guess so.

I'm wondering.. How much I've achieved in acedemy this year? A lot? A little? NONE!? Um, I think it's between a lot and a little. Hah. And, how much do I love piano? If I love piano like there's nobody else does, maybe, I shall buy a piano. I really wish that I can play on a piano, but not this cheap keyboard with only 1 year guarantee.. Something tells me I really should buy a piano and take exams.

Do I suck?

Howl's Moving Castle

Howl, the lengchai from Howl's Moving Castle

Yay!

Cute

Aw...... *tears*

Something

나는 오늘 아주 기쁘다!
(I'm so happy today!)

Nowadays I'm trying to recognise Japanese words. Hahah. But I think it's much harder than Korean because Korean words only need to recognise the pronunciation but not the whole word.

I feel so guilty because I bought a book last year and I've not been reading it until last 2 days. I think it was boring. Well I wont tell the name of the book because I have no bad intention(?). After exam, life's fun. But not for long, because I will get bored very quickly if I play The Sims 3 and watch movie everyday. So maybe I'll hang out with some friends.

Oh. Yes. My birthday, it's around the corner but I don't wanna celebrate. Um, I don't want to celebrate my birthday, unless my friends suggest to celebrate with me. Celebrating birthday with family is just too boring. Cakes, wishes, candles... blah blah blah can't understand why people feel so happy when it's their birthday. I just feel happy when I get my presents. I admit that I'm materialistic. huh.

I'm addicted to Joe Hisaishi and Hayao Miyazaki.
-Howl's Moving Castle
-Princess Mononoke
-Totoro


Aiya every Miyazaki's film also nice~~
I so love his films.


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Hahaha

I'm playing The Sims 3 now. IT'S FUN! ahahaha. I just like the person I created. But I don't like the home, it's.... ugh. ew. haha. My sim is Mika Kim. It's a cute name, I think. Lol. OOOKIE, I have to continue now.





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<3

This is a kid waiting for his ride. LOL. CUTENESS~

Ahahahahaha Laughing in Heaven.

WoW.

Suddenly everyone becomes so free. Ahaha.
I'm so glad that exams are finally over!

















Yay!

=)

A Good Starting Point. TODAY. =D

SATISFIED!!!! !@#$

Secret

OH MY GOD. I can't believe I CAN play Jay Chou's Secret... Just sat down in front of my keyboard and started to play this song, for 2 HOURS. Now my eyes are so painful because I stared at the piano sheet for too long. And my fingers are going to fall off. My mind is controlled by this magical song. I watched the movie Secret before, but I can't recall the songs, except for Jay Chou's A Secret I Can't Tell. The other piano pieces I had forgotten already.. Now I'm totally addicted to this piano song Secret that I almost neglected my River Flows In You. This piano song is actually a song Jay Chou had played in the movie when he wanted to timetravel back to 20 years ago to be with Xiao Yu, the girl he likes. The scene was quite exaggerating because the furnitures around him flew around and the ceiling was going to fall.. Well it WAS falling. And the people outside that building was demolishing it.. I can't deny that the piano songs from the movie is really cool and DIFFICULT. I learnt the duet so now I continue with SECRET. Haha.

Fighting!!

A Little Break from the Sea of Books. =D