20081211

Lala.


A novel I want to read. But haven't seen any of them in the bookstore yet. Well maybe there is, but I don't know where to find. Oh it's not about numbers, haha, I don't really remember the synopsis but it's a sad story. The chinese name of this book is <来不及穿的8号鞋>, huh even sadder than the english name. Nevermind, I will find this book no matter how.

Ow, this Sunday is special. We're going to Brisbane! But I hope I recover by that day, other wise it's just a harsh(?) trip to me.

20081203

Keuriseumaseu

Ah. My heart itches.
TVXQ! 5th anniversary Malaysia gathering.. I WANNA GO! but.. nah. impossible.
I started to listen to christmas songs! Haha, christmas songs by DBSK. Although the album 'Christmas Gift From TVXQ!' was released a long time ago, but still, christmas songs are still christmas songs. Haha. Especially the song 'Santa Claus is coming to town', whoa, so.. so cute! lol maybe it's the effect of their accapella. (=
Almost all the songs in the album are accapella. Seriously, I love their accapellas. Ahah.
Mom says we're going to place a christmas tree inside the house! Yay. Lol, this is the first time, I tell you in case you think I'm.. well.. haha. We don't have to buy the tree, because we already have a living tree outside our house. Kind of small, but great! Then if mom's not sick tomorrow, we will go to MV for ornaments! I LOVE THEM. Hah. I don't know why, I have a strong feeling for this Christmas. Maybe it's because PMR is over, or.. a new year is coming. Oh I don't know!
Last night, after listening to my JiJu's secret, I think that I won't get a brand new phone. Maybe I'll have to use Jiju's phone. Anyways, Jiju's phone is nice. (= But still, the functions are, not exactly what I want. Oh the phone is pretty, of course it's pretty, but it's not new. Haha. Quite lah, but compare it with a brand new N78 which is what I wished for... heh. Different.
Last night, again, I was cleaning up my room. Gosh, there were lots and lots of craps in my drawer. But, there are still a lot of memories. Although they are craps, but all are my memories, not trash! A lot of mails in my drawer, but I threw them away, I don't like them living in my small drawer. They make me sad, and dirty my drawer. I found a birthday card, it's from Jiju, for this year. It's rare to have Jiju celebrating my birthday together. She was always not at homeland. I saw the card, I love it! It's cute! So I kept it where all the cards are. I saw another card, from Jiju again. But it's last year's birthday. I like the cards Jiju gave me, they are adorable and cute. And I found my primary school graduation photo, aw. But, NAH, I don't care much about ChoongWen. The 6 years I spent there weren't nice, it gave me a feel. A feel, lonely. I didn't have much friends that time. The best friend who I thought she was, isn't my best friend after all. She's not that.. huh nevermind.

20081202

Wish

I have a lot of wishes. Really.

I don't know whether or not they'll come true, but who doesn't want them to?

Wishes before 1st January 2009:
  • I get to send a mail to SM Entertainment, or just TVXQ!.
  • I get to time travel back on my birthday, so I can wish:
  • I hope I can meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally. (Too much?)
  • I get to have fun and be safe to the trip to Brisbane.
  • I get to get... MIROTIC VERSION C! (Okay, I'm darn crazy, I already own A and B.. =.=)
  • I get to play my pop pianos.
  • I get to have my darling computer fixed. (I don't know what to do leh....)
  • I get 8As for PMR.
  • I get to make more of my eye lashes to fall, so I can make more wishes.

Wishes for 2009:
  • DBSK will come to Malaysia, better be Kuala Lumpur.
  • I get to meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally.. again.
  • I get to meet TVXQ!.
  • I get to have the best year.
  • I don't fail in exams. (haha, that's what I've been wishing for since Form 1)
  • Get the birthday present I always wanted. A dog, an iPod, an Omnia.

Wishes for life:
  • DBSK be healthy.
  • I get to meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally.. again AGAIN.
  • Do what I want. Haha

More of Pan-Joong. Pan-Joong=Panda+Joong

Aww. Pan-Joong and Baby Min.... SOULFIGHTER!

Pan-Joong and Hohoho. YunJae!!

Ahhh~ when is this?

YunJae!!!!!!!!!! again..


Good job JoongJoong.


This is the cutest!!!!!!!!!! OMO~~~

20081201

Dong Bang Shin Ki. -- My Way. (=

Oh My Gosh. Louder. OH MY GOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I have 2 Mirotics now. OMO~~~ I bought the Version A first, then I saw Mi In's got a poster, so I bought Version B this afternoon. Lol You can say I'm crazy, but this is the way I love and support DBSK. Besides buying their albums and collecting their photos and videos, if possible, go to their concerts, I have no other ways to support them. Of course, I'm not just loving them by saying it out, I love them by heart, I support by my corazon. Lol. I always wish them to be healthy and happy. If they are happy, I'm happy too!

I love them, especially Kim Jae Joong, not because of their handsome faces and attractive body. I love them, because I love to listen to their voices. They are a perfect one, a perfect group, they are perfect young men. The member, I was talking about all day long, is Kim Hero Jae Joong, or Kim YongWoong Jae Joong. He is my favourite, yes, of course, he's a pretty man, he has both girly and manly features. Lol, I don't know how to describe it, but yeah, he's perfect.

-When did I start to love JaeJoong?
Hah, this question seems to be simple, but I have thought of it for quite a period of time.


-Why?
Ah, ye
s. It's his voice. His unique and cute voice, that's what I have been searching for. I enjoy listening songs, but no one's voice can unlock my heart. His voice, JaeJoong's voice, melts my heart easily. EASILY. Lol.

-When and where did I found out his perfect voice?
The song 'Beautiful Life', from their 2nd album, Rising Sun. This album is my first album in my life, and I couldn't believe it's a korean album. Haha. Okay, back to the topic. I listened this song, quite a lot of times, but never pay attention to their voices. (How dare I) Until one day, I was in a bad mood, really bad, I sat down in front of my player(which was on the floor), then I laid down. I was concentrating on the songs. The first song is 'Tonight', okay then it's 'Beautiful Life'. I closed my eyes, listened carefully, connected my mind to the song. The song, it's beautiful. And
I was happy after all, because I heard JaeJoong's voice. It is kind of soft, but there's a strong and demanding feeling.

-How do I feel when I heard JaeJoong's voice?
Lots of feelings.
First, my heart melts. Then I feel that my heart is falling into a deep deep hole. My heart beats fast but slow at the same time. I feel like... there's millions of needles piercing through my heart, it's not painful, it makes me breathe deeply and I feel happy. But if there's really millions of needles piercing through my heart, that would be awful. I was just describing. Haha. Most of all, I feel happy... warm and sweet. It's like he can control his voice, when he's singing sweet love songs, his voice becomes sweet and soft. when he's singing strong and demanding, seductive(lol) songs, it'll become strong and powerful, and it's burning. Lol. When it comes to sad songs, oh, he's a professional. Lol I'm crazy about him already.

-First impression of JaeJoong?
Well, it's not good. I didn't like him, at all. I thought he was just pretending to be cool or w
hat. And his style in Rising Sun, honestly, I don't like it. Lol. I didn't like him, but I liked Jung U-Know Yun Ho. Because.. um he's handsome. Lol. But after I found JaeJoong's voice, I was no longer interested in Hoho(sorry ah, now i still like you la, but not as much as Joongie). Then I bought their 3rd album 'O'. I LOVED JAEJOONG. I was completely lost to him, he made his hair silver-y and goldy and kind of yellowish. That time, I knew he is a crazy guy. Lol, he's no more the JaeJoong I thought he was. He's funny, and cute!(yeah sorry oppa, you don't like to be called cute) But, behind this perfect young man, there's a sad experience of his. Well if you want to know what's so sad you'll just have to find out yourselves. (=

-Why DBSK? (or.. TVXQ! Don't be surprised about the '!'. It's made to be there, it's not me who put it there lol.)
Gosh, I feel kind of embarrassed if I say this in front of Cassiopeia. Um, 2 years ago, I don't know anything about Dong Bang Shin Ki. No, nothing, not at all. Until..... They came to M
alaysia for a concert, then Astro started to advertise about them. Lol. It's their Rising Sun. I was watching Wah Lai Toi when nobody's home. Then, there's an MV. It's Rising Sun MV. I thought, 'Ooh, korean, interesting, if so many people like koreans, maybe I'll like them, too.' So, I watched the MV twice in a row, haha. Lucky me. I was so in love with the song. Just because of the song,I bought their 2nd album, Rising Sun. (= Kind of exaggerating, but yeah, that's how I met DBSK. Until now I own 5 albums of DBSK, including 2 Mirotics(their 4th album). I bought all of their korean albums, but not japanese. Don't know why, I just thought that buying japanese albums and singles are not that worth it. Lol (Cassiopeians in Japan, don't kill me) Anyways, no matter how 'unworth' the japanese albums and singles are, I downloaded them. (= Guess what? I LOVED THEM! Hahah. I don't buy DBSK japanese albums and singles because.. there's so less songs in one album, but so expensive. What to say when it comes to singles? LOL, more expensive for one song in the singles. LOL. I wanted to buy them all, but, you know... Not everyone in the world can afford such albums at such price. I even wanted their 'All About TVXQ'.. But, uhh, DVDs.. one DVD price is way too expensive for me, or anyone else. I can't afford them. )=

-Message to DBSK? (I guess every Cassiopeians will say the same thing ^^)
I hope you 5 enjoy the happiest time in your life. Don't fall sick, especially JaeJoong, I heard that you fall sick easily. Take care of yourselves, no matter how busy you are, you should take time to relax yourselves, have fun. And be careful of what you eat, it may be harmful to you. (Haha I sound like a mom.) Take care of your voices, don't forget it's a promise between you and Cassiopeia, keep on bringing us the best songs you can produce, the best neat dances you are good at. And.... JaeJoong and YunHo oppas, don't fight. Please. Lol. If you fight, the one who cries is JunSu. Oh yeah, about JunSu.. DBSK lol don't bully JunSu lah. He sounds pity when you all don't say Xiah JunSu Fighting.. lol. I so want to know why you guys like to do this, hahah. At last, I'm happy to meet DBSK, I hope you will come to Malaysia once again. (aigoo, there's no ghost in Malaysia lah, come!!) (tickets.. please don't be expensive... LOL) I'm looking forward to see you guys. (=





A gift for the people who reads this post. (=
(did I post this before?? =.=)