Sad Post.

Just now had a date with my keyboard for an hour.
Felt gloomy. I can only use gloomy coz that's the only word I know for now.
A dog in my neighbourhood keeps on howling and howling and howling..
I can't imagine how sad it is, but it tells me something about his friend, who was sick for the whole month and I guess this good friend died.
I hope he will get over it, and thank god his master wasn't scolding him today.
Maybe his master knows that he's sad.

I think I would be crying if that dead dog is mine.


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Today is the first day of school.
And the beginning to the end of my High School life.
Although alot of people hope to graduate as soon as possible, but I don't think so.
I hope I can stay longer with my friends.
And yes I know I can make new friends when I go to a higher level of education,
but still, my high school crazy friends are the first to stay in my heart.
They knew about it already, they knew I love them very much.
High school gave an opportunity to me, to know REAL friends but not those who only play with you today and walk away from you the next day.
The friends I have now, are always there for me.
I believe in them, although other people don't think so.
I am good to friends, I am sure about it, and I'm not lying.
The only thing that will never change is that I love my friends.


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I am starting to be emo so soon already, I didn't even notice that this emo seed is germinating in me NOW.
I knew this will happen on the first day of school, but until now I'm at home finish everything I should do,
I think of school then I emo,
I think of dog then I emo,
I think of this blog I emo more.
Because friends have been asking who's the guy I rejected.
I rejected him, if you're my friends sure you'll know la.

For what good job I've done,
I regret.
I regret for rejecting such a cute person, but sometimes he's weird and cool.
If YOU are reading this now, please don't be happy,
because I'll still see you as a friend, or good friend maybe.
I can't go into a relationship which is like a plastic.
I can't accept a guy who knows me "through phone"
and he actually chose to communicate with me via text message eventhough he saw me almost everyday.

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Well, if he changes his attitude to ME, maybe, MAYBE I'll think about it SOMEDAY.







Still. Emo.