Sad and Bad but A's

The exam is over YES! Yeah that was days ago, but I only get the time to blog now. I am satisfied with my latest result, just a little worried about the others which I have not got them yet. Today was a total crap, I was so mad, the ones in my class should know what had happened. WTF. I swear I will never talk to him EVER. If there's a little bad luck falls on my head and I'm gone. Uh whatever.
I don't know what's wrong with me, nowadays I'm sooo emo. People told me, I even felt it myself. Why? There's another girl who likes him? Maybe that's why. It has been 1 year since I knew him, and I just fell in love.. um, honestly I like talented guys. Don't ask why, I am just like this. If you're ''the guy'' who is reading this now, thanks. Thanks for reading my blog. The latest sad news, a friend of mine asked HIM what does he think about me. How stupid. I didn't ask my friend to do so, but he just asked HIM himself. Oh ma god I'm messing everything up. The question ended up with a negative answer. I don't mind because the question wasn't coming out from my mouth, but his mouth, I mean my friend's. It wasn't the question I want to ask HIM. Well as I told you guys before, I only want a silent like. That's all. I decided not to tell HIM what I think about HIM because will only ''deform'' our friendship. I think there isn't even a friendship between us, we never talked before. Cool huh? Haha. That's why I'm silent to him. Tell you something, I don't want to like any other guys besides HIM. Yeah, it's kind of impossible, but this is my mission. LOL. my mission: not to fall in love with any other guys. No more guys.- haha, I'm just a dreamer, almost everything I want to do I can't succeed. I'm a lazy girl but having a hardworking me inside me.

My dear friends,
Do you understand what I said just now?
Ah well, if you don't understand just forget about it, don't ask me anything about the text above. My sad things. ):

But happy too! @.@ I GOT A's! LOL.