20081211

Lala.


A novel I want to read. But haven't seen any of them in the bookstore yet. Well maybe there is, but I don't know where to find. Oh it's not about numbers, haha, I don't really remember the synopsis but it's a sad story. The chinese name of this book is <来不及穿的8号鞋>, huh even sadder than the english name. Nevermind, I will find this book no matter how.

Ow, this Sunday is special. We're going to Brisbane! But I hope I recover by that day, other wise it's just a harsh(?) trip to me.

20081203

Keuriseumaseu

Ah. My heart itches.
TVXQ! 5th anniversary Malaysia gathering.. I WANNA GO! but.. nah. impossible.
I started to listen to christmas songs! Haha, christmas songs by DBSK. Although the album 'Christmas Gift From TVXQ!' was released a long time ago, but still, christmas songs are still christmas songs. Haha. Especially the song 'Santa Claus is coming to town', whoa, so.. so cute! lol maybe it's the effect of their accapella. (=
Almost all the songs in the album are accapella. Seriously, I love their accapellas. Ahah.
Mom says we're going to place a christmas tree inside the house! Yay. Lol, this is the first time, I tell you in case you think I'm.. well.. haha. We don't have to buy the tree, because we already have a living tree outside our house. Kind of small, but great! Then if mom's not sick tomorrow, we will go to MV for ornaments! I LOVE THEM. Hah. I don't know why, I have a strong feeling for this Christmas. Maybe it's because PMR is over, or.. a new year is coming. Oh I don't know!
Last night, after listening to my JiJu's secret, I think that I won't get a brand new phone. Maybe I'll have to use Jiju's phone. Anyways, Jiju's phone is nice. (= But still, the functions are, not exactly what I want. Oh the phone is pretty, of course it's pretty, but it's not new. Haha. Quite lah, but compare it with a brand new N78 which is what I wished for... heh. Different.
Last night, again, I was cleaning up my room. Gosh, there were lots and lots of craps in my drawer. But, there are still a lot of memories. Although they are craps, but all are my memories, not trash! A lot of mails in my drawer, but I threw them away, I don't like them living in my small drawer. They make me sad, and dirty my drawer. I found a birthday card, it's from Jiju, for this year. It's rare to have Jiju celebrating my birthday together. She was always not at homeland. I saw the card, I love it! It's cute! So I kept it where all the cards are. I saw another card, from Jiju again. But it's last year's birthday. I like the cards Jiju gave me, they are adorable and cute. And I found my primary school graduation photo, aw. But, NAH, I don't care much about ChoongWen. The 6 years I spent there weren't nice, it gave me a feel. A feel, lonely. I didn't have much friends that time. The best friend who I thought she was, isn't my best friend after all. She's not that.. huh nevermind.

20081202

Wish

I have a lot of wishes. Really.

I don't know whether or not they'll come true, but who doesn't want them to?

Wishes before 1st January 2009:
  • I get to send a mail to SM Entertainment, or just TVXQ!.
  • I get to time travel back on my birthday, so I can wish:
  • I hope I can meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally. (Too much?)
  • I get to have fun and be safe to the trip to Brisbane.
  • I get to get... MIROTIC VERSION C! (Okay, I'm darn crazy, I already own A and B.. =.=)
  • I get to play my pop pianos.
  • I get to have my darling computer fixed. (I don't know what to do leh....)
  • I get 8As for PMR.
  • I get to make more of my eye lashes to fall, so I can make more wishes.

Wishes for 2009:
  • DBSK will come to Malaysia, better be Kuala Lumpur.
  • I get to meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally.. again.
  • I get to meet TVXQ!.
  • I get to have the best year.
  • I don't fail in exams. (haha, that's what I've been wishing for since Form 1)
  • Get the birthday present I always wanted. A dog, an iPod, an Omnia.

Wishes for life:
  • DBSK be healthy.
  • I get to meet Kim YongWoong Jae Joong.. Personally.. again AGAIN.
  • Do what I want. Haha

More of Pan-Joong. Pan-Joong=Panda+Joong

Aww. Pan-Joong and Baby Min.... SOULFIGHTER!

Pan-Joong and Hohoho. YunJae!!

Ahhh~ when is this?

YunJae!!!!!!!!!! again..


Good job JoongJoong.


This is the cutest!!!!!!!!!! OMO~~~

20081201

Dong Bang Shin Ki. -- My Way. (=

Oh My Gosh. Louder. OH MY GOOOOSHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! I have 2 Mirotics now. OMO~~~ I bought the Version A first, then I saw Mi In's got a poster, so I bought Version B this afternoon. Lol You can say I'm crazy, but this is the way I love and support DBSK. Besides buying their albums and collecting their photos and videos, if possible, go to their concerts, I have no other ways to support them. Of course, I'm not just loving them by saying it out, I love them by heart, I support by my corazon. Lol. I always wish them to be healthy and happy. If they are happy, I'm happy too!

I love them, especially Kim Jae Joong, not because of their handsome faces and attractive body. I love them, because I love to listen to their voices. They are a perfect one, a perfect group, they are perfect young men. The member, I was talking about all day long, is Kim Hero Jae Joong, or Kim YongWoong Jae Joong. He is my favourite, yes, of course, he's a pretty man, he has both girly and manly features. Lol, I don't know how to describe it, but yeah, he's perfect.

-When did I start to love JaeJoong?
Hah, this question seems to be simple, but I have thought of it for quite a period of time.


-Why?
Ah, ye
s. It's his voice. His unique and cute voice, that's what I have been searching for. I enjoy listening songs, but no one's voice can unlock my heart. His voice, JaeJoong's voice, melts my heart easily. EASILY. Lol.

-When and where did I found out his perfect voice?
The song 'Beautiful Life', from their 2nd album, Rising Sun. This album is my first album in my life, and I couldn't believe it's a korean album. Haha. Okay, back to the topic. I listened this song, quite a lot of times, but never pay attention to their voices. (How dare I) Until one day, I was in a bad mood, really bad, I sat down in front of my player(which was on the floor), then I laid down. I was concentrating on the songs. The first song is 'Tonight', okay then it's 'Beautiful Life'. I closed my eyes, listened carefully, connected my mind to the song. The song, it's beautiful. And
I was happy after all, because I heard JaeJoong's voice. It is kind of soft, but there's a strong and demanding feeling.

-How do I feel when I heard JaeJoong's voice?
Lots of feelings.
First, my heart melts. Then I feel that my heart is falling into a deep deep hole. My heart beats fast but slow at the same time. I feel like... there's millions of needles piercing through my heart, it's not painful, it makes me breathe deeply and I feel happy. But if there's really millions of needles piercing through my heart, that would be awful. I was just describing. Haha. Most of all, I feel happy... warm and sweet. It's like he can control his voice, when he's singing sweet love songs, his voice becomes sweet and soft. when he's singing strong and demanding, seductive(lol) songs, it'll become strong and powerful, and it's burning. Lol. When it comes to sad songs, oh, he's a professional. Lol I'm crazy about him already.

-First impression of JaeJoong?
Well, it's not good. I didn't like him, at all. I thought he was just pretending to be cool or w
hat. And his style in Rising Sun, honestly, I don't like it. Lol. I didn't like him, but I liked Jung U-Know Yun Ho. Because.. um he's handsome. Lol. But after I found JaeJoong's voice, I was no longer interested in Hoho(sorry ah, now i still like you la, but not as much as Joongie). Then I bought their 3rd album 'O'. I LOVED JAEJOONG. I was completely lost to him, he made his hair silver-y and goldy and kind of yellowish. That time, I knew he is a crazy guy. Lol, he's no more the JaeJoong I thought he was. He's funny, and cute!(yeah sorry oppa, you don't like to be called cute) But, behind this perfect young man, there's a sad experience of his. Well if you want to know what's so sad you'll just have to find out yourselves. (=

-Why DBSK? (or.. TVXQ! Don't be surprised about the '!'. It's made to be there, it's not me who put it there lol.)
Gosh, I feel kind of embarrassed if I say this in front of Cassiopeia. Um, 2 years ago, I don't know anything about Dong Bang Shin Ki. No, nothing, not at all. Until..... They came to M
alaysia for a concert, then Astro started to advertise about them. Lol. It's their Rising Sun. I was watching Wah Lai Toi when nobody's home. Then, there's an MV. It's Rising Sun MV. I thought, 'Ooh, korean, interesting, if so many people like koreans, maybe I'll like them, too.' So, I watched the MV twice in a row, haha. Lucky me. I was so in love with the song. Just because of the song,I bought their 2nd album, Rising Sun. (= Kind of exaggerating, but yeah, that's how I met DBSK. Until now I own 5 albums of DBSK, including 2 Mirotics(their 4th album). I bought all of their korean albums, but not japanese. Don't know why, I just thought that buying japanese albums and singles are not that worth it. Lol (Cassiopeians in Japan, don't kill me) Anyways, no matter how 'unworth' the japanese albums and singles are, I downloaded them. (= Guess what? I LOVED THEM! Hahah. I don't buy DBSK japanese albums and singles because.. there's so less songs in one album, but so expensive. What to say when it comes to singles? LOL, more expensive for one song in the singles. LOL. I wanted to buy them all, but, you know... Not everyone in the world can afford such albums at such price. I even wanted their 'All About TVXQ'.. But, uhh, DVDs.. one DVD price is way too expensive for me, or anyone else. I can't afford them. )=

-Message to DBSK? (I guess every Cassiopeians will say the same thing ^^)
I hope you 5 enjoy the happiest time in your life. Don't fall sick, especially JaeJoong, I heard that you fall sick easily. Take care of yourselves, no matter how busy you are, you should take time to relax yourselves, have fun. And be careful of what you eat, it may be harmful to you. (Haha I sound like a mom.) Take care of your voices, don't forget it's a promise between you and Cassiopeia, keep on bringing us the best songs you can produce, the best neat dances you are good at. And.... JaeJoong and YunHo oppas, don't fight. Please. Lol. If you fight, the one who cries is JunSu. Oh yeah, about JunSu.. DBSK lol don't bully JunSu lah. He sounds pity when you all don't say Xiah JunSu Fighting.. lol. I so want to know why you guys like to do this, hahah. At last, I'm happy to meet DBSK, I hope you will come to Malaysia once again. (aigoo, there's no ghost in Malaysia lah, come!!) (tickets.. please don't be expensive... LOL) I'm looking forward to see you guys. (=





A gift for the people who reads this post. (=
(did I post this before?? =.=)

20081113

口爱滴!!! <3

Kiaaaaaaaaa!

Omo Omo!!!


귀여운!!!!

我放几张而已啦,其实还有其他的,不过这几张口爱嘛!

眼红... TT^TT

火火火火火
超火的。。
我花了很多时间就只为了找在在的手机主题,可是找到的都不好。而且我的手机是。。老的,所以很少主题符合我的手机。。

我发誓,下一架手机一定要能符合多数主题,不然我自砍。。
唉,希望我能得7个A,不然。。。要向新手机说拜拜咯。不知道啦,总觉得要得7个A好像跟登天一样难,何况是8个。怎么办?我真后悔当初的冲动买了一个我不爱的手机,哎哟时间啊!倒流吧!就当作是我笨,请你倒流好吗?我已经盯上了一架手机,漂亮。可是。。贵死了。另一架更贵的是三星的。哇佬,没有钱啊。。。

20081110

不算烦恼的烦恼


真的很想参加比赛,可是我的故事已经没有头绪了。写了一半才愣着,有点后悔没想好大纲才写。下个月月尾就要截止了,我不快想想下一步棋该怎么走我真的会失去资格参加比赛了。

上一则故事根本就写得不好,根本就不适合拿去参加比赛。本来还有另外一个大纲,可是都不精彩,不能吸引人来读。

救命啊!

20081107

天使说过他爱我 (PART III)

我们期待的这一天, 终于来临. 那一棵树, 出乎意料之外. 生病了, 快要没了. 我看见在中, 看得出他失望透了. 他心情从山腰滑落了谷底, 泪水在他眼眶里打滚. 他知道, 他快没命了. 那一天看见的在中与两个月前认识的在中简直是天壤之别. 我们坐在树下, 回忆起以往的事. 他回忆起他小时候, 他父亲去世的那一天. 他父亲生前非常疼爱他, 不幸的这个幸福的根源就这样消失了. 我回忆起准备面世的歌曲. 王菲, 红豆. 想起了它的歌词, 伤感. 其中是 “有时候 我会相信一切有尽头 相聚离开都有时候 没有什么会永垂不朽” 想着想着, 我忘了我哑了, 哼出来. 我… 哼得出声音!? 我… 我可以说话了! 奇怪.

在这棵树下, 他实现了他的愿望, 而我, 寻回失去已久的声音. “小闽, 我可以趁我还来得及的时候告诉你一件事吗?” “嗯..” “我.. 我爱你.” 我愣着了. 我不晓得该如何马上回复他. “我… 我…” “你不需要说些什么, 你明白就好.” 他牵了我的手, 继续欣赏郊外的雪景. 我的心在轻声地说: “我也爱你.” 我突然觉得, 我很幸福. 虽然接下来的日子不能够与他一起走, 可是把小小的甜蜜在心里保存好, 无论有多少日子不能再继续新的甜蜜, 我会把它们都收好, 不会把它们给弄丢的.

该做的事都做了, 是时候返回病程.

此时的在中, 变得比何时还要瘦了. 平时开朗的他随着冬天的尾声而变得沉默. 他脸上的表情渐渐变淡了, 我不知该怎么办. “小闽, 我现在这个模样, 很惨吧?” “呃.. 不会啦! 你要多休息哦!” 为了不要伤害他, 我撒一个善意的谎言. 他心里其实很难过, 他问我那一句, 根本是多此一举. 他心想: “休息? 不可能的事. 万一我睡了下去, 我就不可能再见到你了. 我在等你, 等你说那句话. 我的时间无多了, 拜托让我听你说你对我的感觉. 老天爷, 别这么快, 我求你.”

回城第二日, 在中无法陪我吃早餐. 他累了, 他真的累了. 我在我的病房内等着他, 躺了就坐起来, 坐了又躺下去, 躺累了就站着. “你干嘛? 你为什么还不来找我啊?” 我的心, 是这样说着. 我等不下去了, 决定到隔壁看看什么一回事儿. “啊! 在中!..” 我冲进病房内看着终于肯休息的在中. 他忍着痛苦, 坚持对我说: “小闽, 我… 和你… 有个约定, 答应我… 你会在… 那天… 告诉我… 你如何看待我… 好吗?” 我看着他, 放肆的泪水落下了, 猛点着头, 我答应. “不许哭.. 别在我面前哭… 那个约定.. 不如就明天..” 我抽泣得更大声. “好! 什么都好! 只要你不会死去, 我什么都愿意!” 我忍无可忍说了这句话, 埋藏在我心底已久的一句话.

他笑了, 但眼角脱了一颗珍珠. 他看着我, 似乎有很多话想对我说, 但又似乎不够时间说完. 他把所有想说的话缩成三个字. 这三个字再次从他口中送到我耳旁. 说完了这三个字, 他睡着了. 永远都不会在展望世界的那双眼, 还残留着泪水. “你这算是什么!? 我们的约定就只在明天, 难道你不能再多等一会儿吗!? 为什么你捨得让我继续迷失在这个世界里? 你明知道我不想做回以前的自己, 但为什么你要走!? 你再说 ‘我爱你’ 啊! 说啊!... 我.. 我爱你.. 在中!” 情绪失控的我, 倒在地上, 昏了.

醒来的时候, 我下定决心, 为了在中, 我一定要勇敢活下去. 我决定了, 我要去弥补上一回错过的歌唱面试. 在中, 你是我的天使, 我第一眼看见你, 就一直在质疑你是不是天使. 我真的很爱你, 也许是老天爷派你下凡帮我改变对世界的看法, 如今你的任务已完成, 是时候回到天堂去. 天使… 他竟然爱上我了.