Roxn Kim is so Emo right now

Super Junior is Not only Super Junior..

Last night I watch Super Junior's Sad Story on youtube. I cried. I couldn't make a sound because no one knew I was watching the video. It was not just 2 rows of tears rolling down my cheek, and a wipe would do and eyes wouldn't swell. It was a kind of feeling as if I've lost my best friend. The fan made this video not because she wants people to pity Super Junior, it's because she wants to show that Super Junior is brave and... Lovable. Kyuhyun, the last member of the group, suffered after a car accident, I can't remember how many bones were broken, his heart stopped once when he's being sent into the hospital, but it came back with a weak beat because he didn't want to die and leave the 12 other members. Leeteuk, the leader of the group, suffered along with Kyuhyun. He was calling for Kyuhyun when he's going to be sent to the hospital because he knew Kyuhyun's injuries are more serious than himself. But Leeteuk had serious injuries with a lot of broken bones. He insisted to stay awake while the reporters came to the scene because he didn't want to let people see his fainted body. Heechul, another member who suffered in another car accident, had pieces of glass in his back, and he had 170 stitches for his whole body. But did not recover properly because a bone in his leg is crooked while recovery, he continued his activities with his members. All the other members cried for Kyuhyun, Leeteuk and Heechul, and praying for them to be safe. While the three was not with them, they performed with tears on stage, but in a professional way.

I remember what Heechul told Leeteuk, "We are their (other 11 members) brothers, and we will always stand by them, but I only have you as my brother..."

Brave Kyuhyun... You are a miracle..

A Confession?

I.. Miss you.

It was 2 years ago, when I first met a person who sounds alot like my big brother. But when we talk, we don't even talk like siblings. We usually text each other, until he faced with a girl problem, then started the weird friendship of ours.. He was so confused, that I, too was confused by him.. He didn't know what to do, until he told me that he liked me, I rejected him because honestly, I treat him as a friend. Guess what? He replied me that he was only joking..
One day, I asked him, do you like me? He didn't answer my question but whacked me with his words: "Why did you ask? You know we only know each other by phone.." How painful it was to hear a friend saying those words to you. And I treated him as my guy buddy.. How stupid I was to trust him.. Suddenly he SAID I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND, and even bought presents for me. Then suddenly he said, "aiya don't you like your Mr. Right?" He confused me, a lot. I couldn't stop telling my friends about him, because my friends knew who he was. I told them how crazy he was and how insane it was to be confused by a guy who didn't even know who he liked. How stupid I was.
I can't trust guys, I've been telling myself, DON'T TRUST GUYS. But I failed every attempt. Is it a humiliation to me? They never tell the truth and will never care about girls' feelings. They cheat on girls, lie to girls, and hurt girls' feelings purposely because they lost interest in girls. So from a particular moment, I swore to myself, not to trust guys, even if it's the person You like, confess to you, his promise will Never last. It's stupid if you trust a confession from a guy, you happy then happy la, but please, don't take it seriously, it'll just hurt you deeply without affecting his mood...

piano?

Finally I've finished my TAXI! It's length is 6 minute something, play until my fingers also going to fall off. Yay next week my teacher is going to teach me to play Kiss The Rain! I love this song so much, it's composed by Yiruma. You would think that it's a Japanese pianist, but it's not, HE'S a Korean pianist. Maybe I shall try listening to more of his songs.

Isn't it piano a wonderful instrument? I think it's Magic. I don't mind playing keyboard/piano for hours, as long as I've learnt something, the hours worth it. I know I'm a bit too old to learn piano, but what I learn now is not what people learn it studios. I am not taking examinations for piano, just for fun. ^^

I enjoy the lessons I'm taking, because I can play my favourite songs! Especially shinki's songs! Until now, I've played Beautiful Thing, Yeonja, Apna, Insa, and a little bit of Bolero, Wasurenaide, Balloons, Mirotic, Doushite, Kiss The Rain and Proud! Wa so many songs play until half only... Grr.

There'll be a death at my HOUSE.

Haih.. My life sucks like shit. If i could, i would commit suicide. But I'm still waiting for Mr. Jae Joong, so I won't be dying so soon. Such a lonely life I'm having now, can't even consider as life. I don't care anymore, you wanna care for me? Better think twice because you will regret! So leave me alone I don't want your love! It stinks! I only love Mr. Jae Joong.

TVXQ! Pix.

Just some pictures to share. These are ALMOST up-to-date liao de. Hehe. ^_^

Alone at Starbucks. =D

Starbucks . Music . Book . Life. (=

Sleepless

wakao my first time using hp to blog. Just trying it out.. Haha

aiyo i'm dying la, everyday also very tired, doctor said i need to sleep more coz i usually only sleep for 5 hours. Then say i need to eat breakfast so that my stomach can recover from suffering from HUNGER coz i never ate breakfast. I wish i can eat breakfast like any other people coz i will feel like vomit if i eat breakfast too early. I have lactose intolerance i cant eat cheese. Sob. Cheese is one of my favourite, i will eat it even though i know my stomach will be damn painful. Haiz my health so bad..

My Old Pal - Patrick =)

Late

Aiyor this is a late post. Anyways, last week(?) I went Mid Valley with Ina and Chaelim to watch Dance Subaru. Haha and we saw something very shocking.

IT'S SHINKI TRI-ANGLE AT THE KOREAN CUISINE THERE!!!!!

The Korean boss of this Korean Cuisine pointed at this picture when we're ordering. Hahaha we've seen this boss quite a lot of times already, he knows what we like. Then he took out a menu... WA every kind of food got a picture of a Korean star. LOL.