A Confession?

I.. Miss you.

It was 2 years ago, when I first met a person who sounds alot like my big brother. But when we talk, we don't even talk like siblings. We usually text each other, until he faced with a girl problem, then started the weird friendship of ours.. He was so confused, that I, too was confused by him.. He didn't know what to do, until he told me that he liked me, I rejected him because honestly, I treat him as a friend. Guess what? He replied me that he was only joking..
One day, I asked him, do you like me? He didn't answer my question but whacked me with his words: "Why did you ask? You know we only know each other by phone.." How painful it was to hear a friend saying those words to you. And I treated him as my guy buddy.. How stupid I was to trust him.. Suddenly he SAID I AM HIS GIRLFRIEND, and even bought presents for me. Then suddenly he said, "aiya don't you like your Mr. Right?" He confused me, a lot. I couldn't stop telling my friends about him, because my friends knew who he was. I told them how crazy he was and how insane it was to be confused by a guy who didn't even know who he liked. How stupid I was.
I can't trust guys, I've been telling myself, DON'T TRUST GUYS. But I failed every attempt. Is it a humiliation to me? They never tell the truth and will never care about girls' feelings. They cheat on girls, lie to girls, and hurt girls' feelings purposely because they lost interest in girls. So from a particular moment, I swore to myself, not to trust guys, even if it's the person You like, confess to you, his promise will Never last. It's stupid if you trust a confession from a guy, you happy then happy la, but please, don't take it seriously, it'll just hurt you deeply without affecting his mood...

piano?

Finally I've finished my TAXI! It's length is 6 minute something, play until my fingers also going to fall off. Yay next week my teacher is going to teach me to play Kiss The Rain! I love this song so much, it's composed by Yiruma. You would think that it's a Japanese pianist, but it's not, HE'S a Korean pianist. Maybe I shall try listening to more of his songs.

Isn't it piano a wonderful instrument? I think it's Magic. I don't mind playing keyboard/piano for hours, as long as I've learnt something, the hours worth it. I know I'm a bit too old to learn piano, but what I learn now is not what people learn it studios. I am not taking examinations for piano, just for fun. ^^

I enjoy the lessons I'm taking, because I can play my favourite songs! Especially shinki's songs! Until now, I've played Beautiful Thing, Yeonja, Apna, Insa, and a little bit of Bolero, Wasurenaide, Balloons, Mirotic, Doushite, Kiss The Rain and Proud! Wa so many songs play until half only... Grr.

There'll be a death at my HOUSE.

Haih.. My life sucks like shit. If i could, i would commit suicide. But I'm still waiting for Mr. Jae Joong, so I won't be dying so soon. Such a lonely life I'm having now, can't even consider as life. I don't care anymore, you wanna care for me? Better think twice because you will regret! So leave me alone I don't want your love! It stinks! I only love Mr. Jae Joong.

TVXQ! Pix.

Just some pictures to share. These are ALMOST up-to-date liao de. Hehe. ^_^

Alone at Starbucks. =D

Starbucks . Music . Book . Life. (=

Sleepless

wakao my first time using hp to blog. Just trying it out.. Haha

aiyo i'm dying la, everyday also very tired, doctor said i need to sleep more coz i usually only sleep for 5 hours. Then say i need to eat breakfast so that my stomach can recover from suffering from HUNGER coz i never ate breakfast. I wish i can eat breakfast like any other people coz i will feel like vomit if i eat breakfast too early. I have lactose intolerance i cant eat cheese. Sob. Cheese is one of my favourite, i will eat it even though i know my stomach will be damn painful. Haiz my health so bad..

My Old Pal - Patrick =)

Late

Aiyor this is a late post. Anyways, last week(?) I went Mid Valley with Ina and Chaelim to watch Dance Subaru. Haha and we saw something very shocking.

IT'S SHINKI TRI-ANGLE AT THE KOREAN CUISINE THERE!!!!!

The Korean boss of this Korean Cuisine pointed at this picture when we're ordering. Hahaha we've seen this boss quite a lot of times already, he knows what we like. Then he took out a menu... WA every kind of food got a picture of a Korean star. LOL.

To Beloved TVXQ!

东南亚的仙后心里想什么?

因为你身在远方

我没办法实现我的梦想

我只要离乡背井

到那寒冷的国度去

我只要能出席你每一场的活动

就算是买最便宜的入门票

我也愿意

我只要亲耳听见你说:

“大家好, 我们是东方神起!”

我就心满意足了v.

我只要和其他的仙后们

一起接受你以歌声传达的心意

就算我在仙后海茫茫中

使尽浑身解术都无法让你看见我

我只要你知道我是众多红棒中的其中一枝

我没有任何怨言

如果有望能与你握手签名

我一定会说谢谢

让我在这几年来饱受耳福

我只要能做个独一无二的仙后

就算比不上其他的疯狂仙后

我也无所谓

因为只要有机会当个爱你的仙后

就算只能送上生日祝福也没关系

在这个世界上

只有你的歌声能深深打动我的心

只有你的幽默才会让我笑得见牙不见眼

只有你的四次元才会让我觉得你是唯一

只有你的泪水才会令我感到伤心感动

只有你, 才能住进我的心里

我是一个普通的仙后

可是心里为了你, 却疯狂着

就算永远都不能见你一面

我还会是你永远的仙后. 等着.

-roxn cassiopeia. waiting-

Something

OMG!! It's been a long time! I almost neglected my blog.. Sorry, blog..


Erm I feel embarrassed to be a DBSK fan. Since a few months ago, I don't even know what activities they're having or WHERE THEY ARE.. I don't even have all of their new songs, I don't know this I don't know that. Owh I DON'T KNOW! Sorry Jaejoong. LOL. I'm mean, too. I only apologized to Jaejoong but not all of them. hahaha. Don't worry, I am still LOVING jaejoong. But I think I'm having a love affair... Someone, who is very different with jaejoong.. Anyway, I love Jaejoong. Hahaha.