Notice.

In case whoever didn't notice.
I've changed my blog title.
=D

Dead.

Went to the doctor's today.
He said that I'm lacking in B12.
Which is a common vitamin vegetarians are lack of. =.=
And I'm given medicine for applying and .. NOO!! TABLETS!! lol.
It's actually okay lah, the smallest tablet I've ever seen.


What is actually wrong with me?
I haven't been sleeping for more than 4 hours for days already.
Thanks Sukesh the Ice Cream who stayed up with me last two nights because I needed to finish my homework.
And I finished it about 2.00am. DIE RIGHT?
cause I have to wake up at 5.30am....


Well, I managed to survive in class. xDD
At least I didn't hurt my head for falling hard on the table or something. LOL
I did sleep in class, but only for the boring lessons (which is more likely to be EVERY lesson xD)
And my dark eye circles are gettin worse!! OMG!
And I feel like I can float when I'm walking because I have no energy.
Standing, close my eyes.
Sitting, lying on the table.
Get up, eyes still closed.

JOKING LAH. I'm not THAT tired.
But I've reached my limits since I got headache.

OH GOTTA STOP.
I DON'T WANT HEADACHE!
=D

Just turned off ALL the lights in the house for 1 1/2 hours. (=
Had fun sitting outside the house.
Watching the bright moon, shining on me and I saw my shadow.
The shadow wasn't from the street lights, it's from the bright white moon.
I was eating snacks. Hahaha felt so happy eating those unhealthy food.
And now I'm listening to old school Japanese songs, enjoy them so much.
Because they're Studio Ghibli's songs.
Even my bro knows how to sing. xDDDDD

Ehh.
I found out a design course.
It's called Stage Design / Scenic Design / Set design.
I am interested. =D
But I still can't find the proper description about this course.



AYO.
Suddenly don't wanna blog ady..
LOOOL
Hahahahahah~~

CONGRATULATIONS TO SUKESH AND HIS CREW!!!!
LOOOOL
Sukeshhh made the ICE CREAM GANG prooouuudddd!!!! hahahahahh!!



ok.
YLing gave me a DBSK video. fanmade.
It made me cried.
To me. Shinki.. is never going to disappear from my heart..
I just recalled the day when the news about Shinki disbanding came out.
I cried. But I told myself to believe in them.
Because I know Cassiopeia will always be there for them, they know it.
I told myself not to believe the news, but more and more about this issue came out and I can't stand it anymore.
And now, I know one day they'll disband, leaving us Cassiopeia crying like lost souls.
Their songs their voices will be composed for us. A requiem the song will be.
But for now, I will wait for a miracle to happen.
Maybe, Cassiopeia will make a miracle to happen.


Oh. The RESULTS.
I know. I always suck badly in exams.
BUT. I managed to PASS my History, Malay, Add Maths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, and MORAL.
WTH.
I hate moral!
I don't know why!
I just hate moral ever since I was Form 1.
WELL, About the 3 sciences I mentioned, I don't PASS only. At least the marks are above 50.
And Malay, ok lah, 61%.
My best subject for this term is ENGLISH.
I can't believe it!
IT ACTUALLY BROKE MY HEART.
Ok lah, English best score ok. but. I was expecting for Chinese..... =\
Sigh.
I love chinese more than anything.
BUT I don't read those silly chinese story books.
THOSE romantic is not my style.


HAAAAIIIIIHHHHH.
Don't know why. Just feel so down now..
EMOOOOO
my god I can't be emo ady.
TOO MUCH EMO CAN DIE LAH.

Make It Quick.

Regarding my previous post.
To those people who asked me what happened, I think I don't wanna talk about it.
Sorryh!

Nowaday, texting with Cheucheu helped me realised alot of things.
I am used to the people in my school, so I can't fall in love no more. xDDDDD
Joking lah.
Who said that I have to fall in love with those "real" people.
Well, I can fall in love, and I AM in love with someone a long time ago already.
Sorry ah, should've post this to Diamond Blog.
But as the Ketua Romantic, I also have to update my own blog de ma.
I realised that I am STILL loving DBSK much much much!!

To Puipui,
remember I've said that I have 101 boyfriends?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
I only remember the first 5 and the 101th boyfriends.
1~5 of course, DBSK!
the 101th,,,,,,,,,, JOKWON.
Please don't search for his photos because he looks damn gay.
And Why I Still Love Him?
Because he.. erm... the most open de artist loh.
He's more to pretty than to handsome type la.
No "man" thing on him no need ask me why coz he look so gay.


OOoooooOOOOooooKay,
I suddenly dowanna write ady.
LOL.
I just wanna update lah.
Sorryh peeps I only wrote to Pui...
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

=|

Don't get why.
Why the world is full of evil..
Why...
It's just a small matter if you really treat it with a positive heart.
I don't get what the hell is wrong with these people..
Can't they just think of any consequences?
Don't they have any other things to do?
They've lost their kindness, their true heart..
I am disappointed, shocked.
Didn't expect the true side of this world, which is cruel and cold.
Wanted to find the good side of this world, but when? and how?
I admit I'm still a kid, I don't really understand the REAL world.
But please forgive me, I have just found out that people have too much evil in them.
I've seen evil on TV, but never felt it on my own,
and never thought that Evil would ever fell on myself.
Eventhough it's already history, but I will never forget about it, and I will make sure that I won't fall into this kind of problem in the future.
I want to protect the people around me, my family, my friends..
But sometimes.. there's always something you can't avoid.
Accidents, or, "accident's with Purpose" do happen.
...

Huh.


=

Shit

Mood ain't good.
I need a doctor but I don't want one.
I need to sleep but I don't want to.
I need to eat but I don't want to.
Do I sound like I'm torturing myself?
Well to me, I don't.
Coz I will not be satisfied ANYWAY.
So just be it.

Feet Dead.

OH MY GOD.
Finally I'm free from the Fuo Tang (temple) already!!! FOR 2 DAYS!
And my feet are OFFICIALLY not belong to mine already.
Coz I've been wearing high heels for 2 days and 12 hours per day.
God.
And truly it is God, I went to the temple for a .. a.. an activity called "FA HUI".
A ceremony/ceramah to let me know more about my agama (TAO) and what's the real objective of being a vegetarian.
The people who went to this ceramah/class are mostly non-vegetarian, so when they listen to the lecturer(?) talking about the benefits of being a vegetarian, I FELT SO SLEEPY.
HAHAHAHA!
Coz I know about it already and the benefits for health.
I am amazed about this Belief or Religion, it is actually a Belief more than a Religion, coz it's a combination of all religions.
No offence or whatever you call that, this Belief is actually telling us that all the Tujuan atau Destinasi of all religions are the same!
And I made one new friend. CRYSTAL!
hahhaha.
She's same age as I am, 2 months older than me. =D
I was hanging out with her throughout the two days.
hhaha.


ERM SUDDENLY I FEEL SO LAZY TO BLOG LIAO.
SORRYH! lol.

Fow Toss II *Pyramid* ^^

12032010 PYRAMID *love*

WOOOOOOOWW!!!!!

Today exam has finally ended!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

And I went Pyramid with Pui and Kiki.
After school me and pui waited for kiki to attend her meeting, then we bersembang and berlepak. hahahaha.
Around 1.15pm we left school and mom came and fetch us to Pui's house.
My second time to her house. =D
After we showered, we ate porridge as lunch. hahahah!
I still remember last time I went to her house we ate porridge also.
Walao that time that porridge damn cham, lol coz we messed up that place by overcooked the porridge. HAHAHA!
We were full then that time was already around 2PM.
Pui's mom fetched us to Pyramid, wow it's damn near la. HAHAHAH!
Then we started our shopping mission, and WE WERE SO SATISFIED.
Because we didn't spend much, not even up to RM50. =D
I'm so proud of myself.
We bought The Face Shop masks ( got promotion leh! ) , I bought an Elianto Metallic Blue nail colour ( because last time I forgot to buy when I saw it ) , nail stickers .. erm.. OH WE DID THE "DA TOU TIE", erm.. those Japanese self photo-taking in a machine thing that one. Don't know what it's called. xD
HAHAHHAHAH!!!
Actually this is my first time taking this Da Tou Tie with friends. LOOL.
I know it's kinda lala, but HAHA first time ma... LOL
Then we went Kim Gary, we had French Toasts and Yin Yong. LOL.
We shared money for almost everything. I AM HAPPY.
Because like this can save alot of money, and we don't need THAT much.

Erm, after Kiki went back, I went to Pui's home again and mom was here already. hahah.
Seriously THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and we took ALOOOOOT of photos. (=
Glad that we did. Because it's a memorable time. hehe.

Aya I'm so lazy to upload photos, if you wanna see then go to my facebook to see lah. HAHAHAH.

Mati mati mati

Saya tak tau macam mana nak tulis post ni.
Tapi dalam bahasa melayu.
I tiba tiba suka cakap dalam bahasa yang lain.
Tak tau macam mana ini bermula, tapi I suke cakap dengan kawan I.
Semalam pula cakap dalam bahsa Inggeris, sangat seronok la.
Nah, tengok lah, I skarang blog dengan melayu tak gitu biase la.
Tak tau macam mana nak britau skalian ape yang I nak cakap.
Erm erm erm.
Aiya sgat boring lah, tak de org nak chat dgn I.
Sedang tengok pic pic dari facebook org lain.
Aihz, tak mau gitu boring lah.
Tak de pasal semasa guna computer, tapi bila tak guna computer I akan nak guna.
Jadi I guna internet dengan telefon bimbit I.
Babi punya.. tak dpt cari itu nama breed anjing yg ada muka musang.
Comel sgt la.
Aigooo yah.... skarang perut I sangat tak bagus la.. macam nak muntah.
Tak bagus.. Tak bagus.. i nak pergi mati la..


MATI SKARANG JUGA! X.X

Just now.

Kinda layered my bangs just now. Feel so much better now..