Treble Clef

20101102.

2010-11-03T16:45:00.003+08:00

G-Day of CHS. 20101102

2010-11-03T16:35:00.002+08:00

Yesterday I graduated. from CATHOLIC HIGH SCHOOL.

And...

Oh well.

2010-08-22T19:53:00.001+08:00

Why aren't people updating their blogs now?

if anyone is still visiting my blog, can you please leave a message at the chat box there?

thank you very much!

Imissyou

2010-08-17T15:43:00.002+08:00

Gotta move on.

Till the next time.

I will remember you.

Tears and smiles you are still you.

Laugh and sing you still remain unchanged.

Sweat and dance you are the only one, the brightest star shining in the universe.

TVXQ.

WOOHOO!

2010-07-16T21:10:00.002+08:00

yay!
my parents said that I could buy a piano. >

And this coming sunday, I'll be going to see the Babes!!

Beautiful Baby here I come!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

And this Babe I'm gonna buy.. I think the price is RM 15 000....

lol. I know it's crazy, I don't take exams, I just learn for fun!

HEEHEE!

OH AND I DIDN'T KENA NATIONAL SERVICE!!!

ZZOMG@!!!

2010-07-13T17:06:00.001+08:00

Regarding my previous post, I wanna announce that I've opened a new blog "1000 MILES TO TVXQ " . Well, a random opening, but it means much to me.

A Thousand Miles: 1

2010-07-03T17:58:00.001+08:00

A Thousand Miles: 1: "我承认我不认识你，但我认识你的声音。这么多年来，我都不曾放弃，一直都在希望你能来到马来西亚开演唱会，不是因为你长得帅，也不是因为你是韩国人，更不是因为你是鼎鼎大名的东方神起，我一直都在祈祷你能健康过活，因为你的声音打动了我的心。虽然当我知道你的存在的时候，你即将来马开第一场演唱会..."

(Click to read more)

Believe. 믿어요. Forever. 영원히.

2010-06-16T16:48:00.002+08:00

让我们一起和东方神起进入梦乡，当梦醒的时候，就是东方神起回来的时候。

Let's dream with TVXQ, when we wake up from the dreams, it's time for them to comeback.

I HATE YOU IDIOTS!

2010-06-12T22:39:00.002+08:00

I'm SAD.

Ask me why?

The answer you'll get, will always be, "IT'S ALL BECAUSE OF YOU!"

And now, don't ask me why.

I hate you.

I HATE YOU.

I HATE YOU ALL!

YOU SUCK!

YOU ALL SUCK LIKE SHIT!!!!

I HATE YOU ALL!

YOU ARE THE WORST FRIENDS EVER!

I seriously have nothing to talk to you guys already.

What you think I am?

A DOG?

OR WHAT?

TELL ME!

WHY NO ONE EVER LISTENED TO ME?

BUT CALLED ME FOR HELP ONLY WHEN YOU NEEDED ME?

WHAT KIND OF FRIENDS ARE YOU?

TEXT MESSAGES?

WHY AM I ALWAYS THE ONE WHO SPENT SO MUCH MONEY TO TEXT YOU ALL!

BUT ENDED UP NO ONE EVER REPLIED MY MESSAGES OTHER THAN REPLYING FOR WORDS LIKE I DON'T KNOW!

ARE YOU SURE YOU KNOW ME?

WELL I WANT TO TELL YOU, THAT I DON'T KNOW WHO THE HELL ARE YOU!

I DON'T KNOW WHY WAS I SO DAMN STUPID TO BEFRIENDS WITH YOU ALL!

WHAT KIND OF SHIT FRIENDS ARE YOU?

YOU HEARTBREAKERS!

I REGRET

I REGRET!

GO AWAY!

I DON'T EVER WANT TO SEE YOUR STUPID FACES AGAIN!

YOU WILL NEVER FIND OUT WHAT ON EARTH AM I GOING SO MAD WITH YOU ALL!

BECAUSE YOU NEVER CARE AND YOU NEVER UNDERSTAND HOW I REALLY FEEL!

DAMN FRIENDS I HATE YOU ALL!

Koisora.

2010-06-11T20:04:00.002+08:00

Suddeny I think of KOISORA.
A Japanese movie.
Quite nice.. HAHAHA.
But the story is like...... erherm...
but.. but.. but.. THE MALE LEAD IS LIKE DAMN LENGCHAI! looool.
maybe it's because of his blondy hair makes me think of Jaejoongie.. ♥ haha

2010-06-07T15:48:00.002+08:00

Is it that hard to believe?
Is it that hard to believe that it'll never happen?
Dreams never come true.
I have been waiting, and waiting..
What did I get?
I hope I didn't love you at first.
It's been the 7th year you're being great.
But why can't you just try to wait for another few years?
Your news are starting to fade away, your pictures are not going to show up in magazine covers.
Your songs are not going to appear in latest updates.
You, are going to vanish.
But I make myself to believe that you'll come back.
Now I don't even know what's the real problem.
Who caused this to happen?
I supported you, but you don't seem to realise that.
...
I'll keep loving you no matter what.
This is my one and only decision.
Come back.
I hope to see a new you within this year.
This is my last wish and my only wish.
Please.

2010-06-03T20:39:00.001+08:00

OH MY GOD.

Please PEOPLE!

GO LISTEN TO SUPER JUNIOR'S BONAMANA!

Here's the link :

Super Junior - Bonamana

IT'S AMAZING THAT IT CAN MAKE YOU LAUGH UNTIL YOUR MOM CANT EVEN RECOGNISE WHO YOU ARE!

HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA

Super Junior..

NOO!!!! KYUHYUN IS ADMITTED INTO THE HOSPITAL AGAIN?!?!?!

gah..

I will miss you Kyu.

Your voice is the soul of Super Junior, Its not SUJU without your voice....

Welll!

He'll be good.

2010-05-15T20:14:00.001+08:00

Just a quick update for the blog.
Ah.
Lazy.
Yes.
No.
=/
I am confused.
I MISS YOU!
GAH!

All(not) About 08052010

2010-05-09T20:36:00.004+08:00

Finally.
MERAH M1D1 !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
OH YEAHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I AM DAMN HAPPPPYYY!!!!!!!!!!!!
Even tho last year only M1D2, BUT NEVERMIND, THIS YEAR M1D1 THEN CAN ADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I really love my merah I DO I REALLY DO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It brings back alot of my memory.....
TT^TT
I hope I can have a great reunion with my fellow merah-mates...
I really miss having fun with them..
sigh. It wont happen, I know.

Oh and congrats YEEYING!
congrats and congrats!
altho i'm not purple, but still, I saw you running like a chicken. (=
Hahaha i'm not laughing, but still, YOU RUN LIKE A CHICKEN! YEAH BABE!
LOOL!
BTW, where were you?
You were missing after I saw you running. )=
..

OMG SUKESH.......
HAHHAHAAH,
nice ninja turtle.
LOOL
damn yeng la, did you feel uncomfortable with the paint all over your body??
especially when it dries up and cracks. =O
LOOL.
..

After the sports event, MI IN, EEJEONG AND ME WENT RED BOXING!
LOOOOOL
DAMMNNN FUNN YOU KNOW!?!??!
WE had concert for like 4 hours. LOOL
Sing(SHOUT) until i lost my voice.
and funfunfunfun!
Happy Mi In day!
LOL

Ooh well, guess I gotta go.
OH and, THANKS JI JI for the temporary watch. xD
and thanks for the "losyen coklat"
LMAO.

2010-05-07T21:03:00.003+08:00

Sigh, there goes my sustain pedal,
BUT HERE COMES MY WATCH!?
WHAT
THE
HELL
IS
WRONG
WITH
MY
LIFE?

UHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!
I am sooo fed up with electronics these days....
Suddenly my RM200+ watch spoiled. ==
It hasn't reach for even 2 years and the spareparts just boom! gone?
SHHEEESHH

Sorry guys,
my blog had such emo posts nowadays..
I just don't know what happen..
Everything I need in my life just gone one by one..

I...
I think I am starting to miss you.

=

2010-05-01T22:46:00.002+08:00

Ahh, finally, blog.
I am .... SAD.
I want to know why too!
Maybe Joe Hisaishi's songs made me sad, no,, they make me happy.
Maybe it's because of my sustain pedal, haven't been happy for it since a few months ago.
Yes, it has met the end of its life.
==
I hate electronics.
ARRRRRGH.
If tomorrow going mid valley I'm so gonna buy a new one,
damn it..
I hope my keyboard can last longer than I have expected.
I DON'T WANT YOU TO DIE SO SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

DIE LIKE SHIIIIT!!!

2010-04-25T19:14:00.002+08:00

Sigh.
Got ditched by my keyboard.
Just now when I was playing and enjoying...
BOOM.
No, it didn't explode.
But the sustain suddenly got problem.
My keyboard is confused with the sustain.
It totally pissed me off coz I restart my keyboard restart and restart and restart.
DARN IT! IT DIDN'T WORK AT ALL.
It happened once last few months. AND it repeated now.
I wanted to throw my sustain peddle away coz it gives me so much trouble playing the keyboard.
The sound of that keyboard is upsetting me already and now the sustain peddle?
FML.
I wonder why I can't get along with electronics these days.
First my phone, then my keyboard, and my computer...
SIGH.
I hope that NOTHING'S WRONG WITH MY LIFE.
Coz seriously I AM SO FED UP WITH THE ELECTRONICSSSSSSSS!!!!!!!!!!!

AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA
RRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR
GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG
HHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

ICE CREAM!!!! =DDDDDDD

2010-04-23T22:18:00.009+08:00

Okay.

Good morning/afternoon/evening Lads and Germs.

Now I'm gonna talk about something very special,

it's called, an Ice Cream.

Actually, it's not an "it", but a "he".

LOL.

He's.. a BBoy Ice Cream, allow me to introduce him to everyone.

He's a very special BBoy flavour Ice Cream, his keistimewaan is, being my penganut agama sakai, or the new name : AGAMA ICE CREAM.

But, he has another name: SUKESH!

hah. He's the emo-est person I've ever known.
But, he's a gooood/great/cool/super bro of mine! =DD
He's always there for me whenever I wanna talk to someone.
He's erm.. an auto-responding sound/message machine.
LOL.

He's really geng in BBoy-ing, as you all know, BBoy is a boy/guy/man who break dances for his life (Sakai version of definition, if you would like to know the real meaning, please visit http://www.google.com/ and search Bboy for more information)

And I found out that he likes Haagen Dazs ice cream.
And HE LIKE TO LOL WITH ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

HAHHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA

LOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLLOLOLOLOLOLOLOLOL!

My dear Ice cream bro is a gentleman, he will NEVER hurt girls.

If he hurts one single hair from a girl, he will go bang his head on the wall.(Said by the Sakai who is writing this post, this has nothing to do with Sukesh, lmao)

And, I found out that, when we're chatting in the late nights, he will start to get out of his mind, and kept on have typing errors:

e.g.

L) instead of :)

HAHHAAH.

Oh and we like to "monolog" within ourselves.

Instead of a real monolog, we're actually chatting using monolog method.

Sukesh a.k.a BBoy Jazz is also a great "body builder" as you can see (wait I haven upload the pic yet ), he has the abs most guys are envy with.
He said : only by push ups and sit ups.

WHOA yeng man. LOL.

AND, I'm actually very impressed by his "ability" to read and know chinese.

It's actually a very difficult thing when someone doesn't even know the language you're really good at, or used to.

But Sukesh? A CHINDIAN. kekekkeke.

You can be as chinese as possible when you speak to him, you don't even have to worry a thing. XDD

But right, you have to becareful.

Coz this funny big ice cream is too lengchai until you can be wordless whenever you see him. Or "speechless" ahem.

LOL.

SEEEE???????????????????????

LENGCHAI RIGHT??

See his Bboy so geng of coz everyone will like him la. =DDD

Besides Bboy-ing, he can be very very very very very very very VIOLENCE too!

Only to guys la of course.

Before he gets mad, he'll go:

"WTF WEI!!!!!!!"

"WALAO!!!!!!!!"

"WHAT THE HECK!!!!"

(then)

"I GO AND KILL HIM!!!!!!!!!!"

but, who cares about his violence? If he's good to me then can liao lah! XDD
We're special to each other because we're specially "combined ice cream".
We can have all kinds of topic to chat about, this and that and THOSE. lol.
(for you who don't know what THOSE mean, don't ask, I also dowanna tell)
LOL....

I like it when my ice cream bro praises me XDDD

*oh he praises me! YAYYYY!* (THIS is how we monolog-ed ourselves out)

Well, everyone loves praises right?

Don't forget to praise him more, and give him more support so that he can be world's most superb Bboy, with 10000 cawangan of his acedemy "Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy" all over the globe.

LOOOL!

see?? SEEEEEEEEEEEEE??????????????

This is a Hollowback(is it? LMAO)

I've seen it on TV, but never seen someone I know doing this.

Hahahaha.

I believe he can do better, and reach the limit, which is 1 cm to the ground. HAHAHAHHAAH.

I show you another one ::

haha my ice cream bro sangat comelnya~~~ LOOL.

oH he likes Hong10 (or also known as HongYeol), Bboy Darkness and Physicx.

All are pro Bboys, and all are KOREAN Bboys.

You can't deny that Korean Bboys are geng!

then one day, we can see Sukesh on tv, making Malaysian proud. =D

He said he'll take Architect course, still, I SOKONG DIA! =DDDD

And he'll be an Architect Bboy. XDD

Come to think of it... actually, HE CAN!

He can design his own Ice Cream Bboy Acedemy STUDIO!!

and he'll live in his studio, Bboying the whole day and night.

BUT.

If now I pull him off of Bboy topic for here, I think, He'll sound like a song

The Twilight Shore by Joe Hisaishi.

Hahaha, so nice and elegant.

And not forgetting his Cello history,

Bolero by Joe Hisaishi. The Aggressiveness of both piano and cello, is AMAZING.

And this is also a very AWESOME song,

Asian Dream Song - although it's oriental, but with the combination of cello and piano.... WHOA! It suits Sukesh well coz he likes chinese (although this is a japanese-made song) . But it's as touching as Sukesh's words if he talks to a true friend.

Madness - As mad as Sukesh. xD If Sukesh continues his cello, I think I will practice this song with him... LOOOOL.

and finally,

Memory - A soundtrack from the tears-guaranteed Japanese movie Okuribito a.k.a Departures. It's very very very very very... suitable for Sukesh. Calming, but has emotions, touching and temporarily relieves everything, and this song always makes me feel like crying. (=

I don't mind if you(Sukesh) don't listen to the others above, but please listen to this. I think you will like it. C=

LAST BUT NOT LEAST - THE BOMB IS COMING!!!! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHOAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! SEE?
NICE LEH...
hahhaahhahaha. xD
Told you that he has abs that people envy =3
LOL.

TO SUKESH,

Although I haven't known you for a long time.
But that doesn't matter,
because I know that we can be better siblings anytime anywhere anyhow.
And I know you'll always be there for me,
I just wanna let you know that,
I'll always be there for you, too!
Everytime I see you, I think that I've known you so much and I'm glad that you're my Ice Cream Bro.
It doesn't matter when you're emo or down, because we'll help each other out everytime when one's GG. LOL.
People have emotions, so do you and I!
So don't worry, if you're unhappy or whatever, TELL ME LAH!
I'm always ready to be your counsellor. [=
And don't hurt nobody lah, you know, when you hurt someone, your hands will be painful too!
so hurt others=hurt yourself.
Don't ever do that okay?? Hahaha. [=
Promise? (nahh I don't think you can keep your promise. XDDDDDDDDDDDDDD )

LOL. anyways, I have to thank you again, for writing a post about me, and telling me things I never heard of.
Thank you!
감사합니다! (Kamsahamnida)
ありがとう! (Arigatou)
Gracias!
Merci!

and.
Thank you.

(=

(cute right? XD)

Please Come Back.

2010-04-14T20:29:00.003+08:00

Today passed so quickly.

I didn't even have a chance to say bye.

Watched V channel today, finally say Shinki's MV ..

Altho it's quick long already, BREAK OUT, but ..

still..

It's hard to see it again..

And I saw the translation of the song.. I wanted to cry.

I keep praying

Don't forget it

Baby, we keep the faith eternally.

This is what Yucheon's been shouting in this song.

And the tattoo on his shoulder... Always keep the faith.

I am touched with this sentence :

Tears are surely not sadness, they are the footprints of dreams.

Until now I only realise that this song is a positive song, tho the MV looks scary and emo..

Just like their Survivor, I hope they'll make another one in the future..

The Gods of the East, don't disappoint me, please.

I pray for a happy ending everyday, I prayed I really did.

But what did you do to me, to other dear Cassiopeias.. Big East..

You broke my heart, you smashed it real hard,

and I didn't even know what's actually going on.

I never believe in : No News is Good News.

Now I do, I really do.

Please come back. My Kings.

A Random One.

2010-04-10T20:57:00.002+08:00

HAHAHAH THANKS SUKESHH!!

for writing a post about me. xDDD

Sukesh,

I promise I will write a post about you k?

But now you're not online so I'll have to wait. LOL.

Seriously I'm touched with that post lahhh!!

jahahahaha..

Can't believe you actually grabbed my photos from facebook!! LOL

And the colors of the font. =')

Oh and the Gdragon... LMAOOO!!

I like that "horny" sentence. LOOL

THANKSSSSSSS AGAIN!!!!!!

psst: I will be as positive as I can for the thing I told you earlier. xDD

Oh I saw Jaebeom's photos these days and I found out that HE'S UGLY!!

OW MAI GOTTT!

Serious wei!!!! He's like... YEWW..

LOOL

Okay here's a photo of him.

SEEE???

But. I have to admit that, he has a nice body.

XDD

ahahaha!!!

Sigh, damn sad wei, I can't believe he's not returning to 2PM anymore, somemore go USA don't know for what.

Come back to Korea pleaseee!!

Altho I'm not that into 2PM, but I still hope that 2PM has it's dear leader back.

I think I like leaders... ahahah!

Like SNSD's Taeyeon, Super Junior's Leeteuk (Park Jung Su), SS501's HyunJoong,.......... etc etc. LOL

And of course one more IMPORTANT group, I DARE NOT MISS OUT.

TVXQ / DBSK / THSK / TVfXQ !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Sigh. I miss them.

I was listening to Mirotic Version C these 2 days, and I dreamed of their YOU'RE MY MELODY.

Sigh, makes me miss them more.. =/

Oh I guess I have to put another photo of them..

Heysss.

2010-04-09T22:08:00.001+08:00

Recall and Recall.

2010-04-09T20:02:00.003+08:00

Sigh.
So quick a week had past..
Feel like changing my Blog Name AGAINNNN!!!!!!
Dono why no name can suit me..
Maybe I'll change it to"Treble Clef" =D
Until now, I can't find a reason to live without music.

Today.. I saw OUR school band practising with the colourguards...
Haih, so envy..
I so wanna participate for the Hari Sukan performance, but I wasn't allowed by mom...
='(
Don't ask why. I'm tired enough for explaining..
Ugh.

Recalling my days after PMR.
They were like fantasy, seriously.
Especially I didn't have to worry about life and anything!
And that time I just got Mirotic after waiting for it before PMR.
I listened to it EVERY SINGLE DAY EVERY HOUR EVERY MINUTE and EVERY SECOND.....
I never get bored of that special concept of that album.
And I went out with Mayyan so frequent until I forgot how many times just within a month or two.
And we bought Mirotic album together, my second Mirotic. x)
And we watched the touching Japanese movie "10 Promises to My Dog".
Honestly, I cried in the cinema. I couldn't stop myself from wiping my tears away.
I know it's only a story, but story can be touching too.
And we shopped together and this and that. (=

Recalling the moments when I was handing the money to the shopkeeper of Speedy and Rock Corner.
Whenever I got to buy an album, I had the widest smile on my face.
Especially when I was going to pay.
That feel is soo special.
And I would never stop thinking: "YOU'RE(the albums) MINE BAYBEH!"
And when I got to sit down, I would rip off the plastic bag of the albums immediately. XD
And I would listen to the album right after I sit on my car.
Eventho I bought 3 versions of Mirotic, every single time I pay I had the biggest anticipation ever in my life.
I never regret for the sum of money I actually spent for the 3 Mirotics, and all of the TVXQ's Korean albums of course.
When I was counting the number of albums I've bought one day, I was stunned.
I didn't actually know how many albums I've bought!!!!!!!!
(All of them add up to 20++)
WHAT!?
Okay, if one album is about RM40.00, then my minimum album count is 20, and that means
I SPENT AT LEAST RM800 ON MY ALBUMS OMFFFGGGG!!
I didn't know that..... =O

Sigh. Time flies.
I wonder how my life will be after SPM..
Hope I won't regret for this year. (=

My new name : OLIVIA ISABELLE GLENN. =DDDD

2010-04-05T22:16:00.002+08:00

A quick update.

YAY FINALLY I SUCCEED IN TYING MY HAIR WITH A PENCIL!
Lol thanks Ms. Jinni.
But i like to tie it with a paint brush. XD
More 'artistic' ahem.
I'm lying in my bed now.
Everything not done.
Okay? Okay.
I'm crazy.
Bye. :)

2010-04-02T22:27:00.002+08:00

At my sis room now.
Nothing much to do.
TODAY IS THE MOST.. #@$@%#$!@$#% DAY ever.

.__.

I don't know what to say now.
But I feel so .. .. .. .. .. . . !@#$!@#%!@#$!@$%##@
Damn it.
Sorry I just don't WANT to control my feelings.
and to my friends,
Seems like yall didn't drop me a message after you read my blog.
or.
you didn't even care to read.
huh.
nevermind. Do what you like. Do whatever which suit you.
Dont read my blog. Dont leave comments. Dont ask me what's my blog address when you forget.
In case you don't know, I love to read my friends' blogs and I anticipate for their updates.

Sigh.
Can this person on my mind at least say hi?
I'm having a random person on my mind, coz I don't really care who's who already..
.___.

2010-04-01T19:16:00.002+08:00

God.
I've forgotten my music class AGAIN!
What happened to my brain?!?!?!?!
Thank god it's my teacher who comes to my house, otherwise. . . .
.__.

Saw some MVs on Channel V today.
Like them. (=
Don't know why I like Owl City's Fireflies MV.
It's not THAT special but I like it.
Especially the organ he's playing, or maybe it's not an organ like the netizens said...

Ah, tomorrow's Good Friday.
Holidayyy!!! But I don't have that strong feeling.
Tomorrow is NOT a holiday for me. ==

OH EM GEE!!!
I've just downloaded RUN DEVIL RUN MVVVV!!!!!!!!
OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!
I am so in love with this song ! ! ! !
and the new concept of SoNyeoShiDae (SNSD / Girls Generation / SoShi)
I really like the black theme of them, it really suits them!

Ok.
Again. I Suddenly dowanna write ady. xD

Notice.

2010-03-31T23:09:00.001+08:00

In case whoever didn't notice.
I've changed my blog title.
=D

Dead.

2010-03-31T22:05:00.002+08:00

Went to the doctor's today.
He said that I'm lacking in B12.
Which is a common vitamin vegetarians are lack of. =.=
And I'm given medicine for applying and .. NOO!! TABLETS!! lol.
It's actually okay lah, the smallest tablet I've ever seen.

What is actually wrong with me?
I haven't been sleeping for more than 4 hours for days already.
Thanks Sukesh the Ice Cream who stayed up with me last two nights because I needed to finish my homework.
And I finished it about 2.00am. DIE RIGHT?
cause I have to wake up at 5.30am....

Well, I managed to survive in class. xDD
At least I didn't hurt my head for falling hard on the table or something. LOL
I did sleep in class, but only for the boring lessons (which is more likely to be EVERY lesson xD)
And my dark eye circles are gettin worse!! OMG!
And I feel like I can float when I'm walking because I have no energy.
Standing, close my eyes.
Sitting, lying on the table.
Get up, eyes still closed.

JOKING LAH. I'm not THAT tired.
But I've reached my limits since I got headache.

OH GOTTA STOP.
I DON'T WANT HEADACHE!
=D

2010-03-27T22:26:00.002+08:00

Just turned off ALL the lights in the house for 1 1/2 hours. (=
Had fun sitting outside the house.
Watching the bright moon, shining on me and I saw my shadow.
The shadow wasn't from the street lights, it's from the bright white moon.
I was eating snacks. Hahaha felt so happy eating those unhealthy food.
And now I'm listening to old school Japanese songs, enjoy them so much.
Because they're Studio Ghibli's songs.
Even my bro knows how to sing. xDDDDD

Ehh.
I found out a design course.
It's called Stage Design / Scenic Design / Set design.
I am interested. =D
But I still can't find the proper description about this course.

AYO.
Suddenly don't wanna blog ady..
LOOOL
Hahahahahah~~

2010-03-26T20:18:00.002+08:00

CONGRATULATIONS TO SUKESH AND HIS CREW!!!!
LOOOOL
Sukeshhh made the ICE CREAM GANG prooouuudddd!!!! hahahahahh!!

ok.
YLing gave me a DBSK video. fanmade.
It made me cried.
To me. Shinki.. is never going to disappear from my heart..
I just recalled the day when the news about Shinki disbanding came out.
I cried. But I told myself to believe in them.
Because I know Cassiopeia will always be there for them, they know it.
I told myself not to believe the news, but more and more about this issue came out and I can't stand it anymore.
And now, I know one day they'll disband, leaving us Cassiopeia crying like lost souls.
Their songs their voices will be composed for us. A requiem the song will be.
But for now, I will wait for a miracle to happen.
Maybe, Cassiopeia will make a miracle to happen.

Oh. The RESULTS.
I know. I always suck badly in exams.
BUT. I managed to PASS my History, Malay, Add Maths, Physics, Biology, Chemistry, and MORAL.
WTH.
I hate moral!
I don't know why!
I just hate moral ever since I was Form 1.
WELL, About the 3 sciences I mentioned, I don't PASS only. At least the marks are above 50.
And Malay, ok lah, 61%.
My best subject for this term is ENGLISH.
I can't believe it!
IT ACTUALLY BROKE MY HEART.
Ok lah, English best score ok. but. I was expecting for Chinese..... =\
Sigh.
I love chinese more than anything.
BUT I don't read those silly chinese story books.
THOSE romantic is not my style.

HAAAAIIIIIHHHHH.
Don't know why. Just feel so down now..
EMOOOOO
my god I can't be emo ady.
TOO MUCH EMO CAN DIE LAH.

Make It Quick.

2010-03-22T20:42:00.003+08:00

Regarding my previous post.
To those people who asked me what happened, I think I don't wanna talk about it.
Sorryh!

Nowaday, texting with Cheucheu helped me realised alot of things.
I am used to the people in my school, so I can't fall in love no more. xDDDDD
Joking lah.
Who said that I have to fall in love with those "real" people.
Well, I can fall in love, and I AM in love with someone a long time ago already.
Sorry ah, should've post this to Diamond Blog.
But as the Ketua Romantic, I also have to update my own blog de ma.
I realised that I am STILL loving DBSK much much much!!

To Puipui,
remember I've said that I have 101 boyfriends?
HAHAHAHAHAHAH!
I only remember the first 5 and the 101th boyfriends.
1~5 of course, DBSK!
the 101th,,,,,,,,,, JOKWON.
Please don't search for his photos because he looks damn gay.
And Why I Still Love Him?
Because he.. erm... the most open de artist loh.
He's more to pretty than to handsome type la.
No "man" thing on him no need ask me why coz he look so gay.

OOoooooOOOOooooKay,
I suddenly dowanna write ady.
LOL.
I just wanna update lah.
Sorryh peeps I only wrote to Pui...
xDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

=|

2010-03-19T21:48:00.002+08:00

Don't get why.
Why the world is full of evil..
Why...
It's just a small matter if you really treat it with a positive heart.
I don't get what the hell is wrong with these people..
Can't they just think of any consequences?
Don't they have any other things to do?
They've lost their kindness, their true heart..
I am disappointed, shocked.
Didn't expect the true side of this world, which is cruel and cold.
Wanted to find the good side of this world, but when? and how?
I admit I'm still a kid, I don't really understand the REAL world.
But please forgive me, I have just found out that people have too much evil in them.
I've seen evil on TV, but never felt it on my own,
and never thought that Evil would ever fell on myself.
Eventhough it's already history, but I will never forget about it, and I will make sure that I won't fall into this kind of problem in the future.
I want to protect the people around me, my family, my friends..
But sometimes.. there's always something you can't avoid.
Accidents, or, "accident's with Purpose" do happen.
...

Huh.

=

Shit

2010-03-18T14:37:00.001+08:00

Mood ain't good.
I need a doctor but I don't want one.
I need to sleep but I don't want to.
I need to eat but I don't want to.
Do I sound like I'm torturing myself?
Well to me, I don't.
Coz I will not be satisfied ANYWAY.
So just be it.

Feet Dead.

2010-03-14T21:44:00.002+08:00

OH MY GOD.
Finally I'm free from the Fuo Tang (temple) already!!! FOR 2 DAYS!
And my feet are OFFICIALLY not belong to mine already.
Coz I've been wearing high heels for 2 days and 12 hours per day.
God.
And truly it is God, I went to the temple for a .. a.. an activity called "FA HUI".
A ceremony/ceramah to let me know more about my agama (TAO) and what's the real objective of being a vegetarian.
The people who went to this ceramah/class are mostly non-vegetarian, so when they listen to the lecturer(?) talking about the benefits of being a vegetarian, I FELT SO SLEEPY.
HAHAHAHA!
Coz I know about it already and the benefits for health.
I am amazed about this Belief or Religion, it is actually a Belief more than a Religion, coz it's a combination of all religions.
No offence or whatever you call that, this Belief is actually telling us that all the Tujuan atau Destinasi of all religions are the same!
And I made one new friend. CRYSTAL!
hahhaha.
She's same age as I am, 2 months older than me. =D
I was hanging out with her throughout the two days.
hhaha.

ERM SUDDENLY I FEEL SO LAZY TO BLOG LIAO.
SORRYH! lol.

Fow Toss II Pyramid ^^

2010-03-12T21:16:00.001+08:00

12032010 PYRAMID love

2010-03-12T20:45:00.002+08:00

WOOOOOOOWW!!!!!

Today exam has finally ended!!! WOOHOOO!!!!

And I went Pyramid with Pui and Kiki.
After school me and pui waited for kiki to attend her meeting, then we bersembang and berlepak. hahahaha.
Around 1.15pm we left school and mom came and fetch us to Pui's house.
My second time to her house. =D
After we showered, we ate porridge as lunch. hahahah!
I still remember last time I went to her house we ate porridge also.
Walao that time that porridge damn cham, lol coz we messed up that place by overcooked the porridge. HAHAHA!
We were full then that time was already around 2PM.
Pui's mom fetched us to Pyramid, wow it's damn near la. HAHAHAH!
Then we started our shopping mission, and WE WERE SO SATISFIED.
Because we didn't spend much, not even up to RM50. =D
I'm so proud of myself.
We bought The Face Shop masks ( got promotion leh! ) , I bought an Elianto Metallic Blue nail colour ( because last time I forgot to buy when I saw it ) , nail stickers .. erm.. OH WE DID THE "DA TOU TIE", erm.. those Japanese self photo-taking in a machine thing that one. Don't know what it's called. xD
HAHAHHAHAH!!!
Actually this is my first time taking this Da Tou Tie with friends. LOOL.
I know it's kinda lala, but HAHA first time ma... LOL
Then we went Kim Gary, we had French Toasts and Yin Yong. LOL.
We shared money for almost everything. I AM HAPPY.
Because like this can save alot of money, and we don't need THAT much.

Erm, after Kiki went back, I went to Pui's home again and mom was here already. hahah.
Seriously THIS IS THE BEST DAY EVER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Oh and we took ALOOOOOT of photos. (=
Glad that we did. Because it's a memorable time. hehe.

Aya I'm so lazy to upload photos, if you wanna see then go to my facebook to see lah. HAHAHAH.

Mati mati mati

2010-03-05T21:39:00.002+08:00

Saya tak tau macam mana nak tulis post ni.
Tapi dalam bahasa melayu.
I tiba tiba suka cakap dalam bahasa yang lain.
Tak tau macam mana ini bermula, tapi I suke cakap dengan kawan I.
Semalam pula cakap dalam bahsa Inggeris, sangat seronok la.
Nah, tengok lah, I skarang blog dengan melayu tak gitu biase la.
Tak tau macam mana nak britau skalian ape yang I nak cakap.
Erm erm erm.
Aiya sgat boring lah, tak de org nak chat dgn I.
Sedang tengok pic pic dari facebook org lain.
Aihz, tak mau gitu boring lah.
Tak de pasal semasa guna computer, tapi bila tak guna computer I akan nak guna.
Jadi I guna internet dengan telefon bimbit I.
Babi punya.. tak dpt cari itu nama breed anjing yg ada muka musang.
Comel sgt la.
Aigooo yah.... skarang perut I sangat tak bagus la.. macam nak muntah.
Tak bagus.. Tak bagus.. i nak pergi mati la..

MATI SKARANG JUGA! X.X

Just now.

2010-03-02T16:40:00.001+08:00

Kinda layered my bangs just now. Feel so much better now..

I am emo kid.

2010-02-28T19:27:00.002+08:00

I am emokid. I love emo so much. I don't have friends. I am so foolish. I am so emo. And I love to live with the emo word.

... Emo.

:(

You and I

2010-02-26T21:17:00.002+08:00

Maybe. I shall tell you what I think.
If I tell you, maybe, everything between us will change.
And I hope I won't regret.
But, you don't really know me.
I guess I'll have to wait until the 100th day and tell you everything I wanna tell you now.
And there's still plenty of time until it reaches the 100th day.
I hope you know who I really am, not just looking upon what I have now.
There's still time for me to change my mind, before I change my mind I hope nothing bad will happen between us.

Maybe I am just too bored with my life
Maybe I need a change
Maybe I am too afraid that I will loose you someday
Maybe I want someone to be there for me
Maybe... I need you.

I know you will treasure the moments while you still like me (as a friend)
And even if you don't like me anymore, you will still hope that we're friends
You're afraid of the world too.
You're afraid of being lonely too.
I know that you are.
You are just an ordinary human, just like me.
You're the one who broke into my heart like nobody does.

Everyday I waited for you, hope that you'll appear in front of me.
I anticipated for the fantasy time I'll have with you.
I know it's hard for us to have an opportunity to sit down and talk.
But I hope that'll happen someday. And let it be a routine for us.
You always talk interesting, and fascinating me non-stop.
I know you mean every word you said, and I take them by heart.
Your sincerity is what I really want, not words that make me happy.
And you did say what I really need, and at the same time making me happy.

I hope you're reading this, I am letting you know you make me go crazy.
I'm letting you to enter my small uninteresting heart.
I don't mind what method you use to reach me.
No matter what I'll be standing here waiting.
Waiting for your strong hands to reach out for me.
And if you made it, I will fall for you.
I will wait for you to take us to the place we both dream of.
It'll not be a palace, it'll not be a paradise.
It's a place we can enjoy ourselves and be happy for the rest of our life.

It will be a place with a bright sun shining on the white sand.
The ocean water reflecting the white shiny diamonds.
The mountains to be our only accompaniament.
The baby blue sky to be the most beautiful thing we've ever seen.
The clouds to be the place where angels lying on top listening to our whispers.
We'll wait for a sunrise instead of a sunset because we believe in hope.
And we'll only wait for the pouring of shooting stars that'll be the key for us to access our little love world.
And the sound of the calm ocean waves to be the final touches of our journey.

There will be a never-ending for our story.
Maybe I'm thinking too much about us.
Because most probably nothing will happen between us.
And all I have dreamed of are only meant for dreaming.
I am happy even if it's just a dream.
I am satisfied.
Not with my life, but having you in my life.

(=

FOW-TOES. XD

2010-02-25T20:47:00.003+08:00

Me and Shan. >

ELIANTO!!!!! BUBBLEGUM COLOUR! (=

Joe Hisaishi. ^^

Heartbreaker.... ='(

Pink !

PINK and BLUE

I like you. (=

UP UP UP!! Update.

2010-02-25T19:51:00.002+08:00

WOOOOW ! ! !

WAIIIIIIT.

Man,,, It's been such a short week! WTH!

Today I had extra class for Chemistry.
We did an experiment, using Sodium Thiosulphate solution AGAIN.
EEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEWWWWW.
I never like that smell, especially when it kena my hand, I still can smell it eventhough I wash them with water..
It has the weeeeirdest smell ever, and I felt so uncomfortable especially when I was eating something after the experiment.
I thought I could go home at 2pm today.
But the class ended wayyyy later, so I spent some time with my Ppui and Yying.

I brought my phone for the first time to school this year, I wasn't feeling scared at all. Hahaha
So I showed my dear DIAMONDS some pictures.
The dinner pictures and... Some of MINE. HAHAHAHAH
They wow here wow there.... lol. Like it's the first time they see my photos. LOL

After I called dad to come pick me up, about 3:25 only reach home...
Then when I was just steppin outta my dad's car, I heard my Keyboard's sound.
And I was like.. OHHHH MYYYY GODDDDD !
My piano teacher was here.
She's getting more and more early to come to my house.
Then I rushed in my house and threw my bag and stuffs aside and rushed into the room where my Keyboard was placed.

I was like so blur during the lesson..
I CAN'T SEE THE NOTES CLEARLY!!!!!
WTH!!!
I kept on making mistakes on the D note and F note for the left hand... SIEN DAO!
And I only played 2 songs today. HOW SAD!
One from Spirited Away and another is Totoro.
Both composed by Joe Hisaishi and from anime-movies by Hayao Miyazaki.

BAD NEWS : I AM STILL COUGHING LIKE THERE'S NO TOMORROW.
I hope I can recover as soon as possible.
Next week's the exam.

SHIIIIIT ! ! ! !

Gi Eok (Memory)

2010-02-22T16:19:00.003+08:00

I am watching the old korean videos again.
Sigh.
They brought back my memory.
About how crazy I was just listening to DBSK's songs..
and watching their videos make me feel so much better.
I still remember the first time I saw them on TV, I was amazed.
And honestly,
I started to like them because of their dancing.
I still remember what they're doing when they're filming Balloons' MV.
I still remember everyone's cute young faces.
And counting how old they are, recognising their voices by repeating the same song for a 1000 times.
The hardest part, was recognising their faces.
And since that, I became so interested in recognising people's face.

But after some time buying their album, I found out that they can sing like there's no gap between us.
Their voices are the perfect mix, unlike SHINee or SUJU, all members in DBSK have perfect voices that can melt my heart.

I never give up on them, I always believe in them, I know they're always together.
Well, time flies..
And people do change.
I was a kid who actually forced herself to like Korean stuff, and now I find myself "planted" into the K Wave.
If I didn't like DBSK, I have no idea who will impress me.
Some Taiwan celebs I guess, but, Taiwan is so not my taste.

OKAY, stop stop stop talking about celebs. I
I feel sorry for you who read my blog,
coz it's really boring and all about celebssssssss.
Maybe I should post more photos.
Hah.

2010-02-20T22:31:00.002+08:00

Hmm... Am using sis's working laptop (?) to blog now.
hahaha
I didn't know whether I shall call it a "laptop" or a "notebook" coz I am not putting it on my lap, and I don't use it as a "notebook" LOL
Forgive me, I DON'T USE LAPTOP.
I have a cool desktop and you must be asking me why am I using a laptop when my desktop is just outside the room.
Well, I'm just lazy to on my comp, although it's on now. =.=
So now I'm in my sis room, it's been a week I've been living in her room.
And makes me like a refugee. erm? hahhaha

Wow, my sis is... watching Grey's Anatomy. (don't know how many times ady)
That's her favourite drama. And now I like to watch it with her ady. hahah

Wow...
Last night...
5s7 class dinner.
Great. sarcasm.
coz ... they all eat steamboat.
So when me and shan went upstairs with them, we couldn't stand the smell of those seafood, we were like wanna vomit ady
So we rushed downstairs.
Standing there. didn't know what to do.
After the thinking and scare-ing,
we finally decided to go ask about the steamboat got vegetarian or not.
And there is.
Thank god.
So we picked all the veggies. WOW.
But we couldn't finish them.
So Tiang came down and packed our left over veggies and went upstairs to finish them.
Then me and shan bloated ady, so we went upstairs to take photos with them.
OMG THE SMELLL.....
BEHHH TAHAN..
Then we talk talk talk and took photos.
Then it's 9pm so I went home.
LOL
DAMN SUMMARIZED LA !
SOrry ah, I'm quite lazy to tell you everything.
So...
OH we watched Percy Jackson.
THAT THAT THAT
PERCY IS SOOOOOO HOOOOTTT!!
==
LOL
ok.
Percy Jackson is hot.
I didn't know whether the real guy is hot, but Percy is just hot.
xD

Sudden Post.

2010-02-18T21:27:00.003+08:00

Wowww... there goes another week.. )=
and there goes the holiday.
Tomorrow will be the class dinner thingy,
and I think I'll eat with Shan before dinner,
coz we think that steamboat thing won't have anything for us..
But I'm still excited for tomorrow!
It's actually my first time to participate class activity.. xD
Embarrassed to say that, last year also got class gathering but I didn't go.
Coz I thought it was unnecessary. Hahahah.

Oh man..
now I'm browsing through those korean fashion..
wow my heart is so beating for it!
And sadly, we can't get any FAMILIAR clothes here.
Malaysia sucks BADLY.

Walao ah...
now I suddenly like female celebrities. xD
Such as,
Akemi (model)
SNSD
2NE1
Brown Eyed Girls
F ( x )
Park Shin Hye (You're Beautiful)
Goo Hye Sun (BOF)

Weird to hear about it from me right?
I NEVER LIKE THOSE GIRLY CELEBS.
So I liked 2NE1 in the first place coz they are soooooo YENG. hahaha

But I know Brown Eyed Girls first, but they are considered as girly before Abracadabra.
Woah.. their Abracadabra, the best female House and Electronics I've ever heard.
Damn nice, I wish I can sing to it but there's nothing to sing about.. HAHAHA

The others... like F (x), the female version of DBSK..
OK only lah.. haven't see any explosion from them, so I'm not THAT into them.

SNSD? No need talk. I don't know WHY THE HECK I am in love with them.
I just do. They are all sooo pretty and have LONG LEGS! WOWMYGOD.
I just love how they dance in Gee.. xD and Genie.
And the latest Oh!, I think the MV is CUTE!!!!!!!!!!
Don't know why like not many people like.... sien.

Park Shin Hye! OMG she's the cutest thing in the world!!!
After watching You're Beautiful, HOW CAN YOU NOT LOVE HER!?
She's the perfect girl!

Goo Hye Sun, AOW! So pretty. But I think she in BOF is like.. uhh whatever.
But after I watched her in a taiwan show 100% Entertainment, wow, she is soooooooooooooooo pretty!!!!!! 이쁘다!!!!!!!!!!!!! (means pretty in korean)

okokok I wanna stop already. Too much blogging make me go CRAZY~

TVXQ BEST SELECTION 2010

2010-02-17T22:33:00.004+08:00

TVXQ BEST SELECTION ALBUM 2010 is released today..
Sad.
Why is it a Best Selection Album instead of a new one?
Well, they have a new song, With All My Heart..
Ok only lah, like song from 10 years ago.. Japanese somemore..
How I wish they can sing Korean songs together again..
Lemme show yall some photos of this so called album.

Even though they're just black and white, I will still love it no matter what because they're my dear DBSK.

Anyways, they have new hairstyles right? why so sad? HAHA

Yucheon (Micky)'s hairstyle changed alot.. I like. =D

Jaejoong.. aiya no change wan since like the beginning of last year. LMAO.

Changmin.. awww.. my baby min, NICE HAIR!!!!!!!!!!!! XD

Yunho.. omg this more cham, never changed since like.. DEBUT!? LOOOOL

Junsu.. Never changed since 2008 Mirotic. )=

AHH WELL, I'm still satisfied AT LEAST they have new photos, otherwise, I'll die in pain. I don't wanna have an affair(s), LOL, coz I've been paying much attention to other artist,

example:

Big Bang

2NE1

SeoNyeoShiDae

Super Junior

etc etc etc.

So, to prevent me from having an affair, DBSK YOU MUST DO SOMETHING!!

Be positive, I'm always positive to DBSK.

I never believed in their "disbandments" and rumours BLABLABLA.

and. JAEJOONG YOU ARE SO NOT DATING THAT JAPANESE I TELL YOU!!

Though it's an old junk. I still can't forget.

I support Mozart Junsu, aww my cutie Junsu..

I support Changmin's new drama..

I support Yucheon's.. ? I don't know what he's been up to these days. @@

I support Yunho's.. I also duno what he's been doing.. )=

I support Jaejoong's.. uhh.. nevermind, I WANT HIM TO COME MY HOUSE! lol

And last but not least.

I SUPPORT DBSK FOREVER AND EVER AND EVER AND EVER AND ETC ETC

Iloveyou DBSK

MUAH MUAH MUAH!!!!!!!!!!

Big Bang

2010-02-17T21:51:00.004+08:00

From left : Daesung, T.O.P, Seungri, G-Dragon, Taeyang.

From left : Seungri, Daesung, T.O.P, Taeyang, G-Dragon.

Big Bang.

Leader - G-Dragon

Members -

1. Seungri

2. Daesung

3. T.O.P

4. Taeyang

The GENG group. Can't say I don't love them, and sad to say: I'm in love with them. =D

They are no.2 in my heart. You must be asking "why not no. 1?"

I'll answer you, "my no. 1 will always be my dearest DBSK"

Nowaday I've been listening to BB's Gara Gara Go!, it's in japanese. And I think this song is great!

OWH I just can't deny their songs are sooooooo nice!!!!!!!!!

List of songs of BB I will never forget:

1. Lies

2. Lollipop

3. Let me hear your voice (Japanese)

4. Gara Gara Go! (Japanese)

5. Big Hit (Daesung's solo)

6. ALL OF GD'S SONGS IN HIS SOLO ALBUM.

Honestly, I was an anti-fan to BB, and now, I'M A BIG FAN! But I'm still not a BBVIP yet. =p

And when I started to like them, I loved T.O.P SOOOO MUCH!! I didn't even know his name and I'm already in love with him already.

His voice is like.. WOW~ hahahaha extraordinary.

Then after that, I bought GD's solo album Heartbreaker.

GD's a genius!!!!! He's really gooooood in making music!! hahah and Rapping!!! omg I learn to rap Heartbreaker it's because of him!

I love him more than TOP ady... hahahaha...

TOP's eyes are... woah so yeng lah!!!!! Like very fierce. xD

Then I started to like Daesung's trot singles. SO CUTE!!!!

Then Taeyang, I didn't like him much, not until I heard him singing WEDDING DRESS.

oh my god! It's... it's..... YENG!!! LOL..

And Seungri, I like him last. not least. haha.

He's gooood in dancing! ^______^

I saw him in Star Dance Battle, wao, Love it!

SNSD "OH!" English Translation

2010-02-17T21:43:00.002+08:00

Alot of people say this song is... "not nice" "no good"
Well, I just think it's fine. (=
I like the effects of the song. haha.. and the lyrics are so cute! Well, if I sing it I would feel weird coz it keeps on saying "OPPA I LOVE YOU!"
LOL

SNSD - OH!

I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound

With the new me one more round

Dance dance dance till we run this town

Oppa oppa I'll be I'll be down down down down

Hey oppa look at me, just take a look at me

It's the first time I've spoken like this

I fixed my hair and put on make-up too

Why do you only not notice me?

Thump thump, my heart is beating

I just continue imagining

What should I do, having been so proud

I just want to tell you

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

It's embarrassing so don't laugh

It's the truth so don't make fun either

I'm just saying stupid things again

I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound

With the new me one more round

Dance dance dance till we run this town

Oppa oppa, I'll be I'll be down down down down

Oppa, just listen to me

Stop saying other things

Don't think of me just as a younger sister

You'll regret after a year

You don't know my thoughts at all

You don't realize and just joke around

What should I do, you immature person

Just listen to me

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

It's embarrassing so don't laugh

It's the truth so don't make fun either

If you do that again, I might just cry

I'm not the person you knew before, brand new sound

Something about my heart is different today

Down down, don't put it off, I just get mad

Oppa oppa, if you keep this up, no no no no

Tell me boy boy love it it it it it it it ah!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

I'm just saying stupid things again

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh!

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah!

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oh! Oppa, I love you

Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! Ah! A lot, a lot

Oh!

Eeek

2010-02-17T20:23:00.003+08:00

Back from Alor Star yesterday night.

Then today went steamboat with fam for lunch.

It's the second steamboat for this week. And there'll be the third time on Friday with classmates. LOL.

Then went to Pavilion, not much. Just walking around, felt the heavy lala-ness floating in the air.

Coz I'm lala too. LOL not really la FOR TODAY. I only wore a green top and a mini skirt and converse shoes. No lala for today.

But then, I started to become lala after I went to Elianto.

WOOHOO!

I bought two nail colours. TEEHEE.

I've been hunting for these 2 colours since the last time I tried at Elianto.

But sis didn't let me buy so... I waited until today only buy.

The colours are bubblegum hot pink and blue-green.

WEIRD HUH?

I know.
But I like ah. Dun let ah? You Choi ah? LOL.

Well these 2 colours only cost me rm10. oooooooooooooooooo

So. Yeah. xD

Then sis bought me a set of eye shadow from Elianto.

I haven't open it yet. HAHAHA.

I just agak agak know the colours.

Very... very.. calm and light colours,, erm..

Nahhh not light lah,.. let me show you.

So... Watcha think?

I'm recovering from my damn sickness ady. whee!

So now I have runny nose and bad cough.

I cough until my lungs are going drop out. And I have chest pain because I've been coughing too much..

I wonder how the heck am I going to eat with my fellow classmates. LOL

They will feel like : yerr, this RuoXin ah.. sick jor still eat with us.. she so bad wanna spread her flu to us...

LOL..

Ahhhh well. Good luck to me.

OIIIIIIIIIIIII! PANASNYA~~~~~~~~

Can't stand it anymore... so hot... so hot...

IT'S FREAKIN HOT WEI !

*faint* *die*

Gee Ballad English Version Lyrics

2010-02-13T20:57:00.003+08:00

Okay erm I've been listening to SNSD's Gee Ballad English version, and guess what, I don't even know what they're singing about, so I checked the lyrics.
AND THIS IS NOT THE TRANSLATION!
IT'S THE REAL BALLAD ENGLISH VERSION LYRICS!

Uhuh,
Listen boy,
My first love story,
My angel and my girls
My sunshine
Oh, oh let's go!

Finding just the right touch, rushin but not too much
don't be tellin my it's just a small crush
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

Oh, don't know how to take this, both my knees are shaking
you gotta get yourself together girl
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

How do I confront, how do I even start
to say the things I want, to the one I adore
Everytime he's near, these butterflies keep fluttering inside
didn't think it world be hard like this,
being caught in this eternal bliss
Pabo, I'm such a fool for falling hard

*my desire that won't fade away, no no no no no
he's one sweet flavor that I'll always crave, oh oh oh oh oh
I get so flustered when he walks my way Gee gee gee gee gee
Can't get enough, oh yeah, I'm so in love, oh yeah yeah yeah

Oh, never in my mind thought I would find the right one
capturing my heart he's got the right touch
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby

Melting from his smile, his eyes are gettin me so
hungry for the flames of love I crave for
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Gee gee gee gee baby baby baby
Only he could say, anything he wanted
to take my breathe away, and leaving me so breathless
everytime he's close, this burning feeling rise up my cheeks
never knew that it would come to this
so caught up in this eternal bliss
Pabo, so I'm a fool for falling hard

*

Like a dream in my sleep, so unreal but I know that it's there
warmer than rays of the sun, softer than caress of the wind
floating on a cloud with wings from your sweet and heavenly heart

2010-02-13T19:45:00.002+08:00

Hi.
Time to blog.
I am dying now.
Because I have been sick for the whole week, and for the whole week I tahan, today only become serious.. haih
Yesterday damn fun.
Pjk.
We play PINGTON!!! YAY!!!
PINGTON means.. Pingpong in badminton style. WAHAHA
Thanks to YY for inventing this new word.
And right after playing pington, I walked out of the sports centre I felt cold and I guessed I had fever. AGAIN.
Yeah, the whole day I was like freaking tired and wanna puke.
So I didn't eat much during recess.
I brought 2 pieces of plain bread and I only ate one. great.
And I couldn't help showing my emo face in class because I was damn unstable.
I could puke at anytime anywhere. But I tahan myself. EW.
I didn't want to puke until I dehydrated and I had nothing to puke, because I didn't eat much.

Yesterday's meal list :
Breakfast - Porridge
Recess - 1 piece of plain white bread
Lunch - Porridge
Dinner - None

See? THAT'S WHY I DON'T WANNA PUKE.

Ok . I have enough blogging time. haih.

This Is My Life.

2010-02-06T17:42:00.006+08:00

Carwash

2010-02-06T17:18:00.002+08:00

Okay.
Yesterday I was too tired to blog.
so now I'm going to tell you what's going on yesterday.
5s7 had a wonderful carwash time!
LOL. I feel that the carwash thing was so grand coz it involved the whole class. (=
I like huge groups. Just like my Diamonds. <3

Well, my group, only 3 people to wash 3 cars. coz Ah Oh and Ah Voon wasn't free.
So we started like kelam kabut.. and I only know THAT CAR IS SO SCRATCHED. ( not us who did it )
we had no hose so we were like idiots carrying buckets of water around.
And it caused my back so painful today. =(

blablabla all the carwash thing and after that..
IT RAINED.
WTH.

Why ah? Why it rained right after we finished our last car!? =.=!!
Somemore my hand is cut by that bucket and my leg got bruise,
FOR WHAT!? lol!

sheeesh.

Oh and long time didn't get wet in the rain le.
It feels so good but kinda cold yesterday.
I remember when I last got soaked in rain was Form 2..
Coz morning session life no rain at noon de la..
and I can't get myself wet before class, so... yeah.
Too bad yesterday wasn't that convenient to get wet la coz of something.. hehe. LOL
Or else it would be better.

Haih too much to talk about but I am so lazy now. Can I skip to the conclusion?
lol.

I am still satisfied although it rained.
Because it's for charity.
(=

Gonna call it a "No Title"

2010-02-03T16:09:00.004+08:00

Yea, no title for today.
I don't have mood to think of any.
School sucks nowaday. YES I MEAN SUCKS.
The upcoming projects and presentations are driving me CRAZY!
I am so dead because I have a BM oral test to Pass, my group did half way and that teacher stopped us because our content is inappropriate.
WADAHELL
and we need to re-redo.. Like redo for the SECOND time? Sheesh.
The stupid test tomorrow and I have a bunch of paragraphs to memorize. BORING.
Shit la, I really really really seriously so darn serious hate ORAL TEST.
IT'S LIKE COMMITING A SUICIDE.
I wonder why Chinese doesn't have an oral test.
It's just so unfair!
Unlike last year, that Puan Ellen was more "friendly" to us and just give us marks.
THIS YEAR?
!@#%$#%#$^&^&*%^&%PUANCHIA@$@#%&#$%!@#$!#%$$#%
ARRRRGGGHHGHGHGHGH!!!!!!!!!
SO GERAM!
Haih,
Come on la time, pass faster for just these few days..
I'm really tired of facing that woman's old face.

AAAAAARRRRRGGHGHGHHGHGHGHHGHGH!
I CAN'T STAND IT ANYMORE! ! ! ! !

Tomorrow will be a better day.

2010-02-01T21:17:00.005+08:00

Dayyyuummmm!
I AM STRESSSSSSSSSEDDDDDD!
You may not "see" that I am, but deep inside my heart, I just feel like dying Again and Again.

Again and again - 2PM

I haven't been saying these emo things for a long time already.

Quote G-DRAGON :

"Even if I close my eyes I can't hear your breathing anymore"

-Breathe

Breathe - G-Dragon

Sad isn't it?

Well all I have to tell myself is I DON'T CARE!

I Don't Care - 2NE1

And nowaday I feel like... DISTURBED.

Physically and Mentally.

Horizontally and Vertically.

My mind kept on Replaying the words you said to me.

And my heart pounded everytime I think of it.

Replay - SHINee

My heart is Ringing Ding Dong and I can't calm down.

Is it because of you?

If I can't afford to go, will you be okay?

If I think you don't mean it when you invite me, will you be angry?

If I won't go with you, will you accept my Sorry?

Sorry Sorry - Super Junior

WHATEVER I also don't want to think about it already.

Having a weird headache now,

I think that's why I'm so emo.

And OH! I still have tonnes of homework to care. )=

OH! - SeoNyeoShiDae ( SNSD )

I dreamt about ShinKi last night.

It's about being there for them watching them singing alltogether as one.

It was a beautiful dream, even though it lasted for 5 minutes.

BreakOut - TVXQ

I won't forget the Butterfly I saw today.

It was yellow and cute.

It flew over hundreds of people's heads and most of them didn't realise it was there.

Butterfly - G-Dragon

Today is going to end in less than 2 hours.

My mind is filled with questions I don't want to even think about.

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Let's press Reset when the clock stikes 12.00am.

RESET - Super Junior

Where's my Valentine?

2010-01-31T13:22:00.003+08:00

Chinese New Year in 14 days time.
It means Valentine's close too!
Ah well, there goes another Valentine's.

Ok I announce here, I'm free on 14th Feb !
Lmao so perasan for WHAT la, I already know no one will ask me out on that day de la.

Haih stop for now la, later only update again. (If I want.)

Someday Some Mid Valley Time.

2010-01-30T20:54:00.004+08:00

The shirt says : 'Don't wear to Impress, Wear to Express'

Mirror + Phone

My new fringe exposed! lol..

HI! xD

Love

Sis and her new iPhone. >(

Me and the Ice Lemon Tea.

Thin version of sis. HAHAHA.

Healthy version of cousin. =D

I think the expression is cute but she said she looked like she seducing someone. LMAO

My new fringe. I cut myself wan. Nice leh? lol!

O M G !

2010-01-30T20:17:00.003+08:00

OMG!
My right arm de muscle suddenly so big! =.=
My cousin sees me once in a week, she asked why my muscle so big ady. haha.
I'm a bit worried now. Training the rifle for one day only then the muscle grew back ady. xD
Well I meant "grew back" coz last time I went for wushu, my arm muscle was big, then after I quit wushu, the muscle became fat. LOL
Then I still have a long way to go for the rifle, so it means that my RIGHT arm muscle will grow much bigger. @@

OH OH today my sis and I bought concealer and a 2-way-kit. YAY!
I finally can see myself without dark eye circles!!
AND I can finally feel the smoothness of da skin!

lol.

I kept on looking at my "hole" on my hand.. ><
it's recovering already, but when I touch it I can feel like there's a hole there..
And the skin there is very hard.. means that when it's fully recovered, it'll be hard too.==
I have to remind myself to put on hand lotion la.

Ah. Peaceful Saturday night.
Listening to Joe Hisaishi's.
Appreciating his music so much.
His music, is REAL music.
Without him doing music for Hayao Miyazaki, I will just feel it's much different, like.. the movie will become a bit dull without his composings..
I think Hisaishi and Miyazaki are the best partners in the world.
No one can be compared to them. =D

Oh I name myself ROXN HISAISHI 久石昕. lol.
And Huishan is SHAN MIYAZAKI 宫崎珊. lol.
I give myself the Hisaishi because Huishan is more "drawy" than I am.
And I am more "music-y" than Huishan. LOOOL

I have a lot of "names".
Kim Jae Heun.
Dae Ya Heun.
Kim Ji Hye.
Roxn Kim.
Natasha.
Roxanne.
O Li Du. (means cirit-birit. =.= thanks to my "gorgeous" Diamonds)
Roxn Hisaishi/ 久石昕.
Mei mei. (everyone in the family of my mom's side calls me that)
Miu (only my sis calls me that)

and the latest one,
Small Girl. (only he calls me that)

and of course my very original
TAI RUO XIN / 戴若昕
ew. I just don't like my chinese name. Don't ask why.

wow. today is another long post. haih. another day passed so quickly..

Something something

2010-01-29T21:43:00.003+08:00

I've been so tired lately.
Joined Colour Guard and I promise I won't quit easily. xD
Somemore I like it very much!!
Even though it made a patch of my epidermis gone. )=
It is still painful, and next Tuesday will be the next training already.
My right arm is still sore, like .. PAIN OH MAI GOT. lol.
Because I was training to spin the fake wooden HEAVY rifle.
I thought we're going to learn some skills with the flags, haha.
But nevermind lah, rifle more yeng mah. LOL.

Our leader is Kangshyan. (=
Well, old classmate is always better than some strangers. ^^
At first I was afraid to flip the rifle, because it was so heavy and I was worried.
Then ok lah, never try never know ma.
IT'S SO COOL! lol.
But after practising for like throwing it for 20 times my right arm started to feel the pain.
Then Kangshyan taught us another skill.
It's SPIN the rifle. hahaha I didn't dare to do it.
But at last I managed to spin for ALMOST 10 rounds.
Because was forced by leader : No 8 rounds then can't go home.
And he knew my thumb was like cacat-ed already he let me do 5 rounds then enough la. HAHAHA

I am satisfied with colourguard. (=
But now my whole body like being tortured. lmao.
My right hand has 2 injuries.
My right arm is.. PAIN.
My right arm muscle is SWOLLEN.
My right palm don't know why got bruise (maybe is the rifle la)
My left neck is some how sprained. And I can't turn my head to the left..
My legs have just recovered from the high-heels problem..
And I AM SO TIRED.

x x x x x x x x x x x x x x

Nowaday I chat with him and I think I found a buddy. (=
Well.. I don't know lah. haha.
(If YOU are reading this, you should be proud because I wrote about you. LOL)
Ok la can't write too much about you or else people will start questioning me. @@

After School.

2010-01-29T21:10:00.002+08:00

My favourita! ^----^

Long time didn't take mirror photos. Haha..

My last moment for this fringe. =D

旋律

2010-01-28T21:40:00.001+08:00

我听见你了，

亲爱的，

我向你保证，

在我心中，

没有一刻会让你消失。

你是我的生命，

我的灵魂，

我的太阳。

每当你在我心里舞动着，

我会无比快乐，

无比欣慰，

无比满足。

我只听得见你，

可是不曾与你相见。

有你在，我的心才能继续跳动。

有你在，我的笑容不曾淡下来。

有你在，我的呼吸不再紧促。

有你在，我的眼瞳只反映着快乐。

是你令我觉得生活真有意义。

在我心里叮当叮当响着的，

不是吵杂的铃声，

而是你在我心里轻轻的跳起芭蕾来。

你的每一步，每一个跳跃，每一次旋转，

都让我一回比一回更珍惜你、更爱你。

心中的战鼓想起，

是你在里头指挥着。

激励我吧！挑战我吧！安抚我吧！

我这不平静的心灵终于让你顺抚了。

终于被你感染了。

终于被你占领了。

我的眼里只有胜战。

依靠你取得更多的光彩。

心中的悲鸣号起，

是你在里头挣扎着。

燃烧吧！激昂吧！挥舞吧！

我这灰暗的心灵终于重见光日。

终于被你唤醒了。

终于被你打败了。

我的眼里只有希望的路口。

依靠你就像走在绿洲上。

认识你之后，

夜空上的娥眉月永远是微笑着的，

星星的闪烁不再是燃烧着的眼睛，

而是充满了温柔，缓缓地眨着眸子，

哄孩子们入睡。

好平静啊！

虫子的鸣叫声都能听得一清二楚，

让我不知不觉踏入了梦境。

是你让我看见世上的和平。

是你让我听见未来在呼唤我。

我无法想象，

若失去了你，

我将会有多么大的损失。

你放心，我会一直守护着你的。

我亲爱的旋律。

灯塔前的约定 PART III

2010-01-28T20:41:00.001+08:00

在中离开后，我的生活缺少了重要的一部分，可是我不能因为这样而变得脆弱。我必须借此机会来磨练自己，让自己变得更坚强。所以我努力完成我的《灯塔计划》，在等待在中的期间把自己的生活过得更充实。。而在中事实上并不是回家乡，他只是到医院去进行镭射手术及视力复原的疗程。一天一天过去了，我学会了坚强和更加能忍耐。没有与在中联系的日子里，我非常想念他。。一眨眼就已经过了两个星期，在中在这段日子里到底做了什么呢？会想念我吗？会忙碌吗？我一点头绪也没有。。。

终于有一天，一个陌生的电话号码拨来了。“喂？是小萱吗？我是在中。”我听了之后，心跳忽快忽慢的，难掩兴奋之情，但不知为何，已经学会坚强的我掉下了久违的泪水。通话时间虽然短促，可是我们终于可以相见了。两个星期不见的在中变成什么样子了呢？好期待见面的那一刻，而且见面的地点是我们的老地方。。电话的另一端，是手术失败的在中。虽然失败了，但是至少还能帮助延迟病情。那短短的两个星期内，在中也下定了决心，把剩下能展望世界的日子好好过下去，别自暴自弃，也别让自己的下半生后悔。也许这段将要结束的日子是给予在中的一种考验，让他更懂得珍惜眼前的人、事与物。。。

我们相见的那一天终于来临了，我看见了在中遗失已久的笑容，心头大事也能扔到大海去了。他牵着我的手，在沙滩上慢步，他心事重重的样子难免会露出来，所以我鼓起勇气问了他。“说吧！我现在很坚强了！有啥心事最好给我全都说出来！”在中沉默了一会儿，泪水又不听话了，他终于把隐藏已久的事实告诉我。“如果。。我有一天会盲掉，你。。应该不要紧吧？”在中的声音颤抖着。我的心情仿佛从浮云跌落谷底了。。我也不敢相信自己的耳朵是那么的无情，让自己听到了意料之外的伤心事。。 “怎。。怎么会？别开玩笑啦！”嘴硬的我心里却好不是滋味儿。。“不信我吗？是要等到我盲掉的那一天才愿意相信吗？”在中已经泪流满面了，他以之别过头去，不想让我看见他那害怕又悲哀的样子。我沉默了。

我们坐在沙上不说话也有好一会儿了，各自的心里不停的安慰自己，没事了，没事的。。 “我相信了。”我终于肯开口了。“小萱。。我好害怕。。我真的好害怕。。我真的无法想像一片黑暗的世界会是怎样的。。你可以答应我吗？答应我，要时时刻刻留在我身边。。好吗？” “一定。你放心，我一定会。” “谢谢你，小萱。你是让我最担心，也是让我最信任的人了。。”到了晚上，那个老灯塔的灯亮了，照亮了海上行船的掌舵想前往的方向，也照亮了周围漆黑的世界。

在中心想：“真叫人心烦啊！真的不晓得哪一个早晨睁开眼却啥都看不见。。明天吗？后天吗？还是一个月后？唉。。还是趁还看得到世界的时候赶快到处去看看吧。。”那一阵子，我们到许多漂亮的地方去，其中一处是传说中有如世外桃源的“秘密花园”，真的好漂亮！好像身置天堂里，世界上最漂亮的一幕让在中看见了，再也没有遗憾了。我们把去过的地方全都画起来了。扩大的草原、震撼人心的城市，甚至是躺在老灯塔旁望着蓝天白云，像那样的平静也能让人心动。

忽然有一天，在中的主诊医生拨电话给他。“在中先生，如果你愿意，还有一个办法可以让你的视力恢复。。” “真的吗？” “是的，那个方法就是换掉眼角膜。” “那。。什么时候才有得动手术？” “这个。。这个就要看情况了。”在中并没有觉得失望，他已经觉得就算无法恢复视了也无所谓了，因为他已经习惯了模糊的世界。。医生告诉他必须要等到有人愿意捐出眼角膜才能动手术。在中也这样告诉我，只是他说等一等也无妨，但若等太久就无所谓了。我听了，心里矛盾着。。在中的眼睛比我得更重要，就算把我自己牺牲了，我也应该不会后悔。

“在中，你不必再等了。。我可以把我的眼角膜捐给你。。” “什么！？你疯了？我等待的是那些去世的人的家属院不愿意把死者的眼角膜捐给我，我可不要一个活生生的人把自己身上最重要的工具捐给我！” “难道，你不想继续看着这漂亮的世界吗？你的前途不重要吗？” “漂亮的世界看过一次记在心里就好了，你知不知道自己在说什么？我的前途重要，难道你的就不重要吗？老天爷是公平的，既然他要我走这段路，我就应该无论如何都要走下去。”我已经无话好说了。。眼泪灌水似的掉下，我紧紧把在中抱着。。 “我不想眼睁睁看着你变成一个瞎子！你知道吗？我有多不忍心！。。”在中轻轻拍着我的头，似乎是在安慰我。。

被在中安慰的感觉真奇怪，将要变成瞎子的是他而不是我，怎么换成让他来安慰我了？被安慰的人应该是他。。“好了，别哭了，我们来找个地方画吧！别浪费时间了！”在中笑说着。。我擦干泪水，觉得这世上怎么可能有这么乐观的人啊！？当天画画的全程，在中都是闭上眼睛画的。“你。。闭上眼睛也能画得出画！？太神奇了！”我眼睛睁得好大，瞪着他那幅画，谁都不会相信那是他闭上眼睛画的。我还觉得这幅画比他之前的画更好了呢！“我在家有练习啊！万一我瞎了却不会画了那该怎么办？你也试一试吧！练习多了会有惊喜的！”我感到很惊讶，闭着眼睛写字都不可能了，还用说画画？！

我回到家练习闭上眼画，一开始真的好吃力，但练多了也至少像一幅画了。。渐渐的，我闭上双眼绘出的画比平常的还要好。。。我最终能够解答自己的疑问了。到底要怎么画才能更完美？答案很简单，就只用心画。心里想到的比眼睛看到的还要清楚、好要深刻。难怪在中说过漂亮的世界看过一次就好了，根本不需要多看几眼。。

过了几个星期的一个早晨，在中拨电话来。“小萱，你到我家来，我看不见了。”我听了之后，电话掉在地上，我呆了。一直因为这天的来临而每天都在担心、惶恐。。可是这一天始终会到来，是来迎接在中新生活的开始，是来告诉大家别放弃梦想。。到了在中的家，看见他坐在客厅的沙发上，看见他的脸上挂着一丝笑容。“小萱？你来了？可以到老灯塔那里去吗？”我站在那儿，一直提醒自己，在中看不见了，我一定要守候在他身旁，不可以抛弃他。。到了海边，就坐在灯塔前，看着满天飞的海鸥，听着舒服的海浪声。。“我还记得，当我看见最后一线光的那一刹那，是最模糊，但也是最漂亮的，因为在我眼前的，就是你。。。”在中说了这句话之后，我很想哭，可是是感动的，却不是伤心的。

“你可以跟我做个约定吗？”在中突然问起。。“我想。。举办一场画展。你觉得怎么样？”我很佩服在中不容易放弃理想的精神。。“画展吗？很棒啊！好，你要我怎么帮你？” “只要陪在我身边就好了。” “放心吧！我不会离开你的！”那天晚上，那座老灯塔的灯没有亮了，这意味着什么呢？也许也是因为在中吧。。

每一天我都陪在他身边，看着他认真地把心中所有愉快、悲哀、漂亮的事物画出来。在那一叠叠的纸之中，有不少是拥有我的脸孔的画像。。也有我们一起去过的草原、城市、花园和最漂亮的天空。。他画得最多张的，是我们的老朋友-----老灯塔。“在中啊，我帮你涂上颜色好吗？” “不要。” “为什么？我好闷哦。。原来你和我的约定是让我在你身边发霉哦？” “不是啦，你再忍耐吧！” “到底要画多少张才够？” “画到你满意为止！” “什么！？那一直以来我都没说过我满意，所以你就一直画下去吗？” “不然呢？呵呵。。”我俩笑起来了。

画展举办得成功，在中总算了了一个心愿。在中现在已经是世界上闻名的“盲画家”了，大家都认为他是个奇迹，而我认为他是我生命中的灯塔，照亮了我的人生、我的灵魂。。他是我的老师、我的御用画家、我的偶像、我的榜样、我的爱人、我的。。传奇人物。

“老天爷，我听见你的答复了。”

用心做事，就算是平凡，也能变成奇迹的。

我相信。

灯塔前的约定 PART II

2010-01-28T20:35:00.002+08:00

“在中，灯塔该怎么画？” “哦？怎么画起灯塔来了？” “呃。。是我的工作，需要设计灯塔。。” “嗯好，这个周末我来教你，别担心，灯塔不会难画的！” “在中，真的非常谢谢你！” “呵，没什么啦！”

到了周末，在中驾车到我家来，说是要带我到一个地方去。。 “去哪？” “有带画具吗？” “有啊。。怎么了？” “有带就好。” 那么神秘干啥？今天不是要学画灯塔么？过了一个小时左右，在中把车停下了。“到了。” “这里是。。” “海边啊！海边不是有灯塔么？” “啊！原来是这样！” 就这样，我们的“灯塔课程”就进行了一整天，而且持续了几个星期，我的灯塔也至少有了进展。

“什么？会。。。会盲掉吗？”在中的声音颤抖着，眼眶里泪水打滚着，眼前坐着一位眼科医生。“很抱歉，是天生的，医学只能帮助延迟你的病情。” “那。。能延迟多久？” “最多只有半年。。”在中禁不住泪水的放肆，一颗接一颗的滑落脸颊，再从下巴滴到手上。。泪水的咸味已经尝不到了，只有心头的苦涩却尝得一清二楚。慢步离开医院的在中，心中涌着无法形容的心情，掺杂了悲愤、失望、遗憾，令在中顿时无法接受现实，也让他苦在心头口难开。。。现在的在中，视力渐渐减退了，近视变得好严重，即使用镭射也大有可能会医不好。。

他心想：“老天爷，你到底想怎样？我的人生还没进入高潮，你就打算把我毁掉吗？绘画是我的生活，眼睛盲了，你叫我怎么画下去啊！？”在中蹲在路旁痛哭、呐喊。。老天爷好似听见他心中的哭诉，下起了滂沱大雨，渐渐淹没了在中脆弱的心灵。。老天爷其实通过雨水给了在中答复，只是在中思想极度混乱，还差一点儿就萌起了往生的念头了。。他什么都听不见，什么都看不着，一直把自己埋没在黑暗的世界里，缓缓地沉到谷底。。。

在马路旁蹲了许久，已经到黎明了，马路上的水迹也已经干透了。在中想站起来的时候，双腿已经僵硬，下一秒他以跌坐在地上。脑袋一片空白的在中，像醉汉似的，摇摇摆摆的走回家。他躺在床上，啥都不再去想了，闭上双眼就这样昏睡下去了。。

快要一个星期没有看到在中了，电话也不接，家里也没人。我担心得哭了，怎么办？我的心里只会问“怎么办？”，我快疯了，这到底是怎么一回事？我在他家门前枯等了三天，手机也被我用得没电了，饭也没胃口吃，水也喝光了。。突然眼前一亮，朝我走过来的那个人

。。是在中吗？是。。是他吗？双眼被泪水遮挡了视线，直到他走到我的面前，我的心脏仿佛停止了。是在中。我顿时晕倒了，虽然很想把眼睛睁得最大，看清楚在中的模样，可惜我的身体已经支撑不住了，只能感觉到一双熟悉的手牢牢的捉住了我。。。

当我睁开眼睛的那一刹那，阳光终于照进了我的心里。眼前不再是空荡荡的房间，不再是发黄的天花板，而是我日日夜夜所期待能见面的在中。。 “我替你请了假，走吧！我们离开这里！” “什么？离开？” “把你的画具带齐，就快出发啰！”在中把我抱起，催促我把画具收拾好。。在中虽然脸上挂着灿烂无比的笑容，可是心里却挤满了心事，不晓得该让哪一件先说出口。。我们坐上车后，我忍不住开口了：“为什么不接我的电话？” “电话弄丢了，还没去买个新的。。” “那为什么不在家？” “呃。。家里有急事，所以回家乡去了。。”在中撒谎已经到了他的极限，再也说不下去了。。

这次的出游地点一点儿也不惊喜，因为是我们常去的老灯塔。。。老地方。我们坐在细软的白沙上，开始练习画起灯塔来了。正当要把颜色彩上的时候，我看了看在中的画。咦！？怎么这幅画和他以前的画有着天壤之别呢？颜色也上得不怎么好了。。“你。。你没事吧？”我惊讶的问。“什么事？当然没事啊！呵呵怎么了？” “呃。。没有。。只是觉得。。你的画。。退步了。。” “有吗？”我也不敢再问下去了，相信是我的视力有问题才对吧！在中又怎么可能会退步呢？

其实，在中的心里难过极了！他知道现在的画是有退无进了，也只有强忍耐下去的方法。。而他的眼睛一天比一天累，其实只会加重他的病情。他很想把所有的心事说出来，可是每一回都打消念头。他心想：“怎么能说出来呢？如果我说了出来，那你岂不是崩溃么？”于是，在中想尽办法，为了在就算变盲之后，也能像以前那样以画为生。他每天都找个安静的地方，闭上双眼，让心也静下来，再拿起画笔，一笔一划地把心中所想的事物构在纸上。当他完成那幅画的时候，睁开眼一看，是我。在中所画的人是我。。他的泪水又不由自主地在眼眶里打转，多希望纸上的画不是我，他又想：“你难过的时候哭起来，我只能听见你的哭声，却看不着你的眼泪，也不能帮你擦干泪水。。如果你更坚强的话，也许我还能放心一些。。”

在中下定了决心要进行镭射治疗，就算只有一线希望他也不会放弃。虽然治愈的机会不大，可是在中愿意尝试。所以，在中瞒着我说他将要回家乡一阵子，叫我不要担心，要耐心的等他回来，他要我不管发生什么事都一定要忍耐。我听了他的那番话，反而害怕起来了，好像会有什么不祥的事情会发生似的。可是我也没说什么，在中要离开一定是有原因的。最近都看见在中的眼睛红肿，怎么了？我好想知道到底在中发生了什么事，有心事吗？还是与家人有什么问题？我看着心事重重的在中，什么也说不出口了。。每当想开口，就不晓得该说些什么了，我的喉咙仿佛被无数的疑问堵住了，顿时变成了哑子。。。

灯塔前的约定 Part I

2010-01-28T20:32:00.002+08:00

传奇人物, 大家都听多了, 可是大家可有遇过呢?

“老师, 这里该怎么涂啊?” 绘画班里的学生中, 我的年纪最大, 可是和金在中的年纪差不多. 我们都是刚大学毕业出来的人, 怎么会有这么大的落差呢?? 噢不, 金老师已经是硕士班的毕业生, 而我才是区区一个学士班的毕业生。

“不需要叫我老师，我和你的年纪差不多，叫我在中好了。来，让我看看，这里的颜色需要涂厚一些，而且水也别放太多。” “哦。。。原来可以这样涂。。。我很差，对吧？” “世界上没有差的人，只有懒惰的人。” “那。。。我要加油咯！” 我相信，我一定会把画学好的。也许是命中注定吧！等我到了二十几岁才开始对绘画产生兴趣。。跟在中学画已经一年有余，他不只是我的老师，而且是我的偶像！年纪轻轻已经有了一手建立的公司，况且还是第二间了。。真的非常了不起啊！

“你为什么会对绘画产生兴趣呢？”我和在中在公园画风景，我好奇，所以这样开口问了。 “因为父亲在我刚学会写字的时候教我画画，所以渐渐产生兴趣了。。” “哇！那你父亲一定是个很了不起的人了！” 我一笔笔地把左边那棵花绘出来。 “是啊。。他曾经是一名超有名的画家的徒弟，后来自己开了间画馆，大家都闻名而来向他拜师呢！” 他说完，我才刚画好那棵花，我停了一会，望着身边的在中，觉得自己特别幸运能向在中学画。。

我爱上了绘画，因为每当提笔的时候，都会特别注意每一样东西的细节。看清了细节，才发觉那样东西的构造是多么的美妙啊！每一回我都在想：“到底该怎样画才能完美呢？” 这个问题我自问了千万次，始终找不到答案。有一回，在中在课室里让大家靠想象力自由发挥。我看着面前忙着上色的在中，毫无犹豫地把他那认真却有用有几分可爱的模样一笔一划刻在纸上。他看了之后，只说了：“不错，但你离题了。。呵呵~” 我一脸错愣，真希望大家的目光别投在我身上。。。自从那

天之后，只要有自由发挥的时候，在中都会笑说：“别又画我哦！” 真丢脸。虽然如此，每当我在绘画的当儿，都老是禁不住不停地望着在中。

在家里，我每一天都在练习画着在中的模样，每一堂课望在中望个五十次都足以把他的样子清清楚楚地刻在脑海中。画了十张，才发觉在中独特的脸型；画了二十张，才发觉在中的嘴唇有多难画；画了五十张，才发觉在中原来是个大帅哥。。。终于画到了一百张，我决定把第一百张送给画中的主人。他说：“比起第一张，的确进步了好多！出乎意料外呢！在家有练习吧？” 我望着他，想了好久，才晓得该怎么回答这道问题。“第一百张了。。。” “什么！？你开玩笑的对吧？怎么可能画同一个人却画了一百张？除非你喜欢我咯！” “我不是开玩笑的！也许你说中了，我喜欢你了。” 在中顿时变得沉默，才慢慢的开口：“真的吗？” 我觉得非常尴尬，所以只是点点头。。

他忽然把我抱住，说：“太好了！没想到你会比我早说出口！” “嗯？” 我也不是该说什么。。从那刻起，在中就是我的御用画家了。别的情侣都使用相机留下甜美的回忆，只有我和在中最特别了，我们的回忆是由一笔一划构成的。。别的情侣吵架是因为性格不对、误会；而我和在中吵的，则是该彩上什么颜色、该用什么方法才能画得最好看。。别的情侣都到戏院去观赏浪漫电影；而我和在中最爱到画展去欣赏各式各样的画。

有一天，在中说：“走！我们去游乐园！” “为什么？今天晚上不是还要去演奏会吗？ ” “这样下去别人会看不出我们是情侣的！难道你不想尝尝新鲜感吗？” “新鲜感也好！好吧，今天我就破例了哦！” 我放下手中的画笔，穿上漂亮的衣服，充满着期待的心情像其他的情侣一样，到游乐园去谈恋爱！当天，我们过得非常愉快，晚上还赶得及去观赏演奏会呢！可是回到家后，我累得连澡也没洗就睡在沙发上了。

“铃。。。铃。。。”我被电话铃声吵醒了。到底是谁那么早就来电啊！？ “哈。。哈啰。。”我连接个电话都还在打哈欠，不知道是睡太多，还是不够睡。。 “喂，闵小姐，这是秀满艺术。。。” “啊！！不好意思！对不起我现在就来！” 突然想起今天是我工作的第一天，我这个笨蛋！怎么连这种大日子也能忘掉！？我赶快梳洗去，匆匆忙忙的到公司去。幸好到了公司还不算太迟，不然第一天上班就要被老板解雇了！第一天的工作还不算开始，只是老板吩咐我开始策划一项《灯塔计划》，要我把同一个灯塔设计成各种各样的效果，回到家后我马上拨电给在中。

2010-01-25T20:08:00.001+08:00

Chinese New Year is around the corner.

Wish everyone GONG XI FA CAI.

(although I don't like CNY)

Thanks tiang for this angpao!!!!!!

2010-01-25T19:52:00.002+08:00

MUSIC = LIFE

Music is my life.

This is the colour of my life.

I would like to play it when everything is okay

I would like to fast forward when things go wrong

I would like to record it when there's something for me to remember

When it's going on too fast, I would like to pause it

When it's going off too far, I would like to stop it

When it's going through a hard time, I would like to rewind it

If I really can't take it anymore. Let's call it Off.

Hurt.

2010-01-25T19:49:00.002+08:00

See the little red spot on my middle finger knuckle?

It's a wound/bruise from my boxing..

and it's gone through the second-time-skin-fell-off

OUCH

POKAI

2010-01-23T18:10:00.002+08:00

Today after school I went to Mid Valley with Yy Ina and Chae to buy birthday presents. Not so convenient to say what we bought la, lol, coz haven't reached their birthdays. (=
But I damn tired loh.
Coz today is a very tiring school day..
We seldom go out when it's a very tense schooling day and heavy bags day..
Then today we were so tired because of the heavy bags we carried along..
Then tell you la, the total money spent for the presents are..

RM 113

OMG I POKAI LIAO

But got share money la. BUT I PAY FIRST LE. lol. But thank god the people are willing to share. haha.

Then I bought a pair of Skinny Jeans. FINALLY OH MY GOD.
I've been searching for so long because I couldn't find my size ( short legs and big butt ) LOL.
I love HARAJUKU.
Ok next time when I need clothes I'll just go there. HAHA.

Ok la, I have to start to type my novel ady. haih. such a long novel I wrote.
x(

Oh Em Gee

2010-01-21T17:38:00.001+08:00

Finally I've finished my 5000 word chinese novel.

Tired.

D' Blaq

2010-01-17T20:15:00.002+08:00

Quote of the day

2010-01-17T12:41:00.001+08:00

Doing homework is a matter.
Finishing the homework is another matter.

x(

2010-01-16T23:40:00.000+08:00

Today bought a pair of black 5 inched high heels. Feel so tall suddenly. HAHAHAHA

2010-01-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

Am so confused.
I wish I have nothing to do with school.
Don't know which to choose.
Don't know .. .. ..
Don't know......

Just a Stupid Update

2010-01-14T22:10:00.002+08:00

Blogging with handphone for an emergency update!

Shut up dog.
You're seriously disturbing me from writing my first (and maybe last ) novel of the year.
New novel in progress,
got stressed because I made s7 proud last year and I.m gonna make them all proud again this year!
Well maybe not, kinda worried and feel that I can't make it this year.
Coz I only got 佳作奖 Which is a small prize. HAHAHAHA
BUT at least I showed something that I can... Lol..
Ok la. Have to continue writing like there's no tomorrow.
But there also has to be tomorrow because tomorrow still has school and tuition. =_=

Dielikeshit II

2010-01-09T21:27:00.002+08:00

I dying like shit man...

Really dying like shit...

Don't know why I want to die like shit...

But I really feel to die like shit...

Coz I don't mind to die like shit...

Not that I love to die like shit...

But I wish to die like shit...

And I want to die like shit...

Not like anyone who really die like shit...

But me dying like shit...

And continue to die like shit...

Ending to die like shit...

But start all over again to die like shit...

And then finally stop dying like shit...

Coz I really getting bored of dying like shit...

SIEN DAO

FUCK YOU BITCH

2010-01-08T23:20:00.000+08:00

Dielikeshit

2010-01-07T21:52:00.002+08:00

I blog now coz I tired like shit.
I say I am very goodgirl today, because I did homework for 3~4hours straight.
And I almost skipped my dinner. (am I STILL a goodgirl for skipping my meal?)
Why did I do my homework?????
For you, you must be thinking that I'm outta my mind.
well..
I AM. hah. so now you can see how tired I am coz I have no idea what I'm talking about.

Tell you la, you will not even believe.
I like to read Tablo's twitter. HAHAHAA..
Coz he has 90% of his tweet in english so that most people on twitter can understand.
He is so cute with his wifey.. haha..
I like that family.
They're so cute!
and he's gonna be a dad so soon!
Wish him having happy daddy days !

^______^

I once hoped that I could join Hospital Bahagia ( a hospital full of insane people )

But now compare with that la,

I hope I'm at hell now.

Seriously man, that time what nonsence la me,

all the day saying very bored and emo.

FOR NOW WHAT THE SHIT IS BORED AND EMO.

There's no time for me to bored like shit

There's no time for me to emo like shit

BUT THERE'S TIME FOR ME DIE LIKE SHIT

DIE LIKE SHIT

Fillet-ed post.

2010-01-05T23:00:00.002+08:00

This is a post before I sleep.
Today me and oppa "cooked" the dinner.
Actually is.. we TRIED to cook but ended up burning the fillet into a .. heavy-carcinogenic food.
It smelled awful for us. lol. But it's covered of bread crumps so it'll burn like hell and turned into hell, too.
Then mom came back just on time, she came in and said "WHAT SMELLS SO GOOD!?"
I thought it was a sarcasm. lol.
She said it was not.
And it smelled like barbeque-ing something. LOL.
Then she saw WHAT actually we were doing, and laughed..
I was in fear because the wok and the poor small fillet were "spraying" white fumes.
I stood beside oppa I could barely see the fillet in it . . .HAHAHA
then immediately I smell it's like BURNING but not BURNT! lol

why?
1. Because the wok was WAYYYY TOO HOT.
2. Too less oil was used.
3. The fire was too big.

It shouldn't be frying BUT it should be DEEP-FRIED. like um, goreng? LOL
like pisang goreng but not mee goreng?
that type of goreng ah, get it?

Heh heh, the moral of the story is . . . . . .

DON'T FRY FILLET !

* haha ashamed ! *

I love you, DBSK

2010-01-04T21:14:00.003+08:00

I hope that they will still stay as 5 in 1.

My dearest DongBangShinKi. .

Sad Post.

2010-01-04T20:31:00.002+08:00

Just now had a date with my keyboard for an hour.
Felt gloomy. I can only use gloomy coz that's the only word I know for now.
A dog in my neighbourhood keeps on howling and howling and howling..
I can't imagine how sad it is, but it tells me something about his friend, who was sick for the whole month and I guess this good friend died.
I hope he will get over it, and thank god his master wasn't scolding him today.
Maybe his master knows that he's sad.

I think I would be crying if that dead dog is mine.

x

Today is the first day of school.
And the beginning to the end of my High School life.
Although alot of people hope to graduate as soon as possible, but I don't think so.
I hope I can stay longer with my friends.
And yes I know I can make new friends when I go to a higher level of education,
but still, my high school crazy friends are the first to stay in my heart.
They knew about it already, they knew I love them very much.
High school gave an opportunity to me, to know REAL friends but not those who only play with you today and walk away from you the next day.
The friends I have now, are always there for me.
I believe in them, although other people don't think so.
I am good to friends, I am sure about it, and I'm not lying.
The only thing that will never change is that I love my friends.

x

I am starting to be emo so soon already, I didn't even notice that this emo seed is germinating in me NOW.
I knew this will happen on the first day of school, but until now I'm at home finish everything I should do,
I think of school then I emo,
I think of dog then I emo,
I think of this blog I emo more.
Because friends have been asking who's the guy I rejected.
I rejected him, if you're my friends sure you'll know la.

For what good job I've done,
I regret.
I regret for rejecting such a cute person, but sometimes he's weird and cool.
If YOU are reading this now, please don't be happy,
because I'll still see you as a friend, or good friend maybe.
I can't go into a relationship which is like a plastic.
I can't accept a guy who knows me "through phone"
and he actually chose to communicate with me via text message eventhough he saw me almost everyday.

x

Well, if he changes his attitude to ME, maybe, MAYBE I'll think about it SOMEDAY.

Still. Emo.

Navi

2010-01-03T20:57:00.002+08:00

Watched Avatar 3D yesterday..
OH EM GEE IT'S THE MOST AMAZING MOVIE I'VE EVER WATCHED.
yea I know alot of people say that, but I think, this movie follows the footsteps of Hayao Miyazaki..
he's my idol! lol.

My opinion that Avatar follows the footsteps of Hayao Miyazaki:
1. It's spiritual
2. It has forests and lots of weird(more like alien) flora and fauna
3. It tells us about saving the earth
4. It teaches us not to stop learning even if we're dying (eg. Grace the scientist )

That's all I can think about it now.
The Navi( the natives in the movie ) designed is very nice and handsome (although they're blue lol ), I like the way the movie tells us stories. Fantasy and Cool and Touching and Amazing.

It touches me and I felt my tears are rolling in my eyes, no one saw it because we're wearing the 3D glasses.
It amazes me that I don't even want to yawn when the movie is going on like almost 3 hours, but I yawned because I was lacking in oxygen( The cinema was crowded with people due to the high demand of the movie )

Ok. I think I can't tell anymore. It's so NICE~ AND GOOD~ AND GREAT~ AND .. and.. and.. LOL. AND I LOVE IT~ hahaha

Taggie

2009-12-28T21:25:00.003+08:00

A. You prefer...
1. Alcohol or Mineral Water - Mineral water
2. Blue or Pink - Pink ! !
3. Hot Guys ( Hot guys like Taylor Lautner ) or Cool Guys - who's taylor?
4. Good Looks or Brains - Brains
5. Taylor Swift or Taylor Lautner - Taylor swift?
6. Friends or Loved Ones - Friends
7. "Baby" or "Honey" - erm, BABY! ;p

B. Your/You kind of guy :
1. Alcoholic or Non-alcoholic - Non-alcoholic (alcoholic also can de.. lol)
2. Good or Bad - Erm, good in motherly and bad in.. alcoholic. HAHAH
3. Brave or Cute - CUTE!!
4. Tall or Short - tall la of course
5. T-Shirt or Suite - Is Suite a wrong spelling? if it's suit then i choose suit. lol
6. Coat or Leather Jacket - coat.
7. Sunnies or Spectacles - sunnies!!
8. Caring or Rich - caring
9. Kisses or Hugs - hugs enough la. lol
10. Romantic? - got then good la, dun have still can't do anything de..

C.Your Daily Activities :
1. After Breakfast - read newspaper
2. Before School - Tying hair
3. During School - Talk
4. After School - Explode my room with loud songs.. LOL
5. Night - erm.. depends lo, sometimes online, sometimes hanging around.
6. Midnight - Hm... NOT SURE WOH.. xD
7. Holidays - Mid Valley

Tag 10 people:
1. Yeeying
2. Mayyan
3. Yeeling
4. Cheuuuu
5. Huishan
6. Kiki
7. Tiang
8. Pui
9. Jaejoong ( I dono who to tag liao.. lol )
10. Hongki

1. What if 9 confesses that he/she likes you?
OMG REALLY? (immediately go to church and have wedding) LOL
2. Will you go out for a couple date with 3 if he/she asks to?
What do you mean? lol but yes. haha
3. Is 7 single?
Guess so.... looll
4. Describe 1.
Tall, Pweety, and CRAZY
5. Will you date 8?

erm.. ok! lol

6. What is 2's Nickname?

Mi In, Ina, Belle, ngan mei yan.... lol

7. What do you wish to tell 10 right now ?
Oppa! my cutie cutie oppa! lol
8. What is 5 good in?
Drawing
9. If you were to do one thing to 4 , what would it be?
Buy present for her. ^__^
10. Have you seen 1 cried ?
NO. she never express her "true" feelings. hahaha
11. Is 2 crazy or geeky?
CWAZY LIKE Michin(crazy ppl in korean)
12. Will you hold 7's hand and walk around?
Why not? haahaa

13. What do you think of 6?
MY SOULMATE. lool.
14. Will you kiss 3 when there is only both of you in the park?
Omg.. you serious?
15. Is 8 sweet?
YA!
16. What is 9's hobby?
Cook, Sing, Play games. ^_______^
17. Will you date 10 to a high class restaurant?
oOoOoO, i would LOVE to!!!!!!!!!!
18. Is 5 fitted to be a maid?
No, that'll waste her time. haha
19. When it started raining, who will you seek for an umbrella ?
Number 1 to 10 also can. haha
20. Where would you go with 1 on a date ?
Mid Valley then can liao. LOL. go watch movie sing k gai gai <3

2009-12-27T20:18:00.002+08:00

Went to Pavilion with omma and onni today..
Felt so gloomy.
But we bought alot of things at ETUDE HOUSE.
They bought masks, something something, and I bought a cleanser.ONLY.
I thought I was going to buy things like lip balm, masks or mascara. LOL.
And the total costs more than RM 100... Speechless.
Then we went to ~H2O+ to look around..
I bought a body splash (so nice) and something something which cause omma and onni fighting with each other.

I am planning with Innie to go sing k with friends next week..
But, I'm afraid that Yeongie and Chae aren't free to go..

x

x

x

x

Finally. I am able to forget him. And surprisingly in such a short period.
Maybe it's because of the things around me and distracted me..
Huh. I hope I can control myself for not being so stupid and brainless and idiotic.
I hope I'm not a bitch.
I hope I know what I am doing.

2009-12-18T21:25:00.002+08:00

Uh.
I dreamed about you last night, AGAIN.
Is it a sign telling me that.. I am regreting for what I've done? I rejected YOU.
Ok, if you're reading this post now, I hope you just close it.
Since that day we akwardly started our text conversation, and at last you asked me if I could be yours, I realised that, I don't like you.
I thought I like you. I really thought so..
But time has changed.
Instead of happening in real life if I've accepted you, it happened in my dreams.
I am sorry, I know I hurt you. I know.
But you said that you like another girl, so that's one of the reasons I don't want to accept you.

Ok, from now on, everything from you to me, I WILL IGNORE. Because I hope I won't find your so called "love" for me is fake.
But you have to please please please stop saying you like/love me. I DON'T CARE.
Why? Because "I don't know you"! You said that to me. You have to remember.

For now, I hope you can be happy. Because you don't seem to be happy whenever you're in front of me. Seriously I think you're an emo freak.

Goodbye. After next year, I won't be seeing you forever. So take care.

GD

2009-12-17T19:55:00.002+08:00

OH MY GODDDDD~

I went to Times Square today.
I BOUGHT G DRAGON'S HEARTBREAKER IMPORTED ALBUM.
I've been waiting for this damn day for such a long time..
Finally this day has arrived, and I find liao like don't know how long (surely more than 1 hour), finally found that stupid small shop (which I wanna thank it so hard), which sells imported Korean artists things.

Then I grabbed a set of DBSK chains then pay immediately. Coz gu oppa is waiting for me. Then the total cost scared my soul outta my body.. CAN'T TELL. lol.

SATISFIED WITH THE HEARTBREAKER! YAY YAY YAY

HIP HIP HOORAY!

Something Lah.

2009-12-16T19:47:00.003+08:00

Sorry for neglecting my blog again and again.

I guess this doesn't surprise you, does it?

After reading Ms. Jinni's blog, it reminds me about the situation in class while she's around.. It's alot of fun.. How I wish time can go backwards..

Have been searching for cupcakes recipe. Still don't dare to do it. Worry that no one will eat it because I will put alot of colours for the icing.. I want to do it for "see", no touchy touchy. LOL. If it's me, same la, I also won't eat it. Because I don't like colourful food like kids do. And I'm no longer a kid.

Kinds of food I dislike:

1. Pineapple

2. Whipped cream

3. Creamy cake

4. Sweet food (except chocolates and candy)

5. Smell of garlic / meat (well I don't eat them, but I smell them almost everyday when my neighbours cook them..)

Ok Ok, 5 is enough for me to picking food..

I feel bad when people kept on saying I love to pick..

Well, for now, I don't LIKE to pick, because there isn't much food to eat for a vegetarian ! !

I want to eat whatever I can. But I don't wanna eat then I won't eat it forever.

HAHAHA.

But, I'm a failure, because I can't eat cheese but I still eat it. I can't drink milk but I STILL drink it. WHY? Because I don't care! Because I actually CAN eat, but what forbids me? My stomach la.. haih don't know what happens to it..

MY DAMN STOMACH.

You got it? I have a bad stomach. When I eat cheese drink milk, die lah. I can just straight forward can go to hell. Because I won't be hungry for the next two days. EXPERIENCED.

All About Roxn Caked

2009-12-06T20:35:00.002+08:00

Today I went to Mid Valley.. walk walk walk buy buy buy..
lol walk until my leg wanna break ady..
So happy that today I did my first attempt orange cheesecake.
Smells good. but haven't taste it because I have to cool it in the fridge then only can taste it tomorrow morning. HEEHEE.
lol.
Actually the cake is just a substitution from the oreo cheesecake. lol.
No big difference. just add some orange zest and juice(fresh) then change the biscuit base from oreo to digestive biscuit.

This orange cheesecake is my first fastest handmade(without machine except the hand mixer la) cake ever.
because the biscuit base is the most difficult part to finish.
it needs time and patience and "feeling" lol.
but today I used shortcut, hahaha and I figured the shortcut the le..
I geng leh?
lol you all must have think that I can be sifu ady, but hor..
I only know how to bake chocolate cake, oreo cheesecake(I got high marks for this from 9 people le), orange cheesecake and chocolate hazelnut cookies...
lol ok ok I will try more cakes, but I have to love the cake only I will try lo..
such as erm... layer cake. wtf.
LOL do you know why did I wtf-ed?
because layer cake is.. very difficult, complicating, need kungfu, need heart, need time, need patience and need a lot of things that I don't know lah.

Why did I started to bake cake?
erm. I don't really know, the first cake I've ever bake is super-fast/easy chocolate cake which I wasn't really satisfied with the texture and taste....
then I want a different cake from myself. my favourite chocolate cake turned up to be the cake I didn't like to bake. lol.
because it's too machine-nized lol.

Ooookay..
maybe I shall stop now. Heh.

I hope you're ok with me. lol.

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Ring Ding Dong MV [HD]

2009-12-05T22:11:00.005+08:00

Ring Ding Dong Romanization

2009-12-05T22:09:00.000+08:00

[Jonghyun] Baby
Negae banhae beorin naegae wae irae
Dureopdago mulleoseoji malgo
Geunyang naegae matgyeobwala eoddae
My lady

[Onew] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding (x2)
[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding (x2)

[Key] Butterfly
Neoreul mannan chut sungan
Nooni beonjjeok meori ssak
Belli ding dong oolleosseo
[Onew] Nan malya meotjinnom chakhannom
Geureon nomeun anijiman
Nareumdaero gwaenchaneun bad boy

[Taemin] Neodo machi butterfly
Neomu yakhae ppajeosseo
Neomu soonhae ppajeosseo
Neol gyeotae dweoyagaesseo
[Jonghyun] Deoneun geokjeongma geokjeongma
Naman mideobomyeon dwaejana
Niga neomu mamae deuleo
Nochil su eopneun geol

*[All] Baby
Naega soomeul meomchool su oh crazy
Neomu yeppeo gyeondil su oh crazy
Neo animyeon pilyoeopda crazy
Na wae irae

So fantastic
So elastic

Fantastic (x4)
Elastic (x4)

[Onew] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Taemin] _____ deullinda)

[Onew] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Onew] Meorisokae oolinda)

[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Key] Nae gaseumae oolinda)

[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding

[Jonghyun] I call you butterfly
Nali gamyeon galsurok
Mosi bakhyeo neoran geol
Haeyeonal su eopdaneun geol

[Key] Nareul seontaekhae (Dolikiji malgo)
Seontaekhae (Domanggaji malgo)
[Taemin] Negae ppajin baboin na
[Jonghyun] Nal chaekimjyeoya dwae

*(Repeat)

[Minho] Nan chakhadi chakhanjeunghugooni
Geollin neoreul ihae mot hagaetda
[Key] Neon gakkeumssik geureon gojung
Emijireul talpi italhaebwa gwaenchanda

[Onew] Break out ([Key] Hey! ) (x4)
Ring ding ding ding ding
Dong dong dong dong

[Jonghyun] Sashil nan bulanhae
Eoddeokhae nal boneunji
[Taemin] Eojjeomyeon eojjeomyeon
Naegae hogameul gatgo itneunji molla
[Onew] Etorok anjeolbujeol hal subbakae eopseo
[Jonghyun] Dolikil su eopneun geol

[Onew] Complicated girl
[Taemin] Jeoldae no lan daedaphaji ma
[Jonghyun] Na gwaenchaneun namjalan geol
[Taemin] Naega michyeobeolilji molla

[Key] Silly girl (Silly girl)
[Onew] You're my miracle (My miracle)
[Jonghyun] Neoman gajil su itdamyeon
Naegaen da pilyoeopneun geol

*(Repeat)

So fantastic
So elastic

Fantastic (x4)
Elastic (x4)

[Onew] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Taemin] _____ deullinda)

[Onew] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Onew] Meorisokae oolinda)

[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding
([Key] Nae gaseumae oolinda)

[Taemin] Ring ding dong
Ring ding dong
Ring diggi dingdiggi
Ding ding ding

Ring Ding Dong Translation

2009-12-05T22:08:00.000+08:00

Baby
I’ve fallen, so why treat me like this?
Don’t run away in fear
but why not try trusting me.
My lady

Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi Ding Diggi Ding Ding Ding
(x4)

Butterfly
From the moment I met you,
My eyes flashed, my head stopped
and a bell rang ding dong

Look, I may not be cool
nice, or anything like that
but I’m a pretty decent bad boy

You’re like a butterfly
So weak, I’ve fallen
So gentle, I’ve fallen
I have to have you near me
Don’t worry any more, any more
you only have to trust me
I’m really digging you
I can’t let you go

Baby
You stop my heart oh crazy
So pretty I can’t stand it oh crazy
I don’t need anything else crazy
Why am I like this?

We wanna go rocka rocka
rocka rocka rocka
So fantastic
So elastic

fantastic fantastic
fantastic fantastic
elastic elastic
elastic elastic

Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(I can only hear you)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(It’s ringing in my head)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(My heart is calling)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding

I call you butterfly
As the days go by
the idea that I can’t escape you
Gets driven in further

Choose me
(Don’t turn away)
Choose me
(Don’t run away)
You have to take responsibility
for this fool that’s fallen for you

Baby
You stop my heart oh crazy
So pretty I can’t stand it oh crazy
I don’t need anything else crazy
Why am I like this?

I don’t understand how you
caught the kindness syndrome
But it’s okay if you sometimes
break away from that stereotyped image

Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)

Ding Ding Ding Ding
Dong Dong Dong Dong

Honestly I’m nervous
as to how you see me,
You might, you just might
have a good impression of me.
I can’t help but
be on pins and needles.
I can’t turn away

Complicated girl
Please don’t respond with a ‘no’
I’m an pretty decent guy
But I might go crazy
Silly girl (silly girl)
You’re my miracle (my miracle)
If I could only have you
I don’t need anything else

Baby
You stop my heart oh crazy
So pretty I can’t stand it oh crazy
I don’t need anything else crazy
Why am I like this?

We wanna go rocka rocka
rocka rocka rocka
so fantastic
so elastic

fantastic fantastic
fantastic fantastic
elastic elastic
elastic elastic

Ring Ding Dong.

2009-12-05T22:07:00.000+08:00

Baby
네게 반해 버린 내게 왜 이래
두렵다고 물러서지 말고
그냥 내게 맡겨봐라 어때
My lady

Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi Ding Diggi Ding Ding Ding
(x4)

Butterfly
너를 만난 첫 순간
눈이 번쩍 머린 Stop
벨이 딩동 울렸어

난 말야 멋진놈
착한놈 그런 놈은 아니지만
나름대로 괜찮은 Bad Boy

너도 마치 butterfly
너무 약해 빠졌어
너무 순해 빠졌어
널 곁에 둬야겠어
더는 걱정마 걱정마
나만 믿어보면 되잖아
니가 너무 맘에 들어
놓칠 수 없는 걸

Baby
내가 가슴을 멈출 수 oh crazy
너무 예뻐 견딜 수 oh crazy
너 아니면 필요없다 crazy
나 왜 이래

We wanna go rocka rocka
rocka rocka rocka
So fantastic
So elastic

fantastic fantastic
fantastic fantastic
elastic elastic
elastic elastic

Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(오직 너만 들린다)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(머리속에 울린다)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding
(내 가슴에 울린다)
Ring Ding Dong Ring Ding Dong
Ring Diggi DingDiggi Ding Ding Ding

I call you butterfly
날이 가면 갈수록
못이 박혀 너란 걸
헤어날 수 없다는 걸

나를 선택해
(돌이키지 말고)
선택해
(도망가지 말고)
네게 빠진 바보인 나
날 책임 져야 돼

Baby
내가 가슴을 멈출 수 oh crazy
너무 예뻐 견딜 수 oh crazy
너 아니면 필요없다 crazy
나 왜 이래

난 착하디 착한증후군이 걸린
너를 이해 못 하겠다
넌 가끔씩 그런 고정이미지를
탈피 이탈해봐 괜찮다

Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)
Break out (hey)

Ding Ding Ding Ding
Dong Dong Dong Dong

사실 난 불안해
어떻게 날 보는지
어쩌면 어쩌면
내게 호감을 갖고 있는지 몰라
이토록 안절부절
할 수밖에 없어
돌이킬 수 없는 걸

Complicated girl
절대 NO란 대답하지 마
나 괜찮은 남자란 걸
내가 미쳐버릴지 몰라
Don’t be silly girl (silly girl)
you’re my miracle (my miracle)
너만 가질 수 있다면
내겐 다 필요없는 걸

Baby
내가 가슴을 멈출 수 oh crazy
너무 예뻐 견딜 수 oh crazy
너 아니면 필요없다 crazy
나 왜 이래

We wanna go rocka rocka
rocka rocka rocka
So fantastic
So elastic

fantastic fantastic
fantastic fantastic
elastic elastic
elastic elastic

2009-12-04T22:34:00.003+08:00

I'm so happy that today I went swimming with Heay onni and Gu oppa, finally I found a partner(s) to swim with. It's been a year since I last went swimming. And that was at Gold Coast, but I didn't really swim because the sea was too cold.

Ok we went to Bukit Jalil to swim.. wow it's clean.
Then after swimming... wanna die ady lo..
Then we went to ss15 to meet up with Ji onni and her friend to eat korean food at Da SaRang..
Wow... The food was so nice, well of course I've eaten korean food before, but I've never been to a real korean restaurant to eat.
The photos I'll snatch from oppa then upload here later. lol.
He never intend to give me and onni any of our pictures if only we ask for it.....
I guess his photos are like a mountain high liao lo..
maybe higher than mount everest..
What happen to me today, why suddenly I become so weird wan..
maybe the after-swimming-dizzyness caused it.. haha
until now I'm still dizzy leh...
still got a bit headache tim.. gah..
because after swimming I didn't drink much water.. then eat spicy korean food, then I slept my afternoon away, made me INSTANT-FEVER.
my whole body was like a human heater,
the heat cannot be released and I beh tahan.
You know what? I actually slept in an air-conditioned room but I felt like burning. lol.
So I quickly drank lots of water, until now 9:56pm only feel cooler..
and I'm breathing onions and garlic... LOL.
Well, if you don't know, I don't eat onions and garlics. I JUST DON'T.
Don't ask me why, and the taste is just... erhem.. not to good to me.
But if I can't choose then I'll eat la.. still, I won't feel hungry for the next 6-7hours if I ate onions/garlic.
because I can't digest.
My digestibility is BAD.
Don't misunderstand,
I don't anti onions and garlic. haha.

These days I kept on singing Ring Ding Dong to onni coz she hates it so much. lol
It's like a curse to her.
My oppa also says this is a shitty song. LOL.
BUT I LIKE AH. COI AH? lol...
later I'll put Ring Ding Dong lyrics romanized and translation AND VIDEO. lol.

okay....

why nowadays no one comes to visit my blog wan.. sien.

Breathe .. G-Dragon

2009-12-04T22:28:00.003+08:00

BREATHE .. G-DRAGON [TRANSLATION]

I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe

I can't breathe no more
I can't sleep no more
In this crazy world, the cold heart of the city, I'm alone
I can't live no more but I can't stop no more
Even if I close my eyes I can't hear your breathing anymore

I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Til you say no more

*I can't breathe I can't breathe
I don't even care for the feeling like I'm being squeezed
I can't breathe I can't breathe
Even when the morning's bright, I don't want to get up
I can't breathe

I'm tired of imagination, I lost my self restraint
Situation turned contradictory, You are my unchanged V V Venus!
If you take the stars from the other side of the moon, the sun will grow dark
I've been waiting for this moment I wonder

I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Let's do it some more

*repeat x2

The magnificent morning came through the curtains
Your outstretched hand that calls me
Secretly come to my bed
Quietly, so no one knows

*repeat x2

No no no I can't breathe
I can't breathe breathe breathe no more
I can't breathe I can't breathe no more
I CAN'T BREATHE
I can't breathe
I can't breathe
I can't breathe

I can't breathe no more
I can't sleep no more
In this crazy world, the cold heart of the city, I'm alone
I can't live no more but I can't stop no more
Even if I close my eyes I can't hear your breathing anymore

I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Til you say no more

*I can't breathe I can't breathe
I don't even care for the feeling like I'm being squeezed
I can't breathe I can't breathe
Even when the morning's bright, I don't want to get up
I can't breathe

I'm tired of imagination, I lost my self restraint
Situation turned contradictory, You are my unchanged V V Venus!
If you take the stars from the other side of the moon, the sun will grow dark
I've been waiting for this moment I wonder

I can't deny, a night I quietly sleep
You appear in me, you're so beautiful
Hey gorgeous sweet amazing baby
I know you want it baby
You and me hardcore right now
Let's do it some more

*repeat x2

The magnificent morning came through the curtains
Your outstretched hand that calls me
Secretly come to my bed
Quietly, so no one knows

*repeat x2

No no no I can't breathe
I can't breathe breathe breathe no more
I can't breathe I can't breathe no more
I CAN'T BREATHE

ps : I really like this song, but the lyrics ah.. got one part I don't why GD wanna write it like this...

Stranger

2009-12-02T23:11:00.002+08:00

Why ah...
I don't get it..
You always get to have your happy life..
But I'm the one who look at you from the back..
Am I that bad?
I don't think so..
Why did you say "Sorry",
Instead of saying "Let's be friends"?
Why did you break my heart?
Why did you STILL think that I'm a stranger?
Am I a stranger to you?
Well you are not a stranger to me at all.

Heehee

2009-11-28T22:58:00.002+08:00

Don't know why there was a Korea flag at Selesa Resort. HEEHEE. LOL

OREO CHEESECAKE RECIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

2009-11-28T22:50:00.003+08:00

( A)..500g cream cheese, 120g sugar, 50g butter, a pinch of salt
( B)..50g flour
( C)..1 egg, 3 egg yolks
( D)..150g yogurt
( E)..3 egg whites
( F)..OREO (measurements depends on baking container size, 2 packet is safe for normal container size)

Biscuit Base:
1. Remove the oreo cream.
2. Crush the oreo in the powder form or small rocky size also can. The size shouldn't be too big for easier pressing later.
2. After crushing enough of oreo, place it into the ideal baking container.
3. Mix the oreo with butter with hand. (Mix with butter until the oreo is hard and firm when pressed onto the container)
4. Make sure the oreo pressed is tight and firm and no "holes" can be seen.
5. The oreo can be pressed using hand and spoon.

Batter:
1. Put( A) into the mixing bowl
2. Cream(use mixer to mix until smooth) ( A) till light and fluffy. Add in the oreo cream removed earlier.
3. Fold in ( B) mix well (fold in is pour the flour slowly into the batter and use spoon or ladle to "draw" a 8-shape lightly and quickly to mix the batter)
4. Add ( C) slowly and cream till smooth
5. Stir in ( D) and mix evenly (Don't put also nvm)
6. Pour the egg white in another bowl to beat it until foamy and stiff (use hand mixer to mix until it becomes bubbly)
7. pour the beaten egg white in the above batter and mix till well incorperated. Set aside
8. Bake for 160*C in a water bath(use a bigger baking pan and put a little water then can le) for 60 mins

MAMA AWARDS! I'M COMING! OH YEAH~~

2009-11-20T21:46:00.001+08:00

DIAMOND OUTING 19112009

2009-11-20T20:56:00.002+08:00

Me and my diamonds had a great time at Pyramid yesterday!!!
Hahaha.
When I arrived, hui
shan, junlyn, leyi were already waiting.
That was 10.30am. Then pui arrived with the CAKE!!! hahaha.
We made it, it's an oreo cheesecake.
So we quickly put the cake at the Italianese.
Then we waited for yeeying, but guess what?
We've been waiting for almost an hour and she still has not show up, because of the mistaken-gone-into-the-parking thingy that took her mom quite some time to "talk" with the person in charge.
Then we were still waiting at the entrance, and there came the main character of the trip!!
KIKI and tiang who brought her here. lol.
Then I phoned yeeying again, to tell her that KIKI was here already!!!!!! Then after quite a long waiting, yeeying finally arrived. My leg also stood till pain liao. lol.
We finally started our outing... We went to Italianese to have lunch. Then the cake was took out and lol everyone loved it. THANKS!!
See? I'm a good baker. LOL. But I say here la, the cookies I baked for kiki was ruined, well she'll know when she eat it, because I used the wrong type of flour....
grr.
sorry ah kiki.
Ok then after the eating ceremony, we went to ETUDE HOUSE! But we bought nothing, becuase nothing was good for kiki. lol.
we went downstairs to look at the earrings thingy, I bought 4 new pairs of earrings, ok I know I'm too over.
they all went ice skating, left me and tiang walk walk around to buy masks for kiki.
then we went to starbucks to buy mocha frapp and hot choco, aiya for me you all will think I will buy mocha frapp but no lo. tiang wanna try ma.
we see them ice skating and do monkey show. LOL
we took alot of photos of them, so funny.
erm, after that nothing much happening, just standing and walking.
I didn't sit down at all after the eating ceremony... so tired.
I hope we're having this kind of outing again,

next time... I wanna join you all go ice skating liao!

actually I'm kinda afraid of ice skating since last 4 years I went for the first time.... because I fell and I hurt my back AGAIN. For normal people of course will pain abit then no pain afterwards de, but for me.. it's like killing me, then someday my back bone will crack. Really la, not joking and so not cursing myself, but I really afraid that my backbone needs to be treated seriously..
I don't wanna see myself limited from doing those "exciting" moves le, it would be horrible, terrible and vegetable.. LOL
ok la, I don't want say bad myself le, after it really happened then I don't know how to put my face in front of people..

Eh? Why I talk until so far away liao? lol.

There are things I am truly afraid of:
1. Slip and fell on my back.. ouch
2. Velocity
3. Height
4. Ghost
5. Construction site behind my house

Really la, not joking at all. And please don't laugh at me ah. HAHAHA. I laugh at myself first.. because I find myself afraid of these things are quite funny..

Joe's

2009-11-17T20:53:00.002+08:00

I'm now listening to Joe Hisaishi's music. I feel so happy. The ochestra always make me happy. I hope I can be happy like this everyday. Haha.

The Trip. To Selesa. =D

2009-11-17T20:39:00.004+08:00

ME WHEN WATCHING BOYS OVER FLOWER~!

Newsssss. =)

2009-11-16T20:48:00.005+08:00

Yesterday very cold o...

Continued my novel, well in case you don't know, I don't read novels but I write. lol. I'm very happy because I've downloaded a few music videos that are very new and nice. G-Dragon's Heartbreaker, Park Bom's You and I, DBSK's Picture Of You and now downloading SHINee's Ring Ding Dong. Talking about G-Dragon, I'm very interested in him recently, he is the leader in Big Bang, a composer, a song writer, and a producer. Cool huh. At first I listened to his Heartbreaker, I was just.. uhuh, okay.. not bad.. But now I learn to sing this song and I find it very cool! It's not very hard eventhough it's fast, but the beat is easy to follow. I also like his Butterfly and Breathe and A Boy. The songs that I've mentioned are new songs.

Wow, my Ring Ding Dong has finished its download. Hahaha HD!!! I only accept HD files because my screen is quite large, if the file is small then it'll be blur when I put on full screen, well if it is blur I won't put on full screen. But I prefer HD videos no matter it's music videos or movie or drama or shows. Hahaha. So sometimes a large screen isn't the best thing of all. The words will automatically become smaller and I have to squint at the screen more often.. So I enlarged the encoding for the internet, but the windows' words are still small. Oh and I have short-sightedness without glasses. lol.

I finished watching Boys Over Flowers, did I mention that before? Erm ok well, if I did, I want to say it again that, THIS IS THE MOST AWESOME DRAMA EVER! I know I miss the whole point for not watching it earlier.. so that I can treasure Minho's poster more than ever. I had one, that time I didn't know it was Minho, and I didn't know who Minho was.. Minho is so cute! Hahaha..

Ok, change the topic. Park Bom. She's from the girls group 2NE1. They're very hot recently, they're not shown on newspaper in Malaysia so don't think they don't exist if they don't show up on the newspaper. HAH. So read more magazines such as EPOP. Well I love this magazine so much! It contains a lot of info about DBSK!!! And of course there's other artists' news mostly Taiwan, Korea, Japan, China, Hongkong and Msia. Back to Park Bom, her solo, You And I is cute. And the music video's background is awesome!!! Haha

I guess I have to stop now. HAHAHA

Treble Clef

20101102.

G-Day of CHS. 20101102

Imissyou

WOOHOO!

A Thousand Miles: 1

Believe. 믿어요. Forever. 영원히.

I HATE YOU IDIOTS!

Koisora.

All(not) About 08052010

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DIE LIKE SHIIIIT!!!

ICE CREAM!!!! =DDDDDDD

Please Come Back.

A Random One.

Heysss.

Recall and Recall.

Notice.

Dead.

Make It Quick.

=|

Shit

Feet Dead.

Fow Toss II *Pyramid* ^^

12032010 PYRAMID *love*

Mati mati mati

Just now.

I am emo kid.

You and I

FOW-TOES. XD

UP UP UP!! Update.

Gi Eok (Memory)

Sudden Post.

TVXQ BEST SELECTION 2010

Big Bang

SNSD "OH!" English Translation

Eeek

Gee Ballad English Version Lyrics

This Is My Life.

Carwash

Gonna call it a "No Title"

Tomorrow will be a better day.

Where's my Valentine?

Someday Some Mid Valley Time.

O M G !

Something something

After School.

旋律

灯塔前的约定 PART III

灯塔前的约定 PART II

灯塔前的约定 Part I

Hurt.

POKAI

Oh Em Gee

D' Blaq

Quote of the day

Just a Stupid Update

Dielikeshit II

FUCK YOU BITCH

Dielikeshit

Fillet-ed post.

I love you, DBSK

Sad Post.

Navi

Taggie

GD

Something Lah.

All About Roxn Caked

Ring Ding Dong MV [HD]

Ring Ding Dong Romanization

Ring Ding Dong Translation

Ring Ding Dong.

Breathe .. G-Dragon

Stranger

Heehee

OREO CHEESECAKE RECIPE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

MAMA AWARDS! I'M COMING! OH YEAH~~

DIAMOND OUTING 19112009

Joe's

The Trip. To Selesa. =D

Fow Toss II Pyramid ^^

12032010 PYRAMID love